Today's just, not my day at all.
It totally sucks. My sister kept saying shit to make her seem more perfect to my parents, dad mostly. And I just snapped and I came and threw her shit at her that was in my room and started to hit her with her coat. =/. Then my dad got pissed (Oh, no his poor baby) so he got up and thew me on the ground and started to choak me then took the thing from the corn burner and was gonna hit me with it but pushed me and told me to go in my room and not to come out. Which I did.
Then after a while I was like whatever and I got on the computer and i put my makeup on and stuff then i was in my room getting dressed and she came in my room and was bugging me So I shut the door and she had her glasses in the door so I broke them and everybody attack me and shit. So I have to stay home now and I'm not allowed to go anywhere. I gave her all the money I have and said/cried that I get paid friday and that she can have that paycheck.
My dad's going up north and he says that he's going to kill me if he stays home. So yeah..
I feel/felt so lame; Erin's at Walmart getting stuff for tonight and i can't even go anywhere now. And anywhos, I called Ron back because he had beeped me earlier and I was crying and i've only cried with Erin a few times, and I hardly know ron and I was crying. It was just so gay. I'm really pissed off right now. Ron said that if I really wanted him to that he'd come and get me and I could go to his sister's with him. I wish,but I can't. If my mom was passed out then I would because my sister isn't gonna be home and well my dad.
/sigh.
And nobody will ready this, but It helped to type it out, or whatever. |