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Friday, July 25, 2008

  • So I guess you could say...

    That we're all the same, which we are. Over this one year I think I have learned to be less intimidated by rich people...like people from Orinda or those that go to boarding schools, you know? I mean in the beginning of the year I guess you could say I had this like weird extreme fear of them. I mean I was just like, "Oh crap, rich people." Now I've kinda cooled down. That's a good thing too, or else...things would be bad. haha.

     

Friday, July 18, 2008

  • Part 1: Homecoming

    You guys! I'm so happy I'm home right now. Oh my gosh. I had the scariest time back there in my mom's old house in New Jersey. I swear it's haunted, and I'm not just saying that. I mean it's not like really scary or anything, they're just little things, but still. It has to be haunted. I'll tell you guys more about it later, because I know if I make this long you guys aren't gonna read it. Gosh you guys suck. Alright I'm out! I'm gonna go attempt to sleep. Exhausted.

    Len

    ---

    I opened her eyes. The eyes of my beautiful Adelyn. I was inside of her now, she was not in control. I looked around her room. This is where she slept, lived, dressed, undressed, studied, and worked. I took a deep breath in, a deep breath out, enjoying the feel of having a body, feeling the air rush in and out of my lungs. Cautiously, I lifted one leg after the other over the bed onto the floor. I slowly walked over to the doorway. This was my time. This was my time of revenge. It was a century after we met and almost a century after they tore us apart.

    "Where are they?" I called from the open doorway. The voice that came out of her throat was no longer just hers, but mine and hers as one. Just as we should be.

    "Where are they?" our voices boomed. "Where?"

    ---

    I sat in the drawing room of one of my mother's friend's houses. Another one of her attempts of matchmaking her son with one of her friend's "pretty" daughters. I don't mean to be cruel, but sometimes I'm not sure if Mother can see well. Some of the girls looked completely ridiculous. I especially dislike the girls that have a look of utter stupidity on their face with a smile pasted on it. It's as if they have absolutely no idea as to what is going on. Those ones always go out giggling excitedly with their friends after we have met and chattering about how she thinks I might court her.

    I heard girls' voices outside. Here it comes.

    "That must be Adelyn and her friends now!" my plump mother called to her friend as if she was on the other side of the room, but she was sitting right in front of us.

    "Yes, Megan. That is her. There's no need to get too excited now," her friend said calmly.

    "Miss Adelyn," I heard a voice say in the foyer. "Your mother would like you to go to the drawing room immediately. You have a guest."

    I heard a sigh. A pretty young voice said, "Don't tell me she brought another so-called gentleman to the house."

    "Stand up, Dylan dear! Don't just sit there! She's to enter any second now!" Mother said and tapped me with her fan.

    "Yes, Mother, yes," I replied and stood.

    "Adelyn, darling," her mother ushered her daughter into the room, "This is Mr. Dylan Lee."

    I was so enthralled by her beauty. I looked at her, the way her white lace dress clung to her every curve, they way it wrapped around her long, elegant neck. I gazed at her beautiful white face and deep brown eyes and hair that shined.

    "Ow! Mother!" Mother jabbed me with her fan.

    "Say something, Dylan!"

    I cleared my throat. "It's a pleasure to meet you Miss Brooks."

    She curtsied, "A pleasure, Mr. Lee."

    It was then that I knew. She was mine and I was hers. Nothing would ever tear us apart, and if anyone tried to, they would have to deal with me.

    ---

    Len otherwise known as Adelyn collapsed and lay in her doorway.

    "Len! Len, what's wrong?"

    "What happened?"

    "Len are you awake?"

    Len moaned and opened her eyes. "What's going on? Why do you guys all look freaked out? Why does my head hurt..."

    "Maybe because you just stood in your doorway screaming, 'Where are they?' and then you collapsed on the ground!" Len's older brother, Jed explained in a frightened tone.

    "I did?" Len said and looked around her. "Maybe I was sleepwalking...Maybe."

    "That's kinda weird, you never sleepwalk," Sen Len's little sister said. "Well, until now."

Monday, July 14, 2008

  • I saw this thing on my home page thing

    that said I could change my username! YES! :D I was so excited, cuz I mean, this username isn't exactly "mine." My friend, Catherine actually made this xanga and gave it to me, because she never even used it. So I took over...and it's kinda weird since it says "honestcat" and well, "cat" isn't really my name and even though I like cats, I'm not ALL THAT found of them that I would put it in my username. So I was kinda playing with usernames and seeing what was available when I saw the "cost" of changing my username...10,000 credits or $10. WHAT?! Heck no, dude. I'm only about 7,000 credits low. haha. I might as well get a new xanga. I'm actually thinking about getting a revelife. We'll see.


Wednesday, July 09, 2008

  • Realizations 1 and 2


    Even though I'd love to keep you mine
    keep you mine
    My plan is not to change your mind
    don't change your mind
    I'll lock the feelings deep inside
    for another time
    for another time, baby

    --

    I guess I realized one reason why I'm here. One real reason, not one I made up on the plane.

    1. To figure out how to be happy with what I have already. All this guy crap? Lol. I guess you could say it was just me learning to be happy with what's at home, because in the end, that's what I'll want, and htat's what will work.
    2. Dude, I shouldn't be looking, searching, and wishing. I should be growing with God first. It's not exactly good to go into a relationship when you're not spiritually ready, right? You don't want to depend on the guy instead of depending on God.

    --
    Btw, I have absolutely no idea what the lyrics have to do with the actual entry. :]

Friday, July 04, 2008

  • Crush

    I have a crush on you,
    I hope you feel the way that I do.
    I get a rush when I'm with you,
    Oh, I've got a crush on you,
    A crush on you.
    - Crush

    I have no idea, but since hearing that song before, I just memorized it. It stuck with me. Haha.

    Definite crush. Bad. At least...