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Name: Joy
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 1/23/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: scratching the strings of the guitar...banging on buckets...hitting the keys wit my fingers...making sounds with my voice...scribbling on paper...making my body do movements on beat...makin like a MIME and holding walls... playing with hair...painting on faces...ripping up clothes and putting them back together...and typing my life story on this thing called xanga...
Expertise: MUSIC...DANCE...HAIR...MAKEUP...FASHION and go to www.xanga.com/simplytherapy for my poems/music/inspiration
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  tAnGeRiNeJoY
Member Since:
5/18/2003
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| ...Wow...
got damn i havent written in this in a LONG ass time lol.
LOL. yup.
um. man. i gotta lot to say i guess.
well then.
LIFE. aint peachy keen. but it's not horrid. it's just a transitional phase.
i dont wanna get too comfortable with anything, nor get into a routinal life.
IM MOVING! yeeee! n im got damn excited!
i kno yall are like "but you've been there a gazillion times!?"
but ive never actually LIVED there on my own before... n that my friends, is what's so exciting about it. but i'm fuckin shittin in my pants cuz i'll be...
DUN DUN DUNNNN... INDEPENDENT. lol
im a frickin ADULT now! HOW'D THAT HAPPEN? ehh. im still a kid tho. just more smart about life hahaha.
what's funny bout me movin there is that 2 of my cousins are out in the BAY NOW!? lol TIN & KAYCEE!?!?!?
we just switchin places n shit...hahhaa.
it'll be fun times. cant wait to get on the music grind again...hopefully start performing...and get things rollin...
ahhh yes...
06 GOTTA GET RICH!
o yea, and for all those folks that dont know... BAY TO THE A! bridgin the gap yall.
LIL JON IS HOOKIN THE BAY UP! haha.
the next few yrs HYPHY...CRUNK...BAY 2 THE A...it's all love.
BUT yall aint ready for the
IVY LEEGUE ho!
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| *18 more days*
GOT DAMN
i havent been on here for hella...hella months...
all good though. CRRRRAZY ass last 6 months...
NO NO NO...
crazy @$$ year.
2005 gone 2006 here...
well, let me start off, by saying THANK YOU
to all who have been there for me in any aspect this year... no matter
how small or how big or how short or long you've been in my life,
you're still a significant part of it.
LETS START OFF WITH...
.MUSIC.
man. what can i say? it get's better and better...from the BAY all the
way to the A... it's been a great learning experience. break, bre,
sean...great folks. THANX NIKO for getting me to meet all of them...
from the moment of working with them in the studio...i know that
everything was...PERFECT. you know when you feel like the stars line up
for you, the universe has the HEAVENLY choir opening up the clouds and
sayin DAMN HOW COME IT TOOK YO ASS THAT LONG TO FIND THESE BUSTAS!? lol
but they're great. NOW i can do music with, NIKO, SKUBA, OUTBREAK, BRE, LESHAWN, and SUMMER!!! [when she's ready]
which connect's with my next statement...
.MOVING.
ok so, if you dont know... i'm planning on moving to ATL, GA...in MARCH 2006 [long overdue]
reason being, MUSIC...
it's gonna be a great transition. a great beginning...an exciting next
chapter. KARINA better be ready by that time lol. or i'ma fight her
ass...lol.
[to all my BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS IN THE BAY...dont fight me, it's for a good cause  ]
i figured i might as well do it now, before i get any older. i'm still
young, i have a lot to accomplish in my life, why hold myself back? i
need to FOLLOW my DREAMS...
ok, yes, i gotta do another cosmetology exam...so i can get my
cosmetology license, but i'm willing to do what i can to have
income...and i went to school for it, might as well do it there
too...ITS FUN ANYWAY 
once again, this will be connecting everything before...
.NiKO ViLLA.
so i know hella folks are speculating the only reason why i'm moving is
because of him. YES he is my boyfriend. NO he isnt the reason...it's
actually because of BREAK BRE SEAN and the fact it being ATL...and then
NIKO. he's the bonus 
but we work great together. we write well together...our chemistry in
music is amazing...on stage it's electrifying... well, our chemistry in
general is amazing and electrifying hahaha. he's an amazing man. he
treat's me well. and we're both living out our dreams. it's
EXCITING...he makes me laugh. he makes me better. he teaches me a lot,
i teach him a lot and he balance's me out...
it's a beautiful thing we got going on...but he doesnt control what i
say or do...he encourages me to be me and that's how he likes me to
be...and no one else. NO MATTER HOW LAME I AM hahahaa...
OK, i know hella girls [i'm guessing guys too] really adore and admire him. it doesnt bother me. HE'S A SUPER STAR. it happens.
cuz i know at the end of the day...he's still mine. and wont ruin what we have...
he's changed my life and let me open my heart again...
HE'S MY SUPERSTAR...
ATHENA...thank you...thank you.
thank you...for being u. for teaching me to be more freewilled, to be
strong, to hold my ground...and to accept and love myself for being me.
always been my best friend...and always will love.
TASI...my soul sister...my best
friend. i know we havent been in contact for a while now. i know your
living your life, i'm living mine...but i want u to know, you arent
forgotten, and you cant ever be. YOU'RE STILLA BIG PART OF MY LIFE
WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT...you and theens both...DONT EVER FORGET
THAT...we got too much history to let our friendship
just...deminish...you're a beautiful person inside and out. you teach
me a lot bout my faith...and my self. we still got more memories to
make...
.KgZ.
o my friends. my dancers. my weirdos. my LOVERS...my other family
yall have been great. THANX VIC FOR MAKING ME TRY AND JOIN IT FOR 3 YRS...
ur perserverance has paid off. lol. through the short time i've been in
it, ive learned a lot, i've had fun, i've gone through the drama...and
i performed again! and i loved it...
SUMMER...u weirdo. from the
message on myspace, to seeing eachother every other day lol...my black
twin. my big sister. and truly one ginuine best friend...ur great. ur
silly. ur beautiful...u've GOT SOO MUCH to give, so much to do in
life...start living it up...u have so much talent babe...
KYRAH...ahhhh MY SOUTHERN
BELL...i'm glad i di-virginized u with LUMPIA. it was a great
experience lol. you're sooo DOPE babe. you're a great sister, and i
love talking shit with you...LMAO...and complaining about life and how
hot or how booty boys can be. lol. i will never forget " CLAIM IT. U'LL
GET IT" ahhh. how am i gonna live without U? lol
NELLY... from makeup to
hair...to me admiring the way you move...i'm still trying to get to
your level...maybe one day. you an amazing dancer, amazing crazy funky
style, party go-er...and ur a lil sis of mine. i know u'll discover
what you've been looking for. you'll find ur "significant other" if u
let them in...and if u dont get too bored...lol
VIC ... this ass hole has been
SUCH A GREAT FRIEND FOR SOOO LONG...lol. man, we've been friends for
way long. and it's been wonderful. from all the FUNKY RELATIONSHIPS, to
his long ass hair, to me being 98 lbs, from YOUTH LEADER to KGZ...we
might hardly kick it, but my fellow aquarian is amazing...he DESERVES
EVERYTHING HE WANTS AND NEEDS IN LIFE...such a beautiful soul...
.SAyG.
so BEFORE YALL FREAK OUT ON ME...i just wanna say i love LOVE LOVE u all.
you've been my 2nd FAM forever...so thank you for being there through
my ups and downs, highs and lows, being there from my beginning...but
will always be there til the end. MY FAITH WOULDNT BE AS STRONG AS IT
IS WITHOUT YOU...i'm so lucky.
ATOi...man man man...i couldnt
have gone through my depression without him. he was my stone, my
pillar...such a great friend and brother. ONE OF THE BEST DRESSED YOUNG
MEN EVER...and scary but true, act's a lil like CHRIS...lol. but
through it all, he'll always be a close friend of mine...and very dear
to my heart. from the long night talks, crazy retreats, meetings,
parties...relationships...disappointments...and happiness...he's a
strong man
LIL SISTER'S & LIL BROTHER'S reason
for not putting ALL of your names up is because there are soo many of
you. so dont fight me. IM NOT A GRANDMA. AND i WONT EVER FORGET YOU
ALL...as much as ive taught you something's, you've taught me stuff
too...i realize how influencial i can be, and inspires me to be a
better person from day to day. i hope i've done a great job. FROM THE
MODEDNESS, the SUPPORT towards my MUSIC...the talk's i have with you
all...the tears, the silly moments...the happy moments...thank
you. you will all become beautiful young men & women...that
will break a lot of hearts...[JUST DONT BE BREAKIN EM JUST CUZ...i'll
fight yo ass]
OG SAYG man...can i just say,
this is the product of what you've help me become [ i hope i havent
disappointed any of u] THANK YOU for making CHOIR THE THING TO DO.
THANK YOU FOR STENGTHENING MY FAITH, thank you FOR CHALLENGING MY
FAITH, and thank you for teaching me life long lessons...and for
accepting me for me... THROUGH ALL THE TEARS, LAUGHS, DEATHS,
DRAMA...it's been a beautiful journey...
everyone else...THANX. 2006 will be beautiful...i think this is the yr,
doors are gonna open up...and things are about to GO DOWN...
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| - 17- How do you want it [feat. joy tolentino]BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTY.
man. can we say joy dont write on this bitch as much no more?
yes...yes, we can.
lol. k. update...
http://www.nikovilla.com
yall peep this hurr. its my boy. NIKO VILLA. Official GENERAL of the
IVY LEEGUE errybody.  i love his squad. WELL...i just say im a part
of it too cuz...IM JOY, and they love me. lol. we got one, the
only, NIKO VILLA, THE L.O.V. of my LIFE mr. OUTBREAK [the
GENIUS], dopest singer/producer/rapper L-U-SEAN [illusion], BRE, YOUNG
SKUBA...and me...well, kinda. LOL
WATCH OUT FOR HIS MIXTAPE. its the SHIT. point blank. i love it. got
summer sucked into it. LOL Slim [from 112] got his back and is
supporting niko all the way.
I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!! he's gonna turn the rap game upside down and
inside out. and he's hot LOL. shit. LADIES... please, aint he fuckin
hot...? 
and he's hella talented, he got a sexy ass voice when he raps, and he's
a lyricist. he can freestyle...he can dance...LOL...but yea. he aint no
BABY BASH SHIT. haha. please. no.
so check out his site. it'll let you know when his mixtape can be purchased.
O yea. im a part of this dance group right hurrr...
and i even THREW UP IVY LEEGUE SON!!! WHAT IT DOOO...
what else?
im on YA BOY's cd, "ROOKIE OF THE YEAR"
track 17. called, HOW DO YOU WANT IT...
*PRAY FOR ALL THE VICTIMS IN HURRICANE KATRINA*
ugh...what else? i have no job cuz im pursuing my dream to be a rock star...LOL
AHHH YES...and i wanna go back to THE A...and record at breaks house...
O YEA....ATHENA FINALLY TURNED 21 a few hrs ago! ShiT! about time...
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| [BREATHE] 
...i actually have a DAY OFF! its fucking amazing. wow. im sitting on
my ass...not really worrying about much, except that my room was hit by
a tornado or something...its a disaster...
lol. ehh, it happens.
ok, lets start with JES' wedding. OFF THE HOOK. i love my cousins yo.
my fam is off the chain. great talkin and gettin wise advice from the
older but wiser crew, jen n jes...love hearin what they have to say, i
learn a lot from them...seein KAYCEE FINALLY! lol, ya, she lives wit me
but we both are in our own worlds, we just say HEY GIRL! lol...its good
to finally talk to her agian too...TJ is almost a real man, MARC
too...geeze. i
remember holding them in my arms, and wow...they're "TEENAGERS" its
cool cuz now they're "COOL CATS" that wanna relate to me...talking
about music, relationships, school, etc...it's great knowing that i'm
one that they can always talk to about anything...and i know i can
inspire them. which is even WAY COOLER... TJ & MARC together...LIFE
OF THE PARTY. its great. no sleep that whole weekend.
back into cotillion/work mode. cuz the cotillion was the sat after.
geeze...work was wack. bad week right after the coolest, dopest weekend.
then cotillion...HOLY SHIT. i really thought the girls were gonna slip
n slide in their heels, folks forgetting dance steps, just the worst.
julio wasnt gonna bring all the shit he needed to for djin...athena
wasnt gonna make it, i was gonna choke when i was gonna sing, audrey is
gonna cry cuz ppl are stressin her out...
sat rolls in, no work TECHNICALLY, but i had to do a damn photoshoot at
8 am...in MOUNTAIN VIEW...doing hair and make up on a girl...that was
coo. she just got back from austrailia and she did like 5 other shoots
out there. beautiful tall and intelligent she is...coo ass chick.
KARA...you'll be seein her in magazine ads soon. she's awesome.
then off to pick up everything for the cotillion from the crib, the
mall, wallgreens! lol...whatever...stressed outta my fucking MIND!
BUT!!!!!! it was fucking perfect! well, almost, but IT WAs FUN AS HELL!
MR. STEPHEN WILLIAM DOUTHIT...best cotillion partner ever! and the first to have his barong and he's not even filipino! LOL... that was awesome.
the ENTOURAGE was ON POINT! they was gettin HYPHY for both tango and
hip hop...off the chain! [a lil mishaps here and there, but they pulled
it off real well...im proud of them]
ATHENA, my life savior helped me do the makeup of the girls, fix all
the odds and ends, just was there the whole time for me and audrey,
when i forgot the cd, i couldnt put on my dress, i lost the key to the
room...SHE WAS THERE SAVIN OUR ASSES...and that is why she is my best
friend...WiFEY!
JULIO "young WHO/the WHOoligan] killed it on the 1's n 2's...he was MAKIN IT GRAND...lol [who...who...WHOO-LEE-OO]
MARC BRANDON & DARRYL were there...my boys. they killed it on the dance floor...ESP. BRANDON! lol....
the auntie's were CRUNK doing the games, drunk as hell, pushin folks over in musical chairs, lol...classic.
and AUDREY not only learned how to dance, but she was the princess she wanted to be...
it was the shit cotillion...and im glad i was apart of it.
and i got to go to great america july 4th wit of course, wifey athena,
baby's daddy, skuba, the bday girl n her boy, audrey & sheldon, and
the coolest motha fuckin black & chinese doods ever, jasaac n
SNIPPER mike...and i kicked it with young who's homies in the
city...HOW DOPE IS THAT?!?!
pretty fuckin dope. one great motha fuckin weekend i'll say.
[sigh]
now, im preparing to get back on track, work, back to dance practice with my other fam, KGZ, i kinda miss them lol. and goin back grindin wit the music shiEt.
BACK TO REALiTY Y'ALL...
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