theres nothing
in the world like the
deep breaths & sore
stomach after laughing
really hard with one of your
best friends

//SuMMeR//

//gettin my belly-button pierced//

//got a job at sonic//

//got wheels..passed with a 97% bitches//

//sports are goin to kick my ass this summer. . bball weights in morning, bball games in afternoon, volleyball games in evening with open gyms..and dont forget the camps too...ugh theres a reason they call it summer....//

//im realizing who my true buddies are. . .gimp im in love with you//

//bottom braces off//

//leaving for vaca next thurs.. . yah. . .lol cant wait//

welp thats all i got. . .have a wonderful summer and be safe. . .with much love

//H0LLz//

i love you g-pa

L.i.F.e  I.s.  A.m.A.z.I.n.G

This weekend is going to be awesome....//fri// goin to graduation with Kris, Logan Conway, and Derek Jungman. Then off to project grad with the guys. . .been hangin out alot lately with them. Went shoppin yesterday with em' so everything is good. //sat// sleepin all day then goin to Kristin MRI with her, then shopping, then were hanginout eith derek and logan our pool is officially open, and theres now a hot tub on the way. //sun// graduaiton parties.

//sPorTz// volleyball -n-basketball have officailly started. . this summers goin to be crazy. . .ill have basketball every mornign from 6-9 then Basketball Summer league at Sion in the Afternoon then depending on which day it is depends on if its volleyball open gym or Summer League for volleyball @ LSN. Definalty BuSy. Everyone should come to our game on MAY 30 @ 7:30 and 9:00.

//LiFe// everythings calming down. . the memories are still there and its hard eacha dn everyday but you know hes watching over me-matt-and kyle now soo0o the feeling thats hes there is amazing. And the coolest thing is im gettin his truck which i admit its a peice.. . but its his. Its a 1986 shit brown ford ranger with less than 100,000 miles soo its all good. Im puttin all the money i had saved up for my car towards COLLEGE. i love you and miss u g-pa. R.I.P

Oo0o0hh and on top off all this I GOT THE JOB @ SoNic. . . lets see is there anything else. . . seriously since i have no life now, lol besides sports, family, and friends. . . .CrAzY.

//give me a call this summer if u wanna hang out//

<3 L*o*v*e*

HoLLz

L.i.f.e.  i.s  s.o  h.a.rd.

"God only cries for the living, Cause its the living that are left to carry on. And all the angels up in heaven, They're not grieving because they're gone. Theres a smile on thier faces, Cause they're in a better place. God only cries for the living, Cause its the living that are so far from home" -Diamond Rio

May 3,2006: my g-pa passed away and any of you who know me knew that this amazing guy was my best friend. I think he knew each and everyone of my friends. Not only by name but by number and position. He was the one i would tell all my probs. to when home life got hard. He was so incrediable. I dont think he missed one volleyball match, basketball game, or track meet. Although hes been ill for a very long time, no one was ready for it. He died at the age of 62 yrs. old which is so young. I never had the chance to tell him good-bye or simply that i loved him. My best friend gone...when i think that hes in a much better place it just makes it that much harder because i want him here with me...who is there to call anymore??? i lost my b.e.s.t  f.r.i.e.n.d

L.i.f.e.-With all this happening so fast its made me think about the relationship i have with other ppl, because if i honestly didnt have time to tell him i loved him what bout all the rest of you who mean the world to me??? and this definatly goes out to khloe-danielle, sarah-marie, brittany-lynne and scotti. Im sorry for ever turning my back on you. Life is so short you never know when the time is coming before its too late because we think life goes on forever, but it doesnt, god will throw us the biggest obstacles in life just to see if we can make it...and hes doing a good job, cause i honeslty feel i cant make it without him.

Its so hard knowing hes not there anymore. . . .im goin to miss him so much, and right now all i ask for is forgivness, healing time, and the strength for my whole family to get through this. Weve never lost someone before in our family.

Funeral & Visitation is Monday May 8, 2006 (call me for info) It would mean the world to me to see you guys there.

T.r.a.c.k.-been training for conference for the past month, hopefully the biggest meet of this season. . . .didnt run.

Never knew L.i.f.e. could ever feel like this. . . . awful.

All i want right now is my family and to be around my family, i feel as if well never heal casue it hurts so bad, im kinda doubting the whole realationship thing cause its just too hard right now...and he doesnt get it. i miss you too jon.

sry its soo long. . .but he was my one and only B.e.s.t F.r.i.e.n.d

-holly

R.I.P

high school changes people.
some for the better, some for the worst.
but if one thing is true;
you find out who your real friends are. </3

LiFe-a*m*a*z*i*n*g* as usual. . .me-n-Kris are mommies now?!?!? our lil sammie had her pups today. . jake-n-hope (we definalty named em') then we had ourselfs a fish fry, and a game of made soccer with her lil cousins so0o0o had a really Long Day...neways had a meet on Friday here and it was super HOTT. definalty got a lil sunburned but other than that i PR in 300 hurdles which is awesome, i finally meet my goal...51.8 i was so0o excited. Welp i think thats all i got besides the fact that it needs to be freakin s*u*m*m*e*r*. im so0o0 sick of everyone at school.*me-n-ryan* are absolutly perfect. For all off you who are obsessed with us.. LaTer LoVes. . .ohh braces off MAY 9th ! ! !

<3 hOLLz