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| yesssim ril tired
but tonight some shit went down and im really pissed off about it because i dont know if it's true but if i find out it is im going to whoop a niggas ass..but okay
this weekend was fun
friday-
was so good. ;)
saturday-
was random as hell...it was cory and i's 2 month..we hung out at my house...then randi stopped by which made me really happy because i love her ass so much and i hadn't seen her in forever. "i got my haircut, it might've been a dream, i think." RANDI YOU'RE NOT GOING TO GO TO HELL IF YOU LIE hahaha i love that girl. but okay yah we went to mcnaughton park and we stood by the river and her friend chris was makin me trip cuz he was sayin how if he threw me in the river he'd have to kill everyone there bcuz they were witnesses. okay idk that was kinda weird.
sunday-
cory and me went to "our spot" in middlebury and we talked about a lot of things. which is really cool that i can do that with him without him interrupting me every 3.5 seconds. and then a cop came and told us to leave because the park was closed..gaygaygay.
i didn't work today..and i dont have to tomorrow either. which is really nice because i haven't had one in a while i needed one..and then wednesday i work from 11 til about 230/3. ril excited. my check this weeks going to be so fat..
shit well im done
i need to leave.
this needs to stop.
TIERminamos.
daddy would you like some sausage? daddy would you like some sausages? daddy got em ;)
comin from the lips of an angel hearin those words it makes me weak.
fuck a razor phone.
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| i cant fucking sleep still.
idk what to write in here.
i still have a picture of odude and i up on here.
something wont let me delete it..ahwellx.
i want to see the texas chainsaw massacre the beginning so bad. it looks so scary!! we def gotta go see that, bean. work is so funny..with the people i work with. theres so much drama within all of them. they all talk shit about each other behind their backs and i dont know what to do about it except not get involved with it..ok im done for real this time..
if theres no one there beside you, when your soul embarks, i will follow you into the dark.
<3
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| jeeeeeeeeeezok damn...
well things are going good at work.
its storming outside which is really exciting.. :)
i reall like it..8 dollars an hour isn't bad for what i do....which isn't much lol. today cory and i watched my favorite movie...EVEEr..the butterfly effect. yes we did. i definitely danced on my moms car while she did her stunnas face. lol...im really excited about getting my GED. tomorrow im taking 3 more tests so ill have one more to do. and then ill be done. i have to get up so early because i gotta drive to work and take my hostess test..then ill be COMPLETELY DONE with training and i wont have to have someone always making sure im doing everything right.
i haven't partied in forever and 6 and a half years lol...which is cool because im really happy and i dont want to fuck another relationship over like i did the last time. which reminds me...i texted paul in return to find out he's completely over me. im really really happy for him because it took me forever to get over HIM, so if he felt the same way about me then i suppose that it was just as hard for him. idk..sometimes i think about him. a lot of things remind me of him. for example, the other day i was at krogers and there was this guy there...who was in the check out lane, and it was this guy that was at BK one time when we skipped school together and he was like "IT's so cold out TOdaydaydaydayday." it made me smile..
i cant sleep...and this popcorns soo good.
the other day i went for a walk at two in the morning. it was really refreshing. it reminded me of the summer of 2005, walking to pauls house! lol..good times=). i walked and my nose, legs, and ears were numb. my eyes watered and i could hear my heart beat. it was just so different being there by myself in the middle of the road. it could be the feeling of peace in myself...silence is so nice. i haven't heard silence in a long time. i've been running around so much lately with work and making time for my friends and cory. im so proud that i'm growing up. im just suprised i finally did and that it took me so long. i got out of the 'party' stage. theres more to life. so much more=). like noticing the little things...its nice.
last weekend cory and i went to michigan..it was fun and i took him to some pretty sweet places. like the cemetary that i was really suprised to find, considering i've tried to find that damn cemetary every time i go up there. but besides the point, cory was trippin balls about being there lol. then i called the bear and i requested stone temple pilots, creep.. and then i called again and requested marcy playground, sex and candy. and all i wanted to do was hear my damn song. hahaha. oh and i danced in the rain in my underwear...it was great=)
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| LASDKFJ AOSIDJF;A'ETRi guess im gona do this again because no one ever does it anymore and its being busted down and i feel bad but anyways. soo much has happend since i have really written in here. i dont even hang out with the same people as the ones that i used to write about. theres been so much drama. ive gotten into two fights with my close friends and one was kinda my fault and i feel bad for it and she was my ogirl bff. the other was not even worth my time. i wouldn't have been friends with her if i knew she was gonna fight me. paul and i broke up...and im completely over him now. i dont really miss him, i just miss the times we had. oh well. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, right? lol. yah oh well i hope i never see him again i dont want anything to do with him. besides i am with a guy now so im pretty happy abotu that
i dont go to central anymore. i miss it alot. but i fucked up so bad when i was a freshman and sophomore that'd be so hard to go back and try to make up all that stuff. sooo tomorrow im taking my first two tests for my GED. but ill be finished completely by next week. then i can finally get my license back. which is pretty exciting.
i am starting my job as a hostess at olive garden on tuesday. i am pretty excited because its an 8 dollar an hour pay. good shit.
last night cory and i "dressed up" for homecoming. we didn't even go tho!! lol. but we took a bunch of pictures and im pretty sure they're super hawt. i mean its us lol. but we got drunk and had soo much fun;). we "kissed in the rain."-something ive never done before but i always wanted to! yes.. but i did want to go to HC but i dont go to central anymore so that wouldn't have worked.
but i am really excited about everything. i am getting things straightened out. i am growing up alot more. i dont really party as much. maybe twice a month. whereas i used to everyother night including school nights, which wasnt bad and im not objecting to it but ive just taken things down 37 notches. HAHAHAH okay idk
i dont understand why someone puts there business on the computer for everyone to read, but i am for some reason. lol.
but i need to go because i just need to.
and if i wrote a book today i would call it the derek jarvis dictionary and there would be one word and it would be ineed toleave. if ineedtoleave is used as a verb: "I need to leave now because ogirl does." adjective: "I am so confused and drunk that its making me 'I need to leavish'." noun: "This house is so treated with the treatedness of the treats that own it that its an 'I need to leave' house."
kbye.
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| HAHAHA DAMN THIS'S BEEN FOREVERHAHAHA omg this is so funny i forgot about xanga...aww just look at the cute lil xanga. umm i dont care about paul anymore yes.. im so excited. uummm alotta shits happened. i love vodka and my bean. oh yes i do. yesyes i do. summers ending and im pissed about it gay. i wish summmmmer never ended =) !!!
welll if people still leave comments on xanga, you can always leave homeskills one lol
lov,
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