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Name: JaCkIe
Country: United States
State: Minnesota
Metro: Minneapolis
Birthday: 4/3/1985
Gender: Female

Interests: I got LOTS of interests...where to begin?? I love being at MSU with my G2 crew, they're great peoples! I LOVE my baby sister more than anything!! I like to hang out, watch movies, DRINK (alcohol violators LOL), and who knows what else?!
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Thursday, June 08, 2006

We don't have to try 
To think the same thoughts 
We just have a way 
Of knowing everything's gonna be ok 
 
We'll laugh 'til we cry 
Read each others minds 
Live with a smile 
Make it all worthwhile 
Make it all worthwhile 
 
Life has moments hard to describe 
Feeling great and feeling alive 
Never coming down from this 
Mountain we're on 
Always knowing we're gonna be fine 
Feeling great and feeling alive 
Never coming down from this 
Mountain were on 
The view is so clear 
And it's crazy up here 
Life is amazing with you on the ride 
 
We don't wanna sleep 
Just wanna stay up 
There's so much to say 
And not enough hours in the day 
 
We'll laugh 'til we cry 
Read each others minds 
Live with a smile 
Make it all worthwhile 
Make it all worthwhile 
 
Life has moments hard to describe 
Feeling great and feeling alive 
Never coming down from this 
Mountain we're on 
Always knowing we're gonna be fine 
Feeling great and feeling alive 
Never coming down from this 
Mountain were on 
The view is so clear 
And it's crazy up here 
Life is amazing with you on the ride 
 
We try be lazy 
The journey is perfect 
The place is so crazy 
The race is so worth it 
I will be with you 
We'll do this together 
Always together 
 
Life has moments hard to describe 
Feeling great and feeling alive 
Never coming down from this 
Mountain we're on 
(Mountain we're on)
 
Always knowing we're gonna be fine 
Feeling great and feeling alive 
Never coming down from this 
Never comin' down 
Never comin' down 
Never comin' down (from this) 
 
Always knowing were gonna be fine 
Feeling great and thinking alike 
Never coming down from this 
Mountain were on 
(Never coming down from this) 
 
The views so clear and it's crazy up here 
Life is amazing with you on the ride 
The place so is crazy 
The race is so worth it 
Life is amazing with you on the ride

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

I've had this "aha" moment these last few weeks. I finally realized that being crabby and pissed off all of the time was getting me no where. Why be angry at something you can't fix? I've been sooo much happier lately just living. I choose to forget about those little things that, in the end, won't matter and to remember all of the little moments we share that will forever mold who I am.

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I'm growing up so damn fast it scares even me. I'm breaking from this shell of everything I have been for the past 20 years and I have NEVER felt so good. I won't lie, I'm scared to death of all of this. For the past 20 years I've had my mom and my sister there for me at any hour of any given day. And now, I'm moving out. Granted I'm moving just a few miles away, but it's the principle of the whole deal. This won't be my home. From now on, it's my parents house...it's not home. And I'm scared. Can I really have "home" without all of them? Without my support group...my best friends? There are days when I am so excited about all of this I feel I will burst with excitement. And then there are days where I sit and cry because I'm leaving...everything. I'm just so afraid that everything will fall apart. It sounds so dumb...but it's just this feeling. We have these nights...and its just wonderful. This special bonding that I would never trade anything for. But without living here, I'm afraid I'll fall out of that loop. Pretty soon I'll have my own things going on and no time for that, but I want that to be my decision. It sounds selfish...but I want to choose to leave...not be left out. And yes, I am a baby about that stuff...but for so long it's just been us. My mom and my sister are the ONLY ones I can always depend on. They are my rock...everything I am is because of them. So, now I have to move on and become who I will be...without them. I just pray I make good decisions.

So stop waiting

until you finish school,

until you go back to school,

until you lose ten pounds,

until you gain ten pounds,

until you have kids,

until your kids leave the house,

until you start work,

until you retire,

until you get married,

until you get divorced,

until Friday night,

until Sunday morning,

until you get a new car or home,

until your car or home is paid off,

until spring,

until summer,

until fall,

until winter,

until you are off welfare,

until the first or fifteenth,

until your song comes on,

until you've had a drink,

until you've sobered up,

until you die,

until you are born again

to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy.

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.

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yes, pointless ramble i know. but it makes sense to me.

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Love is the answer

At least for most of the questions in my heart

Why are we here and where do we go

And how come it's so hard

It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving

I'll tell you one thing

It's always better when we're together

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

this is me. this is who i am. YOU are who i am.

Y O U keep me alive

you saved me.

you believe in me.

you believe in us.

i love you.

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Monday, February 27, 2006

Just because I’m in that mood today…

The most amazing family I could ever know:

Journal entry from the Johnson family:

MONDAY, FEBRUARY 27, 2006 09:17 PM, CST

Day 10 and Katie is doing very well. She was busy today with all the therapy. During afternoon therapy Nana, Papa and Cousin JJ arrived from the East. Katie was very happy they showed up. Tonight many friends showed up and visited Katie. She had a very nice day. I'm so proud of her the way she was able to visit with everyone even when those eye's of her must have weighed a ton.

Katie is getting better everyday and it's wonderful to see. She knows that you're all with her on this road and it gives her strength. Her drive now is to get back to all of you. There isn't a day that has past she hasn't asked how long Dad, before I can go home. She wants it today.

This is going to sound weird, but I believe our Katie is blessed. It is unreal the amount of love and support you have all shown her in her time of need. Each and everyone of you are her guardian angels. You're her hope for tomorrow, her love for today and her happy memories of the past. You are all part of Katie's life. A life she loves. She fought for it in the ER to stay with you, she fought for in ICU when it was hanging on a thread. You are all a part of the driving force in Katie, that gives her the strength to be with us today. For you and her Savior, she is blessed. Thank you

My entry to Miss Katie girl:

Your family wrote that they believe we (your friends and family) are your gardian angels...but I think it's you Katie...you are OUR angel. You have made so many people open their hearts and their eyes. You have brought together friends and family in a way that no one can. And although it came with circumstances we'd rather not ever go through again...in the end...it's going to be more perfect than ever. You have taught everyone that life isn't what we think it is. You have to make the best of what you have with those you have all the time...because anything can happen. You taught us that we can't take things for granted...especially our friends and family...because they may not be there as long as we'd like. You're like a gift from God...a guiding light. And, I'm thankful everyday that you were brought into my life. You made me more beautiful on the inside and I feel like I'm a better person for knowing you. Thank you :]

Love always, JAX