totally out of control

I've been bad, very bad....

Don't want to talk about it...

Starting clean..

Good part is though that I have my internet back, so I will be seeing ya'll on a dialy basis :)

I'll update this evening with my status for today

I don't have an internet connection at the moment so im not able to update..at all which sucks donkeyballs. I am at a college library at the moment and am able to post something.

I'm doing pretty good lately today all I ate was some cereal and some grapes so lets say that was about 200 calls in total and its almost 4 pm now. I'll probably add another 200 to that for the day..and work out too. So i'm hoping this will be another good day.

Anyway just wanted to let u guys now that i'm still around and that i just dont have access to the internet for a minute.

Love yall..

xoxo

Have to work till eleven today ..bummer :(

B: Nothing
L: Nothing
D: Veggies, litle bit of mashed potatoes and a small steak :( ..had to do it about 350 calls in total

so thats not too bad..

tomorrow im going to start a fast... till as long as I can..because I have the next 6 days off so its going to be easier I hope to stick to one (I hope). Anyone want to join? Let me know.. it will be a juice fast so u can drink water..or diet soda's or fruit juices or what ever. Just no food. Anyway I will try anyway, because today is my last day of work here at my job so they might give me a cake and then I will be forced to have a piece of cake.. so well we will see. Then I'll just have one piece of cake and thas about it..

I feel like eating candy right now though..and I think I might caveeee soon grahh

oh well..candy and then a long fast sounds good too

B: Diet Sprite

L: Diet Sprite

D: Smart Ones meal mac and cheese 270 calls

S: water water water..

E: 20 min run about -200 calls

so thats 70 in total... pretty good if i'd say so myself..  :)