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Name: Bri
Country: United States
Gender: Female


Interests: I dont like school...actually i hate it.i love music.and gymnastics.and guys.and losing weight! its the best in the world.!!! HT-5 4' CW:128, HW:134, LW:103, GW1:127, GW2:121, GW3:114, GW4:107, Ultimate goal- 102.


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Member Since: 5/19/2004

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

MOVED!!!

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I've decided to start a new site; for many reasons. One; being i need to start over freshly and newly because coming back to this site made me just feel like fucking up like i always have. Two; I wanted to sort out my subscriptions. So, subscribe at my new site if you'd like.

<333Bri


Sunday, October 10, 2004

hmm ana is back. i'm back with it. i've decided i do need to lose weight i mean i would be a whole lot prettier. so i mean i'll just loose like 15 lbs and then decide where to go from there. well my cw is 128...i gained a few but at least i havent gotten up to 130...gosh thats repulsive. well i prob wont be having enuff time to update everyday but i will try to at least everyother day. kay. well ima go check out some other sites.

<333bri


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

ugh...school. well i was alright yesterday but...not as good as i hoped. anyways today is a new day and i am going to have 200 or under. gosh. well i need to go take a shower and figure out what i'm wearing. i'll update more when i get home.

♥bri.


Sunday, September 12, 2004

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i've done so well today. i'm actually proud to type on here for the first time in a few months. yay.
breakfast:a sugar free jello-10 cals.
lunch: nothing
dinner-a fat free or light cheese stringy stick(60 cals.) & a rice cake (50 cals.)
And i plan on eating a sugar free popsicle(15 cals.) cos i did good today so in total that would be 135 cals.! woah...thats like an all time low for me. i'm soo proud. and i resisted speghetti.

School starts back tuesday...and i figure that i can probally manage around 135-200 cals a day because i dont eat lunch anyways and i can just get a water and have that. No one eats much at lunch unless your a fatty so nothing will be suspected...and plus both of my cousins leave for lunch cos they are sophmore &senior. ...but i get stuck there cos i'm a little freshman. i have to say i really do enjoy high school. its soo much better then middle school, and with all the hurricanes that have been happening we have missed like 21/2-3 weeks of school and its like sheez as soon as i get adjusted we get this whole week and a half off. And i think thats why i kinda got bad with ana cos i'd be doing good and then like we wouldnt have school for a week and then i'd have nothing to do cos we had no power so i ate...gross. well....i'm putting a stop to it now.

ooh. yeah and i made an idea of mine that i've been having and i dont know what to call it but i guess you can call it an ana booklet? and what it's for is like i track my progress ever week and if i do good than i get a star everyday...and if i have all 7 stars at the end of the week then i get a treat. And it also monitors my weight like next sunday how ever much i weight then thats where i put the star...yeah and it's like this 8 week thing. but hope fully it will help me stay on track.




and this is the inside.


these are the star stickers...they can be bought at wal-mart or michaels.

and thats it. i will update tommorrow. ooh yeah and i have a photobucket account and it had a bunch of thinspration pics in it...i'm not done with it but when i do i'll post the add &password to it.

♥bri

ps; i've changed the colors and profile pic...do you like it?


Friday, September 10, 2004

well...hmm....i did bad today. i just cant get it right. i keep messing up. ugh. damn. and the thing is that after i eat i always get these horriable stomach aches. it sucks. i duuno why?? maybe cos i drink so much water with my food?? all i know is that i need to stop all this shit i'm doing, gosh. i got a mini marykate and ashley calender. just to track my progress...but it doesnt start until january 05. so yeah but its def. thinspriation. i dont really have anything else to say...except has anyone seen this months issue of vouge?? i bought that when i bought my calender but it has alot of great pics. ughh. on other issues of my weight...well i duuno how much i weigh...but its around 125-130. i'm kinda scared to get on a scale...but it will be done one of these days. i just wish i would stop fucking up. i used to be so good. i used to look forward to the scale...gosh. i duuno.

yano what i noticed...that the next three months are all holidays surrounded by food. americans are so fat. everything consists of having a damn party around food. really if you think about it. what do we do when we go to the movies? eat popcorn and other shit; what about a birthday party? we eat cakes , ice creams, cookies, and chips, what about funerals? after it people get together and eat...how gross. and weddings...yeah thats consisting of food. and fourth of july? we get together and eat and watch fire works. what about halloween?? kids actually walk the streets getting candy. and thanksgiving is all about food, as well as christmas. i find it rather repulsive. i mean cant we just have one get together that doesnt focus eating as the main event? geez.

well...i guess i'm gonna go...and read. I'm gonna try to stay away from foods for the rest of the day.. god knows i need to.

♥ bri



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