Guess I spoke entirely too soon. Just when I thought things were finally "calm" life got crazy. The weight dropped & my little toe is crushed. OUCHIE! hehe Sorry couldn't think of a metaphor. I guess life is never really simple for me. Can't remember much of a time when it was. *sigh* Oh gosh! Oh well take it as it comes & hope one day you don't just break. I guess I expect a lot, I want a lot, & would like to think I deserve it. There's so much I just need to get off my chest, but this isn't the place. A lot has come up recently & it's funny how memories rush you all at once. I've had so many memories come to be the last few days or week that its crazy. I miss some of my friends, the ones I've lost due to death, & just one's that I don't get to see much anymore for various reasons. I miss a lot of different people for a lot of different reasons. And I've managed to get in contact with a lot of people from my past this week as well. It's been great! Its insane to see how much time has changed things. Who would have thought life would have turned out like this?! I'm happy for the person I am today because of all of it. I'm able to stand my ground, speak my mind, & I've been doing that a lot recently. It makes me happy that I have enough weight in my boots to do that. I like that I'm able to take better care of myself. Starting to try to eat healthier, not that I was ever eating really bad before I just want to be the heathiest person I possibly can be & I started working out again, which I must admit makes me feel a little bit better & has helped with this enormous weight of stress I've currently been having on my shoulders. I think sometimes I tend to carry the world & then it all comes pouring out. Literally, all that water the earth holds starts pouring out of me. My eyes anyways! Oh yes. . .I'm going to be an "aunt" in June!! EEK! I cannot wait. I LOVE LOVE LOVE babies! I don't think I've posted about this. We (my friend) finds out next week what gender the baby is. I'm so excited! My work is my babies, my life, my absolute love! And a bridesmaid in 2009, better start getting in extra good shape, have to stand out. lol :) Gotta look hot in my maids-dress. Welp b-days coming up soon. Getting so old! haha Next thing I know I'm going to be 50! :) Not really excited about it. Probably will celebrate soon with friends. Can't wait! FUN FUN! Okay gotta get ready for the day. Hey KS, have a beautiful day! XOXO | 
