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| Alright, so i was obviously pretty upset the last time i wrote in this thing. Let's see if things are going a little better this time. . .
So, there isn't a whole lot going on right now. I found a really awesome church down here in portsmouth since i live down here. It's Christ Community Center. Although, i don't believe it's the church itself, but more the awesome friends and bible study that we have on wednesdays. I've grown so much closer to God since i've been down here. It's Awesome! Let's see, i'm still in search for a job down here so i picked up an application for Praises. Hopefully that'll work out, because it'd be awesome to work in a christian atmosphere for once. . . Hmm, let's see, i'm still single. I've been single for like 9 months and it sux, but i've learned to realize that i don't need a relationship. Though i'm not exactly 'looking and searching' for a relationship. I wouldn't turn down an opportunity if it presents itself, ya know what i mean :) . . . In the middle of winter quarter right now and this Chemistry class is about to kill me. I didn't think it was going to be this hard, so hopefully i'll survive it. Ya never know though. . lol . . So i'll try to keep this updated a little more often. Take Care Ya'll | | |
| Needless to say i'm shocked and appauled. . . but should i be. I mean, should i actually expect for someone to say they're different, act like they are different, but to truly be different. Nah, i don't think so. Especially someone who just kinda hops into your life like a train passing from station to station, then without warning hop off and wonder into the next town. Yes, i agree, i should've known better and i shouldn't have been so blind. Nieve i think would be the better word. Yet, i am/was/did,. . . whatever. So, now i realize that it was another chance for god to say, "Adam, are you truly focused on me like you say you are . . .? Let's find out, shall we." Once again i found myself putting just a lil too much faith into human, as opposed to it all for my God. I seem to be good at taking nose-dives off of those mountains i'm standing on, kind of unconsciously i suppose because i sure don't do it on purpose. That's for sure, haha. So here i stand, right smack dab in the middle of my next valley and i realize that i have started to set up camp here. This, of course, not a good idea either. So i'm going to set fire to everything keeping me here, do my best to start walking in faith. Only not so easily distracted this time.
Special Thanks to God for not giving up on me as i stumble(once again), big ups to my friends allison and jessica for helping me through this. Also, my homeboy colter, sorry i didn't let you know sooner bro. | | |
| WoW! i don't think words exist that can be put together to describe how unbelieveably awesome my weekend has been. I am so thankful to God. Moving to portsmouth and transferring schools to shawnee has been the best thing that has ever happened. I have grown so much closer to God, and have made so many awesome christian friends. Not to mention meeting Stephie. She is, by far, the coolest person i ever did meet ;) Ya know how people always say that when you meet that person, you just know. I used to call that a bunch of crap. But as irrational as it sounds, It's True! And, for all of you that haven't experienced that yet, you are in for one heck of a treat. Tis pimp! | | |
| As always it's been quite a while since i have written on here. So here goes . . .
First thing first, i just want to thank god for all that he does for me everyday. . . recently i had stumbled in my christian walk . . . nothing big just a little out of focus, so any of my friends that happened to see . . . Please forgive me, because i'm not perfect . . . just forgiven.
We had our christmas play at Mt Tabor this past sunday and it was awesome. Wasn't very long, but quite effective. Also, my brother brought his family so i was entirely thrilled about that . . . been praying for him for quite some time now. He'll be back, i just know it.
So, i'm still single. . . of course, who on earth would want a creature like me. Yet, one of my friends seems to have run across a certain individual that they think would make a great match with me. Naturally i was interested (i mean, i'm not getting any younger, c'mon, lol) so they showed me a picture and she was VERY attractive . . . More than likely she'll end up being out of my league because i simply don't have much to offer, but it sure is a nice thought and certainly something for me to pray about. Hopefully i'll get the chance to meet her some time soon . . . i know i'm looking forward to it.
Best for Last: Pray for Snow, all i want is for us to get snowed in just once. i mean we're talking a couple feet of snow. i love the winter. It's the best! I feel like a lil kid when i see those big snow flakes a flyin. Good Stuff! . . . i mean, winter is basketball season, Christmas(and all the great things that go with christmas, such as: Plays, Songs, Nativities ...), New Years, SNOW!!!! i love it, i mean what's not to like. | | |
| so here i am again . . . an endless amount of space to write whatever my heart desires. this could include my deepest wishes, my darkest secrets, or even those words that i would never dream of speaking out loud. here i can talk about where i want my life to lead me in the next five years, two years, or week. i could mention every star i've wished upon and every mistake i've regretfully been a part of. there are so many things out there that i don't know about and so many questions that i cannot even begin to fathom because of the chasm of knowledge the seperates me from them. where do i begin to speak of the endless capabilities that present itself in a lifetime, including every opportunity that i've unmistakenably past up. i could talk about every fork of every road that i've come across in life. though choices whether they be good or bad come with a consequence. it's amazing how great of an opportunity this could be for me to finally reach those vessles that has aimlessly wondered for so long. . . but yet. . . i have nothing to say. . .
KATIE IS MY BEST FRIEND EVER FROM BURG- if it wasn't for this individual, my page would never be updated, thanx katie jo ;) you my girl | | |
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