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Friday, December 30, 2005

Whoa.  no one saw this one coming.  an entry, from moi? i know i know, dont get too excited though, most of it is copying from lj.  ;)

this is from tuesday

So heres the deal, today i had the following plans all semi-made:

Go with David to Jeffs.
Chill with Shannon.
Chill with Arlen.
Chill with Chelsie and Jake.
Go to a movie with my Grandma.


I told shannon that she could call me when she woke up, but she didnt, no big deal, not a major role in the story, just noting so that people dont think that i forgot about that aspect. Also, I didnt expect Arlen to actually wake up before 5 or 6 so that was out of hte picture also.

David was supposed to call me when he got up, and Jeff told me that was usually around 12.

My grandma calls me and wants me to go to see King Kong with her and my little brother. She says it starts at two. I cant go because I dont want to ditch any plans.

Chelsie tells me that her and Jake are going shopping, and since no one has called me yet, i go with them and we go to Marshalls, i got lavender high tops, really cute. Chelsie is trying on jeans and david calls me and says that at 3:30-4 he will call me and come get me. Then we went out to lunch at Hooters, it was really good and Jake paid, hes a good guy. Im glad that he went to the army, i think it helped him alot. Im also glad that he is back for good though. While there, I call david because it is around 3:45 and he says that he is at Cheeburger and that they are eating, jeff has to go home to eat dinner and then he will come get me and we will go over there. cool. Jake takes me home.

I get home and david never shows, so i call him and he says that he doesnt know what happened but he ended up in Nick Holden's car and that he doesnt know waht is going on so he will call me back. I call him back an hour later and he says that they are going to go meet up with jeff and do stuff that i "dont approve of". This means they are going to get high. Therefore, i will be spending the duration of my night at home. Well thank you david.

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my anti-drug

whatever.



voila  and then the next day i hung out with sarah and then spent the night at deannas with shannon and then we chilled with sarah until i was dropped off.  the end.




Friday, July 22, 2005

i have no direction in life. i mean, i have plenty of directions, but i dont know how to make them all come together... i mean, in one aspect, i need to do more things for me, wow i sound all shrinky, because i feel like most of the stuff i do is for other people, or i do it for me because its what other people want me to do for me. And at the same time, i dont do enough of the things i need to do to be successful or whatnot. i dont work enough, i dont have any of my summer AP shit done, and i dont really do anything of value. how do i combine north and south when im already going east and west? i dont, i just sit here. i need to pick a direction. the school shit and the work shit needs to be done so i can get a car and also get into college, both key things. But if i dont start having fun, i wont be able to handle all the shit i have to do. If anyone actually reads this and then has any ideas of what the fuck i can do, please let me know...

 

<3

 

 


Tuesday, July 19, 2005

i passed drivers ed.  go me.

 

<3

 


Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Currently Listening
Give Up
By The Postal Service
see related

(x) been drunk
( ) caught drinking
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) Been raped at least once in your life time
( ) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) Been kidnapped
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) been high
(x) snuck someone in your parents house
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something stupid!!!
( ) celebrated new years in time square
( ) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) cut myself on purpose
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Ever feel in love again with someone you broke up with
(x) Slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a    show/festival/fetish ball
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
( )Thrown up in a bar or party
(x)Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( )Eaten Sushi
(x)Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x)Been mooching at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online (not love-like feelings though)

(x) been verbally or physically abused
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( )tried killing yourself
(x)taken painkillers
( ) intentionally burned oneself
(x) miss someone right now *does not include family*
(x) I went to a prom
( ) I've bungee jumped
(x) I have been to a Punk rock concert

 

that was fun...


Thursday, July 07, 2005

[x] smoked a cigarette
[x] smoked a cigar
[ ] smoked anything else
[ ] crashed a friend's car
[ ] stolen a car
[x] been in love
[x] been dumped
[x] shoplifted
[ ] been fired

[ ] been in a fist fight
[x] snuck out of my parents' house
[x]had feelings for someone who didnt have any for you
[ ] been arrested
[ ] gone on a blind date
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] skipped school
[ ] seen someone die
[ ] had a crush on one of your xanga friends
[ ] been to Canada
[x] been to Mexico
[x] been on a plane
[ ] thrown up in a bar
[ ] purposely set a part of yourself on fire
[ ] eaten sushi
[x] been snowboarding
[ ] been moshing at a concert
[x] been in an abusive relationship
[x] love someone
[x] laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go
[ ] had a tea party
[ ] flown a kite
[x] built a sand castle
[x] gone puddle jumping
[x] played dress up
[x] jumped into a pile of leaves
[x] gone sledding
[x] cheated while playing a game
[x] been lonely
[x] fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] used a fake id
[x] watched the sun set
[ ] felt an earthquake
[x] touched a snake
[x] slept beneath the stars
[x] been tickled
[ ] been robbed
[ ] robbed someone
[x] been misunderstood
[x] pet a reindeer/goat
[x] won a contest
[ ] run a red light
[x] been suspended from school
[x] had detention
[x] been in a car accident
[x] had braces
[x] felt like an outcast
[x] eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
[x] had deja vu
[ ] danced in the moonlight
[x] hated the way you look
[ ] witnessed a crime
[x] questioned your heart
[ ] been obsessed with post-it notes
[ ] squished barefoot through the mud
[x] been lost
[ ] been to the opposite side of the country

[x] swam in the ocean
[x] felt like dying
[x] cried yourself to sleep
[ ] played cops and robbers
[x] recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
[x] sung karaoke
[x] paid for a meal with only coins
[x] done something you told yourself you wouldn't..
[x] made prank phone calls
[ ] laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[x] caught a snowflake on your tongue
[x] danced in the rain
[ ] written a letter to Santa Claus
[ ] been kissed under the mistletoe
[ ] watched the sun set with someone you care about
[x] blown bubbles
[ ] made a bonfire on the beach
[ ] crashed a party
[ ] have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
[x] gone roller-skating
[x] had a wish come true
[ ] worn pearls
[ ] jumped off a bridge
[ ] screamed penis in class
[ ] ate dog/cat food
[x] told a complete stranger you loved them
[x] kissed a mirror
[x] sang in the shower
[ ] have a black tux
[ ] had a dream that you married someone
[x] glued your hand to something
[ ] got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
[ ] kissed a fish
[x] worn the opposite sex's clothes
[ ] been a cheerleader
[ ] sat on a rooftop
[x] screamed at the top of your lungs
[ ] done a one-handed cartwheel
[x] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
[x] stayed up all night
[ ] didn't take a shower for a week
[ ] picked and ate an apple right off the tree
[x] climbed a tree
[x] are scared to watch scary movies alone
[ ] have more then 30 pairs of shoes
[x] worn a really dumb outfit to school just to see what others would say
[ ] gone streaking
[ ] played ding-dong-ditch
[ ] played chicken fight
[ ] been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
[x] been easily amused
[ ] caught a fish then ate it
[x] caught a butterfly
[x] laughed so hard you cried
[x] cried so hard you laughed
[ ] mooned/flashed someone
[x] had someone moon/flash you
[x] cheated on a test
[ ] have a Britney Spears CD
[x] forgotten someone's name
[ ] slept naked

you know you wanna copy it and do it for yourself.

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