am I more than you bargained for yet...I've been dying to tell you everything you want to hear 'cause that's just who I am this week

I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY HOUSE!!!!!  I LOVE LOVE LOVE the girls!!!!!  I have no internet at the house.  I just ordered chinese food online with alicia (she came to visit me..it was her birthday two days ago..yay!!)...and I decided to do a really quick update while we anxiously wait for jordan and andre to call us!!!  I LOVE ALICIA :o)

Ashkel and I completed a very dangerous mission impossible stunt yesterday.  We made everyone very proud of us.

I think...no...i have decided I am joining the sorority.  Everyone that I have met is so nice.  We went over to Juicy's house last night (cause her gotti and batch moved to a new house) and one of the girls asked if i was pledging.  as soon as i said i was going to juicy gave me the biggest hug ever.  In the past four/five days I have not felt like I didn't belong there...it's nice!!!!  I got a nickname...it's *NooRay*.  Yes...Noo..not NEW..noo. haha..well i thought it was funny at least. 

Our house is haunted by a little boy named eric.  he fell down the stairs and died years and years and years ago...so now he haunts the house.  I told alicia this and now she is afraid to be alone in the house!!!

I lost my journal...im going crazzzzyyy...as soon as I find it I will be much happier!

Heathers bachelorette party is tomorrow night!  I have to go home tomorrow so I can attend!  I'm so excited.  I also have to pick up my dressed from being altered and get shoes for the wedding so the dress can be hemmed.  I'm so excited!!!!!  I cannot wait!

Okay...that was my very fast update....Ill come up with something more creative when I'm in the mood!!!!!

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This years love had better last 
heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own for too long 
And when you hold me like you do 
It feels so right 
I start to forget how my heart gets torn 
When that hurt gets thrown 
Feeling like I can't go on 

Turning circles when time again
it cuts like a knife oh yea 
IF you love me got to know for sure 
Cos it takes something more this time 
than sweet sweet lies 
before i open up my arms and fall 
losing all control of every dream inside my soul 
and when you kiss me on that midnight street 
sweep my off my feet 
singin ain't this life so sweet 

this years love had better last 
this years love had better last 

so whose to worry if our hearts get torn 
when that hurt gets thrown 
don't you know this life goes on 
and won't you kiss me on that midnight street 
sweep me off my feet 
singin ain't this life so sweet 

this years love had better last 
this years love had better last 
this years love had better last 
this years love had better last.....most beautiful thing ever.