what do you do when you find out a key piece of information that completely changes your perspective on events that have transpired over the last few years? Im sad Im confused Im angry Im sad and helpless. what to do. . .

Before I received the bad news, I was having the greatest day ever. Im going to rehab tomorrow. I met an ADA lawyer who was born with CP and when Im back I get to work with him once a week. He movin around by the bank in his wheelchair friday afternoon. I asked if he needed any help. I called a cab for him and we talked for 30 minutes while we waited for the cab. He reminded me of my purpose in life. Turns out, I reminded him of who he was. He had forgotten how great life was for 3 years now. I too have forgotten for the last 3 years. Fate is such a beautiful, beautiful thing.

 I met a really cool guy a week ago, on a day when I found myself lost . Hes hot, calls me out [and is actually right] which makes him that much hotter. Yet another person to remind of my purpose.

see ya