Hott_but_noT's Xanga

Friday, November 05, 2004

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 23:54:26 GMT

http://www.xanga.com/beautifully__letdown

new xanga. go there now my dears.

<33

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 03:05:03 GMT

This post was originally 5 pages long, typed on Word, 2,239 words. It was the freaking longest xanga post ever in my life. It took an hour to write. But i had to edit out a lot of stuff that isnt ready to be told yet. so here is the really short version of my awesome post.

Thursday. The 28th of October. The day that I had been waiting for since 80 days ago. Me, theresa, bonnie, christine and amy with jake all left to go to mcdonalds at about 6. Then from there we went to the Electric Factory. We got there around 7 and waited in this huge line in the freezing cold. Finally we got in and there was the stage, right in front of us. Some guy was handing out little flyers that said "Meet the Bands Tonight" and i just thought it was too good to be true so i ignored it. So the opening bands play. The first one sucked, but the second one, The Format, was actually really good. So after 2 hours of waiting and being squised, Switchfoot comes out on stage. I honestly couldnt believe it. I never felt that excited in my life. I didnt know what to do. They started playing "Ammunition" and I was just in awe. It was amazing. They played every song off of Beautiful Letdown, and then played Learning to Breathe and Loser. When Jon said "this song goes out to all the losers and weirdos" i wanted to cry. We wanted them to play that song so bad. And wow. words cant describe. SO then they also played a new song about johnny cash or soemthing, and then they played this brand new song that they never played live before ever. We were the first to ever hear it. IT was awesome. They ended with Gone, and Jon was standing on the drum, and then when the song ended he jumped off right when he was liek "GONE" and it was amazing. After it ended I walked twoards the back to find Bonnie and Heidi and as I'm walking over I look down and see a folded bill. I was expecting it to be a 5 but i picked it up and it was a 20. I was like freaking sweet. So i go over to bonnie and heidi was like "SHE GETS TO MEET SWITCHFOOT" and i was like WHATTT how?? and they said, if you go buy a cd, they give you a wrist band and you get to meet them. So I said, how much does a cd cost, and they said 20 bucks. I run over to the FYE stand and get a cd and wristband. We go to the line forming by the stage. As me Bonnie and Heidi were waiting in line to meet them it must have been the moment of the most anticipation that i have ever experienced. We were standing 3 feet away from switchfoot, and then it was time. All of them were sitting at a table. You walk down the line, shake their hands and then sign your cd. First was Chad Butler. We shook hands, introduced, he asked how i was and yeah. Then it was Drew, who is this guy who might join the band. Then came Jerome. I shook his hand, he said "hi im jerome" and i said "Hi.." "whats your name?" "I'm Chelsey" he said, "Chelsey, thats a really pretty name" i was like ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!?!?! Jerome Fontamillas just complimented my name?!?! PEROSONALLY??? I was speechless, i manged to get out a "thank you so much" and moved on. Next was Jon <3 Foreman. We shook hands, I told him my name, he signed the cd, then i said "Jon, I love you" and he said "Oh your awesome thanks sooo much!!" and put out his hand again and we like shook again. It was magical lol. Then was Tim, same deal, he was saying something to me like "thanks somuch for coming your awesome" and i shouted back at them "YOU GUYS ROCK, i love you". It was the greatest 3 minutes of my life. Im not even kidding. Words can honestly not describe my feelings. That concluded my first concert ever. I think from seeing them preform live and meeting them made all of their songs so much more real and personal. When I got home the next day I put on Beautiful letdown and broke down crying. God is so amazing. I am so completely blessed. I cannot wait till them come back to Philly, the second they do, were getting tickets. I cant stop thinking about it all. I hope i never forget any of it. Breath-taking.

After the concert we all went home. I got home around 1:45, showered and got to bed by 2:30 am. Since the class trips were the next day, my alarm was set for 4:20 am. Ah what a nice 2 hour sleep. So we get to school at 6:30, get on the bus and off we go to Baltimore. I sat next to Stacy for half the ride up, and then with Kramer the other half. Caleb kept taking pictures of me with daves cell and setting it as his background. Dave was like no dont delete it, i like it. lol. So the aquarium and such was cool i guess. The best part was free time. Me, Bonnie, Heidi, Theresa, Bean, Paulie, Greg and Kramer hung out together. We went to eat at Pizzaria Uno. That was cool. I sat near kramer, greg and paul and got to talk to thema lot. It was fun. Then we walked around to malls and they got massages and such. On the bus ride home I sat with dave.

That night, we got off the bus and went to Heidi's house for her 16th birthday party. It was cool. It was me, bonnie, holli, stacy, theresa and christine. We just ate snacks and talked a lot.

Saturday we left Heidi's at 11. Came home and started to clean the house like crazy. I vacuumed a million times, dusted like crazy. It took so long. Had to move litter boxes and crap. Yeah it was crazy. I had only had about 9 hours of sleep from the whole period of time from wednesday night till saturday night. So i got tired early and fell asleep to halloween 5.

Sunday- mom woke me up an hour early accidentally so i got to eat before church. Church was good. I got home and cleaned more and went shopping because when i woke up sunday morning i was expecting about 5 people to come for the party, but then on the way home from church i got calls saying that about 12-13 people were coming. woah. I had to rush home, get showered, and then people started arriving at 4. Kramer was first, i showed him my room. The Nickie and Andrew B. came. Then Dave, Shane and Paulie came, then Heidi, Holli and Stacy. So yeah we like went on the trampoline, watched Halloween 2, laughed a lot, ate pizza, went back on the tramp and played a spin the bottle truth or dare type thing. Then we just hang out and whatever, some of them went trick or treating for a little. Yeah I'm really scared the party was totally lame. And it probably was, but they need to understand i was not prepared or expecting that many people. I mean, im ecstatic that they all could come cuz it made it a lot of fun, but idk, i jsut hope it didnt suck lol. So then Theresa and Bonnie slept over and that was awesome. We watched Scream and then talked and had the famous "confessions"...

That has to be the longest post ever in my life. but i needed to write every detail cuz this weekend definitely goes down in weekend history. so we need to always remember. all thats left to say is that i love flail plus holli and stacy, and all the COOL guys in our class that are not gay anymore and are so sweet and awesome. so this concludes my post. I hope you enjoy.

Only the losers win
they've got nothing to prove
They'll leave the world with nothing to lose
You can laugh at the weirdos now
Wait till wrongs are right
They'll be the ones with nothing to hide

the end. enjoy.

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 21:27:45 GMT

I cant post now but all ill say is that I [& Bon & Heid] got to skake hands with Jon Foreman, Chad Butler, Tim Foreman and Jerome Fontamillas. Jerome said I had a really pretty name and I told Jon that I'm in love with him and he was like "Aw thanks so much your awesome!" and gave me another handshake like thing. They all signed my cd. I still cant believe that we actually met Switchfoot. You guys dont know how much that means to me cuz you dont love them like i love them, except Bonnie, and Heidi. wow i still cant believe it happened...

[and see that pic of the drumset in the pic of the "currently playing" cd? The drum says Switchfoot and I took a few pics of it after the concert, but their on Bean's camera so ill get it later.]

C + C = <3

Monday, October 25, 2004

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 22:07:44 GMT

in exactly 49 house, we shall be just yards away from this...

2 days!

Ok, so this upcoming week will be crazyyy crazy crazy. Let me run you through the schedule once again...

Tuesday: nothing out of the ordinary except going to literary forum...and One Tree Hill is on
Wednesday: same ol, same ol. Go home and get my stuff packed for Switchfoot concert the next day.
Thursday: The day we have been counting down for 60 days! It is finally arriving. So it will go something like this....a normal day at school, until about 9th period when we get more hyper and filled with anticipation. Then we all get in the van/car and off we go to the Electric factory. I know it will be the most excitd and hyper that we will every be. Then we shall rock the night away to the sounds of switchfoot. Get home around 12-1ish...we have no idea...then get packed for Friday.
Friday: Get to school extra early, around 7. Then off to Baltimore we go. Field trips are gay, but you gotta love 'em for the bus rides and the fact that there are no classes. Right after the field trip its....yeah you guys know...
Saturday: Get home from the Friday night thing, then I'm supposed to hang out with Max, maegan and skippy. and that better happen cuz it would be so awesome.
Sunday: Halloween. Bons, Trese, Heid and maybe Krames and Nick are coming over. Were gonna watch movies and then go out, then come back and watch move horror films to the wee hours of the morning. That should be much fun.
Monday-Tuesday: sleepin the days away.

wow thats gonna be sucha crazy week. wow wow wow. cant wait.

Gwen- You and I both know how much we have been through. And since we made it through all of that and we still remain friends shows how much our friendship rocks. I mean, just think of all the times we had, like at camp, at Hilton Head, at school, hanging out all during flex last year, we have so much fun together. I can tell you anything and you listen without judging me ever. If i think of how my life would be withour you as my friend, it would suck. We have so much fun, whether its laughing at Chucky, or taking whorey pics. We've gone to so many auditions. Your voice is amazing, its gonna take you places, and when it does I'll always be right there supporting you. I'm sorry for ever telling you things that hurt you, I know you know its just to help you. I never want to intentionally hurt you. I'm so glad that I have you as not only a friend, but a best friend. Thank you so much, never change. I dont know what I would do without you. I love you so much. <3

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 20:51:08 GMT

I just bought these shoes today. I know you think they are ugly. But I needed some non-white shoes cuz they get dirty to darn fast. And black shoes look really awkward lol nickie, so i got gray cuz their inbetween lol.

haha the eagles just won, i bet kramer they would lose in overtime but they proved me wrong. Akers proved me wrong. that silly lil field goal kicky guy. haha, yes as you can see im not one that knows much about football. But anyhow...

I have no idea why I'm doing this survey, but i really got a craving for one so here it is. If no one reads it, its ok, but you will learn a lot of weird things about me lol. Next thing you know ill be doing "15 things you never knew about chelsey". Alright guys ill update later on all thats been happening and about next week and how crazy its gonna be. 5 days till switchfoot concert...

Basics:
Nickname(s): i dont have any unfortunately
Initials: cal
How old do you look?: it depends, probably only 15 on a good day lol
How old do you act?: hopefully my age, maybe younger sometimes
Braces: thank god thats over
What makes you happy? flail, switchfoot, rain, certain guys, sweatpants
What upsets you? two faced people, posers, guys who just use you, my cat

First:
First best friend: Jackie
First real boyfriend: HAH glenn
First real memory of something: when i dressed as a ballerina for halloween when i was like 4 and my mom wouldnt let me have candy before i went trick or treating
First date: like real date or what? um i think once i went out with paul with a bunch of people but i forget...
First kiss: mike b
First screen name: calcat03 {hate that freaking sn}
First self purchased cd: blink 182, enema of the state
First pets: some dumb cat patch that bit my foot and eventually died
First piercing/tattoo: ears pierced on my 5th birthday
First enemy: Toby Terrier [does anyone remember that dog that would talk to the tv ?? ]
First big trip: when i fell down the stairs, or going to hilton head, which do you mean?
First detention: ahaha for gum chewing, 8th grade, the first of many...
First heartbreak: oh wouldnt you love to know
First time breaking a bone: never
First sleepover: too long ago, too many
First hangover: um never

Social Life:
Best girl friend(s): bonnie, christine, heidi, nickie, theresa, gwen, maegan, jenelle
Best guy(s): kramer, paul, dave, kyle
Boyfriend: not at the moment
Are you center of attention or the wallflower: i'd say right in the middle, if im with certain groups of people sometimes i like the attention a lot though
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: there is no way i could pick one over the other, thats how much i love my friends
Best hangout: um, peoples houses... way better than the mall or movies

Who- People:
Have known the longest: nickie, heidi, jen...
Argue the most with: bill
Always get along with: maegan for some reason, plus usually flail minus our PMS-y moods
Is most trustworthy: flail, maegan
Makes you laugh the most: billy, dave, kyle, usually being with flail and gwen and nickie when we like hang out and take pics, and our friday nights
Most interesting to talk to: maegan, and flail
Has been there through all the hard times: what the heck flail is the answer to all of these, and kramer, and of couse gwen, i love you girl. so much. im sorry..
Has the coolest parents: ooh i cant decide between maegans, bonnies [really nice mom and cool accented dad], or nickies... lol
Is the most blunt: ali and maegan
Is the smartest: their all smart
Best Mannered: shut up
Best Dressed: probably stacy or holli with their expensive clothes lol
Most talkative: a tie between us all

Last:
Car ride: home from jenelles youth group
Movie seen: "Dont Tell Mom the Babysitter's Dead"
swear word: that ive said? probably hell, that ive heard someone say? the f-word lol
beverage consumed: diet coke
Person you called: bonnie with bean on 3 way
that called you: kyle and dave
TV show watched: real world
Shower: about 2 hours ago
Shoes worn: my mocansin looking slippers haha
Item bought: 9 pack of gum
Annoyance: the fact that we dont have hot water because our hot water heater broke
Web page visited: bills art site
Movie you rented: i dont rent, i borrow from bills dvd store downstairs
CD you listened to: yellowcard
CD you've bought: The Beatles 1
Person you were thinking of: max cuz hes the one who gave me the craving to fill out a survey

Now:
What are you wearing: reindeer pajama pants and a sweat shirt
What song are you listening to?: one year, six months
Current obsession: yellowcard
Current Addiction: diet coke
Talking To: maegan, jenelle, josh, kyle, bill and jen

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 02:25:17 GMT

dude, i got a dell.

How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It's killing me slowly
Oh I just want it to be how it used to be

</3

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 21:41:51 GMT

^ suave billy

^ Oh, the crazy toys i win in those grabby machines. I am the masterrrr.

Yesterday I went to the Marin household once again. We watched Amelie which was a really good French movie. It was insanely creepy. So Maegan just made like rice pudding and then we were online a little bit, and then we just like hung out it max's room which is really odd cuz kramer knew like everything about it...but yes that was a fun time.

Today I went out with Bill, Greg and Chrissy and it was fun. We went to OCB of couse, even though i payed 9 dollars just to get some mac and cheese and a small salad. What a waste of money. Then we walked to Target and such. Now I dont know what to do.

So I went to gwens youth group thing and it was cool, idk. Then me and Bill watched Halloween 1, 2 and 6. And then Bill banned me from the internet cuz i get to distracted. Then Later I talked to Davie on the phone for a while and then with Kramer for an hour and a half. I love burning calories hahah.

Now I'm home watching Maury, but then out of nowhere, Theresa calls and says that Amy will pick me up and such YAY i was so happy. So I got to go the mall with Bonnie, Bean, Theresa, met Heidi and Holli and Stacy and randomly saw Andrew Baiocchi and I saw Kim and Max. Fun. We tried on like prom dresses and theresa and stacy made me try on ugly ones like tinkerbell dresses haha. We went to like a million stores and chyeah thats usually what people do at the mall. Thanks again guys for bringing me and Amy you ROCK!! So now Ill be home putting up Halloween stuff and cleaning and doing homework till Billy gets home when well have our Halloween marathon. i heart michael myers...

Wow wosrt post ever...I'll update it once I'm done using Bills new 300 dollar digital camera. sweet. oh and...

[17 days till Switchfoot]

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 16:08:05 GMT

alright, whos loving this hott new layout? i know you all do

Yes, I think this shall be strictly a picture post because I have so much to say, that I'm not gonna say it. All I will say though, is that our brand new Dell flat screen computer shall arrive in 7 short days, and I shall await its arrival with baited breath. (whatever the heck that means).

And you've probably seen some of these pictures a million times, but guess what peope?!? THEY NEVER GET OLD. ok? So treasure these pictures. TREASURE them.

^ Me with the Chuckster at the Regal = <33

^ ah good times at Chik-fil-A...

^ Imatating that little girl in the background holding up that waffle fry, see it??

^ Store girls unite! hahah

^ Yes, yes, working that cassssh. lol

^ I MISS YOU..

^ Chelsey's Box...DONT TOUCH. its mine, your jealous...

^ Um...self-explanitory...

^ Oh yes, ahh...who's hat is that? hmm I wonder...

^ Jenelle you take the weirdest pictures of me...[[ and no, I didn't write that name in the background with the chips, I promise. ]]

^ What a hilarious day...

^ Staff dinner, of course I ruined it with my Relient K baggy shirt, only cuz it was freezing in there...

^ My beloved Maegaaaaann.

Aahh how I miss thee...

^ One of my favorites...

^ Oh how I love thee...

^ Sooooo seductive! haha <3

I know you all loved all of those pictures. And I'm sure you will show me how much you love me by giving me my well deserved comments. Haha, it took a while to get all these up so appreciateeeeee.

Well, until next time folks, same blonde hair, same rap channel, your host for the evening....marshallll. (wow if you dont get that then dont worry...)

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 01:41:07 GMT

^ AH HA jarreau thats for you...kiss kiss kiss hahaha
so i hear you dont even believe in side hugging anymore?
what is wrong with you?!? just kiddin you ROCK i LOVE you!!

//edit// guys why did u give me so many freaking comments so freaking fast? haha i love you alllll

and a shout out to jon rojeawasdzidzski !!

Alright, I guess I'll update. One because Heidi told me to, and two because I'm stalling for studying for Physics. So lets see, what has happened. Um we lost my cat last night. Yeah. That reminds me of Scamp...."HES EATING" psh stupid obese cat. Uhh last weekend I went out to lunch with Billy and Colleen and that was awesome. uh huh. After that Bill dropped me off at Maegan's for her surprise party and that equalled fun. I think her house is like my favorite place to be in the world. I have NO idea why but its like so nice and I am in love with her room. Wow I am such a weirdo. Umm, wow i havent posted in so long that I'm forgetting how...uhh, yeah...

School is being gay. So much homework and studying but its all good because I have many things to look forward to...

-- New season of One Tree Hill last night, was it just me or does Lucas look like Justin Timeberlake with short hair? lol
-- Hanging out with Kramer, Max and Maegan (or so they say) on saturday
-- Brand new Top Model tonight
-- SWITCHFOOT CONCERT- October 28th
-- Halloween- October 31 ( i absolutely LOVE halloween)
-- Season premiere of the OC- November 4th
-- Heidi's birthday November 4th
-- Christmas Break
-- My birthday
-- Summer
-- My engagement
-- My marraige

whoa that list goes so far in advance. but its ok because it gets me through each day.

So I think right now I'm all like because I'm hearing good things.
Lets just say...I've been "pining" a lot lately.

Umm, and this is just for anyone out there....DONT BE CONFUSED. ok. im rad your rad LETS HUG. [ FULL BODY CONTACT hug ]

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 23:51:45 GMT

so apparently bill got on my screenname when i was away and he IMed almost everyone on my buddy list to get me back for telling my mom that he had a girl sleep over. so if he IMed you saying like "loser, idiot, slut, whore..." or anything else i havent hear about yet, im sorry. dont be mad at me haha i had nothing to do with it.

so yeah obviously im mad at him and not speaking to him right now lol
oh ill get him back, revenge shall be sweet

went to olive garden today, completely overrated, i got ful after a slice of a personal pizza. yeah that was great, cept the aunts and cousins were there and it turned into a huge debate over who was the worse alcoholic and who hates who the most and i wanted to scream. right there in olive garden i wanted to be like shut the heck up you freaking idiiots. anyway.

i dont know what to say on this gay xanga anymore.
i just had to post the thing about bill being an idiot so thats the only reason i updated. so cherish this update cuz its the last for a while

^ i miss that girl

^ this one too

blaaahhhhhhhhh

Shut up, come back
Know i didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through