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| Here we are again with absolutly nothign to say about whats happened since Friday. Today was good. Finished another pot in pottery. This one is shaped like the headstock from Steve Vai's signature Ibanez. Been playin Guitar more again lately. Starting to listen to more blues and country too. It's showing in my playin style. Come to discover that truly deep down i'm a redneck. Pool rooms, beer, country, America, guns, old trucks, and a nice soundin acoustic guitar. It's strange to say though. Went to Denny's tonight and got my fuckin omlette that i've been cravin for weeks. I tried to make one at home but it just wasn't the same. Mowed Grandmas lawn today and got a little dough for that. Spent that one "Command and Conquer: The First Decade". I played it 8 years ago and became a dork for it and never beat it. So now i'm gonna fuckin beat it. I've never met anyone whos beatin it so i'm gonna be the first. Gettin a new pet fish. So Socks the other fish can have a playmate besides Bob.... which whenever Bob tries to climb the side of the fish tank Socks puches him back down so he has to start all over again. Interesting.... | | |
| 8 monthsWell, court was ok, I guess. It wasn't my sentencing like I thought it was. It was just another meeting to plan my course of action. Diversion was denied... o well. I decided to plea and admit guilt for possesion of marijuana (misdemenor) and throw myself at the mercy of the court. My next court date is June 23. That is when I get my sentence. I can get probation, intensive probation, removal from my home, or a good time at JDF. I have no idea what i'm getting right now and won't know till then. Oh goody. It's been a long day. It was BS at the courthouse. I was the first one in and the last one out. Some girl ran after her mom posted $5000 bail. another was led out in cuffs. Yet another was crying hysterically.... with her ass hanging out of her pants (mental scarring from that). Interesting morning to say the least. After Court we went to the Artichoke. Then to Dicks for some crap. Came home and went back to bed. I babysit tomorrow. Good thing I didn't decide to go to prom. Oh And I can have NO contact of any kind with the WPD. Otherwise I get arrested on the spot. Even if someone else is commiting the crime. Goody.... YAY Buracracy. | | |
| Whoop De Friggen DoWell, it's Wednesday almost Thursday. Court on Friday at 8:30 AM. This is gonna be friggen great. Pray I don't get sent to lock-up. Green jumpsuits don't exactly fit my idea of "nice clothing". Prom is this Saturday. Hooray (sarcasm). Everyone is either going to prom or going to get fucked up. Yet here I am all by my lonesome. It's kinda depressing here lately. I need people to hang out with. I need some friends who don't smoke pot.... or drink. Why is soberity so difficult these days? I keep it pretty easily.... why can't everyone else? no idea. But Saturday is gonna be boring.... mybe I can find some work or something. | | |
| Still nothing to eventful has happened. My Aunt went into the hospital on thursday looking six months pregnant and with yellow skin (liver failure from the cancer). Within 2 days she passed one of the tumors and the other one has shurnk 2 times the size it was. Yet more evidence that God dosn't ignore.... his followers at least. I got the new Rammstein album - Rosenrot. It's pretty cool. Alot of the songs are more slow. So I still have all of their albums. Just been relaxin. I'm quitting smoking. I couldn't breathe Saturday morning. I mean litterally couldn't breathe so i know taht it's affecting me. I'm doing pretty well too. Considering I usually smoke a pack a day i'm now down to half a pack or less a day. of lights. Trying to kill my nicotine addiciton. After here for to long i'm going on the patch so wish me luck, i'm gonna need it. | | |
| Soooo.... nothing to much new here. Things are going pretty good. Working on getting my grades up. Got out of getting another ticket. I've had money this week. Tomorrow is a half day too so that kicks ass. Court is the 28th so wish me luck. Prom is the 29th and i still don't know if I wanna go. Having this debate in my head. I've never been to a dance before. I don't know how to dance and the people I talk to won't be there. So I don't knw if I wanna spend the $15 to go. Not only that, I would have to get dressed up (something I loathe). Just kinda taking it dasy by day. Been playin my guitar alot more and startin to be able to solo pretty decently. Who knows, maybe God will smile on me once again. Oh and I got a dart board. I bee nplayin darts quite abit too. Well, hopefully i'll get more tha 3 comments. But at least I know that someone is reading this. Cut my finger too. Damn thing bled for and hour and turned my entire finger and a chunk of my palm red.... and I couildn't find the camera to get a picture of it. Damn the rotten luck. Oh well, i'll write more on this some other day. Toodles. | | |
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