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Howdy,

Alright, so I'm doing alot better then last entry!  Alright, let's see what's going on with Mat. 
Well I'm currently jobless!  Surprising isn't it.  People want me back at McD's, but I'm not too sure.  I'm still thinking about it.   To McD or not to.  heh.

So we're going to be applying for post-secondary education soon.   
I'm pretty sure I got my ontario choices all picked.
These are my choices:
Ottawa U
McMaster U
Laurentian U

Yeah, those are my three choices in Ontario, but then I have one in Quebec which is McGill University.
Then I have my medical schools out of the country.
If I get accepted to the medical schools, I'll definetly be going there instead of anywhere else. 

I'm somewhat excited!  Hopefully I can get accepted. 
Reports came up, we got our halfway for the first semester.
I got a 91.8% overall average, so that helps. 

Can't wait till christmas!  I'm excited for some reason.   Nothing makes it different, not like I'm dating anyone, or family will be coming down.  I'm just excited, perhaps it's because I'll be in University next year! 
Graduation pictures are on Tuesday for me, I'm getting my hair done today, I'm not too sure what color to do.  Hopefully my hairdresser will be like I have a great idea.
I just don't want to go short!!  Hated short. 

Anything else to say?
Nope, I don't think so.

Have a great weekend,
Till the next post!!

Currently Listening Taylor Swift By Taylor Swift Teardrops on my guitar see related

Rainbows and butterflies

Wow, things really suck.
Things were good last week, but then they just went downhill and I went downhill.
I ended up in the hospital all weekend, lovely thanksgiving, eh...

I still like him, he broke up with me saying things got weird, that when he looked at me, he saw friends.
But, why would he ask me out, why would he want to try it out, if all he saw was friends.
I don't get it.
I see him everyday at school, he knows I still like him, but I can't change how I feel...  He expects me to be his bestfriend, and ignore everything that happened between us...
As if.

Anyways, later.

Guess who's back?

Alright, so with my two jobs, school and all the things I co-chair at school.  I've been keeping busy!

So yeah, I haven't updated in awhile now have I.

My birthday was pretty fun.  Just an update on that.
The best gift was from Andrea, Myles and Tiffany.  I will never forget that.... lol.  Especially since I hid one of those pages... I don't know where though.  Haha.

School is actually challenging.  I have physics pre-u.  And I don't know.  I'm having fun in it, but I got to work. I like it:)
I have a new boss now, she's pretty amazing.  She used to be there before, but she retired, now she's back.  She's very much in control. 

It's october, and I have a pretty busy schedule.   I think there are two days, where I don't do anything.  Woot woot!
So yeah, I take music lessons, and I'm in the music festival this year. 
Songs I'll be singing are
Home - Micheal Buble
Vitoria! Vitoria mio core!
Caro Mio Ben
Seasons of love with my friend Steph
Homeward Bound\

The last two songs, I sang at our spring recital.   It's going to be awsome.

I'm also taking hip hop and jive(with Jenn my ex gf lol)
It's pretty amazing.  Big workout.   but I love it.  I seriously get out of there sweating so much.  It's gross but I'm like wahooo!!
Thanksgiving is coming up soon. 
Just want to say thanks to my friends.
I've been an ass to some of them, though some of them deserve  it... lol.   Just want to say sorry.
Thanks for my family.   I wish we were closer though...
Thanks for my boyfriend.  He's amazing <3
Thanks for letting me be Director of Catholic affairs at my school:)
Thank you for everything.

This thing is kinda all over the place.  But yeah.

I'm headed to Jamaica, I might've mentioned that, and yeah, we've been doing fundraisers, so It's pretty good.
I'm afraid, because they're anti-homo.  But you know what, I can man it up over there.  I'm going to be building up houses and stuff like that, so I don't think I'll be distracted by boys or anything like that. 
In my missionary group, there are people I don't like...  But you know what?  I'm starting to like them, like they've grown up.  Or maybe, they're just different around the others I hate.
Grade 12 has been good to me, I'm a senior, I feel on top of the world.  People are different, they've grown.  Well for the most.

Also, director of catholic affairs! Yeah!
It's been pretty great! 
We've recently had a night where we pretend to be homeless to raise awareness and money to give to diverse organisations.   We raise over 2 500$! Yay!!
Also, we're doing Operation Christmas Child!  I'm trying to think of great ideas to get people involved.
Maybe I can do something where, every 10 box your class brings, then they get one ticket for the dance. 
Maybe even advertise it by having one of the folks from administration go to classes dressed up as Santa?  Lame... yeah i know.
Any ideas?

Well I'm doing fine, hope everyone else is.
Jais I miss you, I might not comment on your Xanga, but i'm still reading and thinking of you.
Ps.   I liked your post on Sept 16.
Al, same goes to you.  I read yours, as often as I can.  They're just so long!:p  I guess kinda like mine.. hehe:P
Jacceee! I miss you buddy:)
Myles, meh.  It's Myles:P

Alrighty,

So I was able to fix my car.  I'm a mechanic.  Amazing.  I'm pretty sure Myles will lol when he reads that I fixed my own car....

Alright,so yeah.  I started summer school.  Pretty easy, my first week and I'm half way done.  It's pretty awsome and I'm passing with an atleast a 90%.  So I rock at life.
I'm upset and hurt by a friend.  Alright, so yeah.

Uhm... Carni is in town, I didn't really go.  It's pretty crappy....Uhm... I'm trying to think of things... I can't really think of anything to write... haha.

::EDIT::
Okay, so let's see.  The last time I updated was awhile and I try to update with this.  Horrible.
Let's see.  I cut my hair, it's pretty short, at first I hated it, but now I'm starting to like it.  It's grown on me.
I'm currently watching Ellen, so I'm easily distracted.  It's the episode where she comes out to everyone.
Sorry... Got distracted again.
My mom wants to move to KL, so if she got a job for the governement then she'd move there, and I would have the house for myself all year round.  Awsome, maybe?
If ... what was I going to say... I started if....Omg.  Distractions... I love Oprah.  Haha, she's on this show.
Anyways, I'm planning on going to Sudbury/Northbay with some friends That will hopefully rock.
My birthday is in 9 days, it's going to hopefully be fun.  It's a supper.  Id on't know what to do after though...

I also noticed that my new manager schedule is fucked.
He scheduled me for days I CANT work... Idiot...
Anyways... I haven't had any weird dreams lately...  I'm perfectly somewhat normal... So yeah.
I lost 10 lbs this week.  Weird...

Currently Listening Speak for Yourself By Imogen Heap see related

I don't want a title....

Alright.

Last night was pretty much crappy.  I like camping.  Just not with those people.  I'm starting to think I don't like half of the people I hang out with.  Sweet life.
I'm going to get a haircut with Tiffany.
It's going to rock.
I"m going to get a camera.  I got one.  My dad is giving me his.

Oh, my car broke.  Lovely.

Thinking of getting a new one.  Yeah, great idea.
I'm a bitch.  I'm starting to really not care.  It really rocks.  
Summer school is now like 3 hours longer.   Hell yes...  Makes my world rock.  Awsome.   Oh yeah....
Pictures to come?
Maybe depends on how I feel.  I'll probably be lazy and not update them for awhile.  What you going to do about it.

Oh, yeah.  Watched Fantastic 4 with Cassie and Tiffany.  I liked it. 
Great.

Bye.