Yes that girl is doing it big losing a couple pounds and workng on my pack! haha

This is my SOUL MATE....your formal introduction his name is TRAVIS JERROD TYSON

Jus some fun wit my Walter Reed family....whats in that cup...and why does my hair look that way...haha

I miss my Munchie and Kennetra-Boo...they were and are my best friends....Walter Reed Fam

This is at our Presentation for the "research" we had been doing all summer

WHOA I look DARK haha this is my Tim Tim and my Kennetra-Boo....A-Phi! hahaI miss him soo much my bo-legged boo

This is me and my beautiful Poster...yea ya girl is finally a WOMAN

WAT IT IS!!!

I guess I am never on here because i am on facebook and myspace a lot. BUT if you have facebook then add me...and for my myspace holla at me.

So I got my keys today!!! I feel sooo great! Today has been a good day. I talked to mama Pittman today jus to check on her...doing fab-a-lous! My family is doing well. I am makin new friends and aquaintences. I have a lot now and i figured out what went wrong with other relationships. I dont do the things i use to or think the thought i use to so i can officially say its more then official i am over him. SIGH. And I dont care nemore. THis feels so  great. Even better when I thought I was and still had a lil hurt. Now it doesnt come up or i feel as if it doesnt concern me. Got the answers i need now i have closure.

Carnival was this weekend...its a carribbean thing! haha neways My boos were in town Young Joc, T.I. and LL Cool J.....but being that I am responsible  I didnt go out on Friday cuz I had to work Saturday morning at 9am so I knew that I wasnt tryin to get up if i wasnt getting in til 5am. Satuday was suppose to go out withthe girls and homies but i came home around 8 and napped...jus to get some energy...but i was out til like 2am. I think I talked to Jesse sometime during the night....not sure. haha

So my love life...IS GREAT! thats all you need to kno. If you r n my "square" then you know whats going on. My sisters birthday was Wednesday and my baby's was on Saturday...he is in Chicago though. SIGH. BUT My sis gets outta camp soon adn will be home on FRIDAY! I should be getting a check soon!!! YES Ordering my bedroom set and getting a new tv.

now i gotta go get some more stuff for the house. One of my girls boos is taking us...since mine werent available one reason or another. Jus thought I would grace this scene with my presence.

Hope everyone is doing well.

I had an interestgn weekend. Alphonse came over and I had a lil sleep over this weekend. ...it was fun while it lasted. I had to work today adn tired as hell. Wish he didnt have to work so I could have a chest to lay on tonight. SIGH. Naw but he a bama neway. I almost felt a feeling for him last night though while we were laying all cuddly on the couch. haha ALMOST. BUT like i said before if you aint blinging then you aint the one fa me. SO hate if you must but I kno what I WANT.

I wish I could have had more time this weekend to see my girl Simone. AND Deanelle. I like him. haha I kno I said that before and that I be chillin with Alphonse but hey Ima woman with many options and I am not limiting myself......nemore.

Simone told me not to pitty. Although I think I still do. I dont understand it at all nemore. BT I can say after a certain phone call I know better then is thought i did and its ok, I prayed for you!

I was asked what I would do if HE was to recognize out loud that he messed up...I said I would acknowledge and leave it alone. I am growning up guys! YEA! 11 days left!!!! Yea...my "Whenever he calls" boo and his brother is helping me and my roomie move my stuff. I thought about calling my Monday and every other weekend boo as well BUT since my "whenever he calls boo" knows about him,.....I think he will be a lil jealous cuz after all he did come first. Ima take some pictures soon to let ya see how sexy ya girl still is and becomin even more beautiful... Yea Im concieted and I got a DAMN GOOD reason!

now what about lil man and your  mom....hmmm...and r you trying to convience the world or yourself....

I am glad to be over HIM. It took a whole minute but after talking it out I feel a lot better. EXHALE. Its sad that you are forgetting where you came from just because you wanna go somewhere new. And THAT has nothing to do with me or us. REMEMBER: God does thigns for a reason, and not ever voice you hear comes from GOD. Sometimes its self. The womb that nutured you should always come before the womb that will nuture your future seed. and your the first  seed you planted should to not the fruit that was given to you by another. Dont put nething or body before you put your blood.....no addition should come before something thats always going to be a part of you. THIS IS NOT FOR ME BUT FOR YOU CUZ YOU TRULY NEED TO GET IT TOGETHER! I prayed for you.

Time to do it big like I always do. I am currently in DC doing an internship for Walter Reed Army Institue of Research...YES BOO I AM DOING IT BIG...AND DOING BIG THINGS. haha I guess the fact that I am a survivor and I am going to be successful in  life has me on a high. I have a new value....self value. I am worth more then all the dimes in the world...dont get it twsted, although I have been called a dime a couple times it does not describe my self worth. I have much to brag about...but im humble. I am glad to have this time to be found again by a potential love.....I realize now that it wasnt meant because the type of lifestyle Im trying to have would not have come to past if I was still with HIM. But yea, when that knight finally comes i hope he wearing some bling.....not jewelry but rank. Yall kno ima be an officer and cant do anything less then me. My man has to make more then me...after i get my degree and grad from med school.....so if you thinking your  the one and dont fit the category...think again. Not to be shallow or vain but to have the thinigs i want in life and live the way i have prayed i will and be able to bless my community and parents and children the way  I want to....you gotta come with a game bigger then mine. YES SIRRR!!!! haha

But on a different note. I am moving into my apartment on June 9th...YEA BOI!!! Im so excited. Im having a BBQ. Ill take pics before and after I decorate it. Im making 437 a week...yes boo thats mo then you make a month. HAHA no offense though....why get rid of something that has potential for something you hope one day can.....thats stupid. BUT help some people can see the better in a person when everyone else sees wrong...i kno i was that kinda person. I am the type of person with a drive. I gotta remember that. YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT! I feel good. I got a group of girls to chill with that i love to death...we r kinda like Girlfriends. Do you kno which one Id be? I am discoverying my "sexuallity" a little more, thought I knew but clearly I am forever changing. Im losing more weight...making bank...making new friends....starting to trust agian....being flirtatious....haha I never thought I was or could be but I am learning that as a girl you can get a lot more outta life if you bat your eyes a lil and smile. haha. Nothign nasty ofcourse but jus a lil manipulative...I LEARNED FROM THE BEST.

well im at my internship now...gotta get to work agian...jus needed a lil break....by the way I am doing breast cancer research...splitting cells and testign out drugs to see whats effective...DAMN I am BLESSED! Go Jesus Go Jesus GO!!!!!