well its been a hell of a long time since i updated.....im sorry for not getting back at your comments but thanks for them =]. trust me i read all of them. ill probably update about whats going on later.....

thats my best friend kat (the one you've heard so much about lol). im puttin this up here not only to embarass her but also because she doesnt think shes pretty and has low self esteem and im tryin to change her mind because just look at her.....shes awesome

i only answered to a few comments before.....sorry about that.....ill finish it tomorrow.

well today i woke up at 6 and realized i had nothing to do. then i thought...whats the one thing i love to do when im bored....and thats hang out w/ kat of course . so i stole money from my brother, took the train to brooklyn and surprised her. we went to the guitar center and it was awesome there. we actually spent most of the time by the pianos making really weird sound effects. then we got bored and walked around....got lost....walked around. we decided to go visit robbie since we havnt seen him since i ogot out of the hospital, but he wasnt there. we called steve and eric and steve came for a little while. after that i had to go home . atleast i had fun.....ill prob see them next weekend

had the same fight w/ kat again

about the shawn thing

ill talk about it later

im really tired....but i cant sleep. i stayed on the phone w/ kat until she fell asleep [again] which was until 5 since she couldnt sleep either. the trip back to long island was sad and depressing. i felt really bad leaving everyone. idk when im gunna see them next. i went out of my way just to see them for one day. well i cant really type now but ill update later.

thanks for the comments again

today was...messed up...had its ups and downs. first it started w/ kat callin me at like 7 saying she had the house toherself which rarely happens so i went over. we just hung out for a while and since shes so random, she goes 'HEY lets make pizza'. i couldnt argue w/ that. we borrowed dough (at 9am) from the neighbors, used pasta sause and american cheese. while taking it out i burned my arm really bad but just ignored it because i wanted to try the pizza. it was the worst shit i ever had hahaha.

then her dad came home so i went out her parents window into the next yard to go through their house. unfortunatly my wound got worse so erics mom took me to the hospital. it was really embarrassing. when the doctor asked me where i got it i said 'a pizza' and he said from where so i told him 'from hell'. so yes i had to tell the doctors that a pizza from hell did that to me. by the time i got back kat had already went out. i guess ill see her later then.....

thanks for the comments