first of all, i got a face like murder. dunno. that sounds QUITE interesting....well, my weekend...

vikki spent the night on friday after skool. i was oober pist at that time and she was scared cuz i threatened to kill the whole school faculty. we went home, then went to the bridge, chilled there. came back, sat in the back yard and "blazed"... david came over to be our babysitter, we went to the library, derick showed up and i hit him in the nuts for shooting me with glass. came home david chilled out with us, he left, we slept, next morning, little david came over, we went to mah new house, then went to big davids.... got my chimney, left, went home and vikki took a shower and me and lil david had a really long sad convorsation, he left....he said he was coming back, but he didnt.... we got ready, my mom sewed my dress all pretty, went to homecoming, had a FANTASTIC time.... danced with bud about 5 times. heh. yeah. sweet. i kept my thumb in his pocket and it was sweet.  we left, went to delnays, i ate all the whipped-cream off vikki.... katie and kc-jo showed up, we went to meijers.... i sat in that little automatic skooter thingy, saw tiffany cornell drunk as FUCK....  left, went back, got my ears peirced more, fell asleep, woke up this morning, kc,katie,dezzy,and amber were all gone so it was me,vikki, and delnay.... we chilled, vikki eventually left, then i left, now i'm home and today is moving day. fucking yippee.... not really. but, yeah, i gotta go move some more shit so....peace out. hope yall love me as much as i LOVED (dirty)  dancing with bud!

the forever happy

_+Killjoi+_

I just realized I feel rather apprehensive about catalytic enzymes...the way the book describe the substrate binding to the active site reminds me of a vampire luring in its prey.....

okay, well, today, i went to skool and talked to matt! my future husband, lol, NOT.  and my mom picked me up at lunch time cuz i had a doctor thingy for my accident shit. then we came home, chilled out, i talked on the phone with everybody.... thats pretty much my day. matt needs to give me his phone number, josh needs to get his shit, and blah blah blah, its not like anyone is reading this so...yeah. peace.

Currently Listening Eating's Not Cheating Evergreen bitches! see related

lately, i havent been blocking out my emotions like rob does. I just realized, in my last few entrys i've really said what i wanted to say without worrying about other peoples emotions, i dont know if thats bad or good but it is a plus on my part and a negitive on other peoples parts. so heres what went down, after skool friday i went to KC JO's house, spent the night there, at 6 in the morning we left to go to cedar point, got there, went on rides, then in the malenium force ride, KC got mad and went back to the car, we get off the ride, go to the car and KC locked herself in, david left to ride rides, katie left pissed, i chilled in the parking lot, vikki talked to KC, i left to go get some pop then realized i had pop in the trunk, went to the car and vikki was makin a sammich, so i got my pop, sat on the back of the car, katie shows up, KC writes me a note and we pass that back and forth for a while, finally KC gets out and isnt pissed anymore, katie takes off cuz she's still pissed, me, vikki, and KC decide to move davids car to scare him, we go forward, and almost hit this van, then KC stalled it so we try and push it back in place. cops show up, someone reported that we hit a car, so cops write down all our names and shit and blah blah, Katie shows up worried as fuck, eventually Vikki and Katie go to look for david, i stay at the car, KC gets arrested, Vikki and katie show up like 3 hours later, its dark by then, we wait and wait and wait and the van owners show up, katie runs up to them and asks them about the dent, they say it was there, so the van owner dude calls the cop station, david shows up, cops show up, cops take david and 75 dollars to bail out KC, me,vikki, and katie wait.... KC and david show up, KC is out of trouble, we help some dudes with there car troubles, while kc was in jail katie got pissed cuz there was no like, food and she dont feel good or whatever, i ask the van owners for money, they give me ten dollars, we all take off, stop at a gas station, get gas and sticks, then we stop at taco bell, chill on the picnic table and eat food and take a bunch of pictures,meet this christian guy who we talk to for like an hour about all kinds of weird shit. (if ya wanna know ask katie, LOL)  we leave and go to mcdonalds i get a sunday thingy and slurp that down, i fall asleep, wake up, it was 4 in the morning, we go to KC's, i look for my house key, dont find it, we go to katies, drop her off, vikki gets out and makes a remark to KC, we leave, i get dropped off and fall right asleep until now, like 9:00 in the evening, my mom shows up with craig, craig got me this cute little puppie doll and some wind-catcher thingys, my mom tells me when she gets back we are having a little "chat" which could be anything, i'm waiting for her to get home.... nobodys online and i feel like going back to sleep. tomarrow i have an appointment thingy. so i dont know if i'm going to skool or not.... but, yeah. this entry is getting long enough and i'm really tired so its beddy bye time for me, peace, love, and happiness to all yall.

_+Killjoi+_

ways to get to a girls heart:

1.hug her from behind 2.grab her hand when you walk next to her 3.when standing wrap your arms around her. 4.cuddle with her. 5.dont force her to do ANYTHING! 6.write her little notes 7.compliment her 8.when you hug her hold her as long as possible 9.say you love her......and mean it! 10.brush the hair  out of her eyes 11.comfort her when she cries 12.love her with all your heart               GIRLS-if you think this is sweet add it to your xanga      GUYS-add this if you would every do any of this. 

I saw this on someones xanga and i want to see how many people find this and copy it on to their xanga. so if you like this copy it on to your xanga and write the number after the one listed: 2     

 yep. well, i have to say this. to all the preps and jocks and shitheads who decide to call me "dumptruck" when i'm in the halls, and in gym, and in any of my classes, i say this, call me it, you think it hurts my feelings? you know what, i got hit by a dumptruck and i fucking survived, you'll never go through anything measuring up to that. you aint pissin me off or whatever the fuck you think your doin. you know what? i'm fuckin PROUD. i got metal in me, and all that shit. so to all those people who talk shit. keep talkin. it dont fuckin affect me. you know what else? i got 3 grand out of that, i got to miss 3 months of skool, no homework, i got to sit on my ass and watch t.v. all day, and there was a laptop in my room, and there was a videogame room near my room. that was the best time of my fucking life. so keep talkin your shit, it dont affect me, if it did affect me, i would beat your asses in a minute you little skanks.

 FEED the popular girls!! fuckin balemics. if you got a problem with me, use something more harmful to say then, "dumptruck". so, thats about it, i'm outtie.

peace nigga's. _Dumptruck_

p.s. why do i contstantly think about him, like, today it started. before today i just kept thinking how much of an asshole he was until matt told me something. then its like,,, awwwww. i have a bunches of his stuff and he needs to come and get it. i'm afraid to tell anyone who he is, because of the mockery, and my own stupidity for wanting him back after he cheated on me and broke mah little hick heart.  i dont know. i wish i would just forget him, but then again i wish he would hold me. am i  pitiful or what? well, thats it.

 this is the pimpest song in the entire WORLD! highlight to read.

on the first day of xmas my dealer gave to me
a bag of shrooms and some lsd
we snuck into the park to steal some xmas trees
but the cops pulled up and asked us nicely to leave
we're all fucked up on smirnoff eggnogg
we crunch on candy canes and rev up all our chainsaws
you give us 30 and we'll tie it up at no extra cost
we'll take that 30 and spend it on pot
we're not too bright we flunk all of our classes
get in fights gettin drunk cuz we're bad kids
our dads call us bastards mom's always plastered
we're the closest thing to suburban gangstas
cold air's what we breathe our vests have no sleeves
it's hard to haul trees in subzero degrees
we smell like evergreens

all I want for xmas is my two front teeth
and some mistletoe all up in this piece
maybe a girl that's free of disease
and while I'm thinking, throw in a couple of g's yeah
I want my snowmobile treads to be fixed
I want a ho who doesn't mind my snowsuit doesn't fit
I'm just a hayseed selling trees to break trees
know yer daddy hates me it's drivin ya crazay

even though my nose is runny get the honey's cuz I'm $
but I never get laid can't find my way into long undies
I don't trip, just dip, listen to country
with my piss I write my name because I think it's funny
I'm so into this deciduous lifestyle
you see dead tree and I see a cash cow
I never bargain and I never back down
put the back seat down and I take yer ass to tree town
yer daughter's givin me the eye
so I am givin her a ride
I'll put up the tree myself and put up all the lights
as long as I get all up in her tights

all I want for xmas is my two front teeth
and some mistletoe all up in this piece
maybe a girl that's free of disease
and while I'm thinking, throw in a couple of g's yeah
I want my snowmobile treads to be fixed
I want a ho who doesn't mind my snowsuit doesn't fit
I'm just a hayseed selling trees to break trees
know yer daddy hates me it's drivin ya crazay