Dear Xanga,

Went 2 skool early 2 do da Chem hw dat we all struggled on....got to skool at 7:10am...As soon as klass started, we started on our test...ahh...I totally bombed it...first few pplz who finish first got 90 on da test...of course..they're smart...Kenny hehe dats Kennethz name now...newayz..he's confident he got them all rite...dats great for him after all he stayed up till 5am...eeee...I waz so sleepy...I didn't study for World History at all..juss went straight to bed..last time b4 thanksgivin...stayed up till 3am n' woke up at 5am to study again..ahh...dat didn't work out great..waz so tired dat I bombed all da test dat day...chem, english, world history and geometry...newayz...yea I went to sleep at 12:30am...man I'm so mad cuz sum problems on da test were da same exact prob from HW!!!! gawd!! but since there waz so many hw..I woulodn't kno which one newayz...but yea I shoulda studi...well I'm gettin C in dat klass n' I kno I can't bring it up newayz..ahhh....priya. remember da resoultion thingy kenny, u n' me did..try to bring da grade up...r we still up 4 dat..haha...I dont think I can do dat...everytime I'm gonna bring da damn grade up...we hava test n' it goes down!!...hate chem..hate chem..hate chem!!!! um..Mr.Ancich or as Priya calls him..."Mr.Ants-itch" hehe...said we can bring food 2morrow....

We didnt hafta run a mile on Wednesday!!! yay..I waz happy..well they should give dat as a christmas present at least...I mean dat man teacher cant be dat mean rite.??? hehe...We didn't hafta run a lap for PE todai cuz we had a quiz on Pickel ball..ahh...like I remember da rulez...eee..newayz...I wazn't payin attention wen playin...waz worried about da World History test cuz I didn't studi at all!!! I thought I waz going to Bomb it again 4 sure! Yea so my mind wazn't on da game...course we lost...ahhh...watever..I dont want ne candi newayz!! Pplz expeicalli gurlz...they're so damn krazi bout winnin da game..they go krazi wen they're playin'..lyke damn..calm down..itz juzz a game!!! newayz...um..Ms.D said we can bring sumthin 2 eat tomorro yay!! she waz lyke u can bring it 4 da whole klass or for yourself..lyke sum1 iz dat kind enough to bring food 4 da whole klass!!

World History...waz studyin wen got 2 klass..but afta da announcement..we started on da test...waz glad about da announcement..usually I find da announcement annoyin!!! all da senior pplz..ugh...like Happy Happy happy birthday...eee..mai skool wazn't lyke dat last year..well itz cali..or it's Cerritos High...newayz...we started on da test...n' I waz doin it but I didn't get sum of them but went bac n' did it..multiple choicez so dats good...After everyone took da test...we graded pplz paper n' I got 100%!!! yay..got everythin rite!! I waz so happy...cuz I waz feelin sad after da chem test cuz I bombed it n' I didn't study 4 world history...yea.but I did great.! hehe yay me...I waz sure I waz goin to miss like 6 or sumthin..ahh..Kate got 100% 2!! n' Marianne 2!..well itz not surprise marianne got 100% cuz she alwayz does...But lately pplz who's gettin A...r not doin reallie good on da test...they're goin down to C's n' stuff...weird...

In Chinese...we had test..ahh..I didn't practice or look ova da characters so I didn't kno nething!!! Waz practicin wen I got into klass..Oh Mrs.Chao actually knoz da "cheatin way" thingy..u kno pplz writin on da desk..yea b4 da test..she waz lyke if u hav sumthin written on da desk..erase it cuz u'll get in trouble even if it'z not urz..yea...I waz gonna write sum on da desk cuz I didn't realli get it yet!!! but then I didn't cuz there'z juzz dat conscience tellin me I shouldnt cheat...even if I get away wit cheatin..I would feel really guilty wen I get da paper bac n' get 100% on it..dats juzz how I am..yea u mite think I'm krazy 4 not cheatin but I juzz can't do it...itz da guilt thing da I can't handle...newayz...um..I think I miss one....so dats good...then afta da test..we were watchin "Spirited Away"...I luv dat movie!! yea its interestin n' unique..saw it once at kate's houze but never finish watchin it so I hope we'll get 2 see da whole thing..I wanna see da ending!!! Um..Mrs.Chao is so nice!! she gived up Chocolates!!! it waz tasti!!! Mrs. Chao said we can bring food tomorro 2...ahhh I kno I wont be hungry 2morro...seemz lyke we're goin 2 b eatin in every klass....

During English...we went 2 da library 2 check out da next book we're goin 2 b reading..I think itz call "The Bean Tree"...hehe..funnie name...da settin takes place in Arizona!!! ahhh...Ive been hearin Arizona lately..makes me sad...wit Christmas comin'...dis year iz not realli a good year 4 me..wish I waz in AZ rite now..miss pplz...Newayz..um...yea he assigned us to read 7 chapters over da break!!! wow...I swear Mr.M goes so fast...there'z only 15 chapterz in da book so we're goin to be done wit half da book after da break!! even tho we should be havin a "break" 4rom skoolwork!!! ugh...2morrow da eassy is due n' I havent started on it...eee..Im so lazy now!!! he gived us 2 weekz 2 do it..ee...well I asked pplz n' they haven't done it either...they kno even kno da topic they're goin 2 write...hehe me too...hafta b 3 pages long...eee...He said he's gonna give us a Gift 2morro...how nice of him!!! well we didn't do nethin in da klass todai cuz we took a test yesterday...I got 92!..highest score waz 94! n' OmG...Jay got dat score!!! damn we all kno he cheated!!!...if u kno him..u kno wat I'm talkin bout...

Went to Red Cross Meetin durin lunch todai...got candiez in there!!! ahhh I dont kno if I can make it 2 da rose parade...I mite b workin dat day...ahh..but it'z 4rom 4am to midnite!!! wow..it'z dat long????

Durin 6th period, math...all we did waz pratice test...ahhh...I still dont get sum problemz n' da test is tomorrow...thankgod da test moved from today to tomorrow...otherwise I would have had 4 test!!

Everyone's goin Christmas shoppin todai...I'm not..cuz it's gonna make me sad if I go shoppin...I'm not givin anythin to my best friend..n' ahh..yea not much in Christmas spirit dis year....ahhh!! I miss da OC yesterday!! I thought I copied it but da tape wazn't in there!! ahhh..I miss it last week 2..damn...newayz...gotta get started on da eassy now...

Dear Xanga,

I'm so glad todai's friday. I waz sleepy n' kinda in a sad mood da whole day.....Wen I woke up dis morning, I didn't wanna go 2 school dis mornin' well dats da feelin everyday...not wantin 2 go...well in chem..we had a quiz..didn't even kno nethin'..he only gived us 10 mins 4 2 problemz..dats not a long tyme..trust me..yea..well I only got 2 do 1 problem...got 5 pts...yesterday man..we had da element quiz n' well I forgot we had it so I studied rite b4 we took it n' still got big fat 0 bc I had da paper holes on da rite side!! damn..yea u hafta follow da way he wants u 2..like u kno if he wants u 2 put ur names n' period in da middle..u hafta..if u put it on da rite..u get 0 even afta u get all da problems or nethin rite..it's kinda stupid thingy he does..wateva..yea I lost 10 pts on dat...failin da damn chem klass...ugh..

it waz fun in pe todai..we started playin pickle ball...is dat wat its kalled??lolz..funnie name..neva heard of it...kate waz lyke y does it call Pickle ball...she's lyke maybe it's cuz u hafta pick it up so many tymes..haha...newayz...kate's my partner..yup yup....Shelly waz suggesting we should learn to dance in pe..haha...but da guyz didn't wanna do dat...well seemz lyke it..well um..we played again Shelly n' Amber todai...haha...Amber'z not a sporty kinda gurl so yea...she couldn't hit da ball n' keep missin it n' Shelly kept yellin Amber!! Amber!!...lyke everytime she misses..lolz it's so sad...well yea..we won da game...

3rd period..um..we juss worked on our wkst 4 da whole period..yea..god david copiez all da tyme 4rom pplz..I'm so sick of it..n' takin credit 4 it..damn...he uses pplz 2...such a lozer.....n' he sits lyke rite beside me...hafta put up wit him, freshmenz...haha..

4th period waz borin...had da pre-testie todai..got 36 out of 40. Sami wazn't here todai!!..I mizzed her..yea..she'z sick..lolz Rose alwayz tellin me "I'm so so so...." lolz never finished da sentence...yea...lol all da tyme...Andrew n' Chosen were matchie todai...both wore red shirt n' blue jeanz..haha...Tiff waz sayin how she lykez how Kevin n' Jack readz in Chinese..but .I luv how Kevin readz in Chinese..his voicez iz so...I dont kno...can't explain it..lolz...Gawd...Tammy waz sayin how Daren iz so cute..Tiff 2...Tiff waz lyke I see him afta skool by da library..Tammy'z lyke reallie..I wanna see him..but since I talk to pplz afta skool..I'm late so I dont see him nemore n' blah blah blah...lolz.. I can't listen 2 dat..Daren'z mai cuz..it'z weird wen pplz ask isn't he cute..yea um..hez my cuzie..I dont think of him dat way...

5th period waz um..didn't do nethin...juss learned more of da "Usage" stuff n' did sum work which only took lyke 4 minz...then we had free time da whole period..5th p iz mostly lyke dat everyday...plus he wazn't there wen da klass started..lyke alwayz...he alwayz waste lyke da first 20 minz of klass talkin on da phone or going sumwhere...but dats good cuz english is so borin n' even tho he doesn't teach dat 20 minz..da klass still seem lyke a long long long period...yea...well iz english, wat do u expect...

6th period..um..I wanted 2 go home zo my mind wazn't on da new lesson we were learnin todai..which I dont get da lesson..she goes so fast pluz I wazn't listenin so I dont get it....man I keep makin stoopid mistake on da opener!!! ugh yea..n' it'z lyke da 4th opener so each tyme I miss one prob. I get an point off...datz 4 pts off already...ahh...oh well...

Well yesterdai I wanted 2 go Carol wit da group but I waz juss sad todai, all I wanted 2 do waz go home n' sleep...so I didn't hav a christmas spirit 2 go to da senior center n' sing..well if I go or not, it wouldn't make a differences newayz so watevea....Mika said it waz reallie fun n' stuff..great 4 her..yea I'm glad she had a great time!...well I got home n' got online..waz so bored...Grandma came 2 live wit us since last nite...yea she waz home da whole day...prolly sleepin n' eatin...cuz we dont hav cable yet so she didn't watch tv..well she only watch Chinese showz...yea...I feel so bad 4 her..she'z old..she can't drive..can't speak english..couldn't go out of da house....pluz we juss bought da house so ders nothin in da houze...juss plain white wallz...haha it must've been so borin 4 her......yea...then afta she took a shower, I cooked her noodles soupie n' waz eatin @ da same table wit her...juss felt weird cuz she kept talkin 2 me...all I can say waz yea..or answers her q'z...der waz nothin to talk about...I mean she'z old...u kno...pluz I dont see her much n' iz not close 2 her so I dont talk to her..yea waz a weird moment..ahhh..can't wait till da break!! juss 5 more skool dayz left...yay!!!!!

Todai waz late day..yay...da weather waz so nice wen I woke up dis mornin...itz s0 freakin co0old in mai houzie!!! I alwayz hab 2 wear mai slipper n' lyke 3 shirts n' gloves da whole time everydai.....itz not dat cold at tricia'z houzie or Kate's houzie.stupid houzie...I'm so cold I'm always shakin...i sleep wit 4 blankie!! yup yup...NEWAYZ...da weather waz so nice in da mornin but it got weird...sun n' no sun..back n' forth...man I had vocab test in english..ahh..I hate dat class..then we have dat Reflexive essay due next fridai! n' I hab no no no idea wat 2 do on it!!!! ..no one else knos wat 2 do either..last eassy...EVERYONE got Cs on da essay..he's lyke dat waz me bein generous!!! I'm lyke wtf!! he's crazy!! it's lyke um..we're not experts u kno!!! yea but um..he gived everyone C's...he's like u guyz should have got F's...but I was bein generous.....I can't get an A...watever!!!!...n' math..man! mrs.park juss goes so fast..everyone say so..I hab bad teachers dis year..da same wit chem teacher..he does not teach nethin...lolz kenneth said he luvs Chem..juss hate da class...hate da teacher..he's not a good teacher..yea i agree...I juss lyke Mr.Armstrong n' Mrs.Chao..yup yup...n' PE teacher...god damn..she can't do nethin!! I'm sorrie 2 say it but how da hell did she became a PE teacher??!!!  She does not teach nethin!!! she tells sum student 2 show an example n' of course every person who's showin it..she's always lyke see how (name) did!! dat waz nice...blah blah blah...she's short 2 so she can't do nethin...yea... lolz I'm lyke bad mouthin every teach..I'm sorrie...but well itz da truth..I'm not gonna lie....man stupid new smallville's not comin nemore!!!...yay da carolin thingy in dis friday for Red Cross..they juss send da email about it...I luv Christmas..itz 1 of my fav holidae...I luv to sing carolz...I guess it'z gonna be nice singin to da old pplz altho we're not in choir..so i dont kno how everyone when singing 2gether will sound..haha..hope da old pplz doesn't go deaf after we all sing..haha...I dont hab a ride tho....hope my cuz go so i can get a ride...if not, maybe I can ask Maya...