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| is it lame that i am writting on this.today is a lazy saturday. YES FINALLY
i now work 34 hours a week in the EVP's office at DBU (thats the VICE PRES in cause u were wondering)
I am still taking full time class load.
im in love with a great guy!
Im ready to no longer be a student
...ps i think blogs is the same as xanga...thats how im justifying this. ha
ohhh im speaking in chapel on the 13th of feb. hold cow! never, never have i spoken in front of soooo many people before. what a humble thought.
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| i am not looking forward to driving for christmas. kinda makes me resent it a lil. bluh
i could go to vegas, as in i want to most days
i have no more motivation in the school area of my life
im with the most amazing guy ive ever known and treated better than i would have ever imagined.
uh.
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| i adore...
naps in the afternoon
taking my journal/painting outside on a pretty day
i-chatting with him :) call me a nerd
reading a good book
giving a good speech in class (once again call me a nerd)
music, of all sorts
a good cuddle sesh, i wont lie
whole foods...makes my heart melt.
ross, as in the store.
my bday is coming up. i have posted a list of things i would like for it on our front door, they are as follows..
-- a baby elephant
-- a romantic date
-- a cute puppy
--to not be turning 22
-- a huge ace dance partay
-- ben folds to dedicate me a song
that is all.
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| oh xangyyy
i feel as if our relationship is so on and off, it is. i dont even think anyone reads this, tis cool. i have logged on to this thing after months of forgetting about such. im so sleepy yet im worn out of facebook and myspace is kinda confusing and im really trying to avoid hw. so here i am xanga, take it or leave it
update. school started. ehh tis ok. im avoiding writting a speech, no big after all i AM a communication major, its what i do.
my grandparents are going down hill...this breaks my heart so very much. life is hard sometimes
i got a new job as a night time nanny, its not a bad deal at all
i like a boy
im getting old, i dont want to be 22 as in not at all do i want to be 22....
got to hangout with an old friend the other night. went to petes piano bar, good times good times
im sure since bar was in the last sentence some "christians" about peed their pants, get over yourself please. do us all a favor and get over your self.
sushi, im in the mood and we were all on our way to get some tonight and when we got there it was CLOSED uhh
why am im not sleeping
im listening to disney soundtrack...ha i love my life. honest
now im in the mood for beauty and the beast
love God love Others, why is that so hard at times?
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| HEY-O
oh life, seems well. well in deed. i had the chance to meet with a lady with one of the most beautiful hearts last week. it was just what i needed right when i needed it, and im oh so encouraged from the time spent. today i had the chance to lay out poolside, it seems like it has rained just forever. gah, im sure glad to have a break from the down pour.
started small group with the youth girls, had more show than i expected and im oh so excited. were going through a great book and they seem to be really into it. i get comment after comment via myspace of them telling me they are reading. they are cute! it shall be of challange to me as well, and i am discovering some changes will have to be made in my life. not that i think some patterns i have picked up are wrong or sinful, but more than likely simply not above reproach. and after all when i worked with only kids i could more so get away with it since they dont ask you the hard questions youth will. and when i give them an answer i want it to not be with a hypicritcal mouth. hmmm
right now, im in a john mayer, ben folds, damien rice kinda mood. that slow beat and deep lyrics pull me in and refuse to let me go. love it
"i dont trust myself (with loving you)", oh john mayer how you sing right to my heart.
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