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| God must really be preparing me for a huge test of faith, because He's really laying on the things to worry about lately. Mainy the thoughts of my future husband leaving to go fight over seas is what weighs me down...but there's always millions of the little things that build up. I'm praying more now for the soldiers over seas than ever before. If anyone gets hurt or has to come back to the USA my man is out of here. I'm gonna be keeping ben and jerry's in business. it's gonna be bad. But I remind myself that God didn't bring the most amazing person I've ever met into my life just to jerk him away from me. And that helps! So I'm just gonna keep my chin up and go on ike nothings wrong until something is really really wrong...then I'll stop and reevaluate how I"m going to deal with it...
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| As you can tell...I never really get on here...so you should read my myspace...
Other than that...
I'm in CT for about 15 more hrs then driving home for the dko performances. I love you guys and I can't wait to see you all... | | |
| In Awe...I am constantly amazed at the way God uses the painful things in life, and the little things that we tend not to notice to help us in future situations. I knew the kind of emotional pain I would possibly be going through after the breakup, but because I knew what was coming and knew what I needed to pray against I am fine. I expected things to be alot messier than they are for me emotionally too. But when you are obeying God and let him have the reigns on your life it is amazing how smooth the ride becomes. It's like every pothole and rut smooth over and become perfect. Only God can do something like that. I've noticed when I'm holding the reigns I can do everything in my power to avoid potholes and ruts and its like the get 100x bigger before I ever get to them becoming completely unavoidable. So, my advice is to give God the reigns before things get so unavoidable that you get so distracted by driving that you loose sight of the ultimate goal. | | |
| Obedience...So, we all know that's its not always fun to obey our parents, but do we realize that it just small potatoes to what God will ask us to obey with one day...I realized that these past couple of weeks, and had to obey and do something that's really hard on me...but I know that when you obey parents they reward you and love you freely because of it. so why would God be any different...I know that what he will place in my life to fill the hole left will be amazing...
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| I'm healedGuess what. where I had burned my foot freshman year I still had the heavy duty meds for it. So my hand is like all better now. it's still red and sore, but it's healed from blisters. thanks for praying.
On another note...for those of you who are going tour please send me some ideas of what you would like to see changed or kept. Sean and I are starting to plan everything for you guys, so give me some ideas.
ok that's all. I love you | | |
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