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Saturday, October 11, 2008

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 04:39:35 GMT

Wow, its been like a yr and 3 months since I last posted something. I guess something like this would make me post something up.

Haven't been sleeping much lately, been kinda out of it too. I thought things would be better off this way, cuz of the situations goin on, I thought I could just let you go, out of my life, and move on......................butt, I miss You.

It's a lose/lose situation for me. Butt then again, maybe it is more better off this way......

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 05:28:08 GMT

"Even tho I'm not your man, your not my girl, I'mma call you my Shawty. Cuz I can't stand to see you treated bad, I'll beat his ass for my Shawty. And we ain't did nothin that we ain't supposed to do, cuz your my Shawty. Baby girl you know i'll be home, keep me on the ringtone."

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 06:50:46 GMT

"Damn Girl, You must know Tae Kwon Do!!!! Cuz Your body's Kickin."

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:24:51 GMT

I Dedicate EVERYTHING To SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 05:11:45 GMT

Errrrrr.....................Why does it feel like I lost an hour today??????? *shrugs*

IT'S BEEN A MONTH............

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:38:57 GMT

I can't believe a month ago today was when it happened. It feels like its been longer................

Everytime we took a pic together, I think u were secretly tryin to teach me how to do the FOB sign:

Nope, not gonna do it:

How's this??:

What about now??:

Almost got it:

PERFECT!!!:

Now I just gotta work on my FACE. =p

Miss ya Louisa.

Miss ya Dad, its been 7 yrs this past Sunday since u left us.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 21:51:55 GMT

HAPPY JUST LIKEANYOLDDAY DAY!
so far today ive:
slept
woke up
showered
eaten with amy and jerry
dug out cars
drove
signed online
learned "wo shi kwan ni da pee koo"
missed work
watched tv
texted ppl
scratched my butt
AND remembered this hilarious picture

ahahahahahaha ;D

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 12:41:16 GMT

It's the Little Things that matter most.......

I remember when you make those cute lil cartoon-like noises at random, and outta the blue.
You were always smiling and in ur own lil world.
Your A.D.D. was a joy to witness everyday, so cute, so innocent with ur "Huh?"s.
Whenever someone would say, "Who's payin for Louisa??" You'd turn to me and say, "Thank You Steve." and blink a few times, and smile.
The way you wouldn't say "Swear" words, butt instead you'd say, "Mother Fudger" and " Applehole". You wouldnt even say Pee most of the time, you'd say, "Piddle".
Your eyes would light up and get so big whenever you saw Sushi. I would love to have gotten to take you to Sushi one more time, no matter if it was a $400 something bill again or higher.
I loved the way you acted in stores, picking up random objects, like sunglasses, and hats, bouncing around the store.
Jewelry, you loved Jewelry, everytime we'd go to the mall, you'd have to look at everything, especially Jewelry, and Clubbing Clothes.
You'd always order like 20 different things from menus, yet you'd mostly eat only bits and pieces from each, then giggle and give the fobby victory sign whenever u were done ordering and we would give u a, "OMG" look.
How you would eat cheese and shrimp, even tho you were lactose intolerant, and allergic to shrimp.
I'll never forget your portable Sanrio Store, aka ur Car. Its hard to believe you could fit that many Hello Kitties and what not in there.
That darn fobby victory sign in 99.9% of ur pictures, gosh woman, I hope you had taken atleast one serious pic with me.

There is sooo much more lil things about you that I loved. I'll always cherish the moments we had. Louisa Au, I will Never Forget You.

(Our Last Pic Together.)

Forever In Our Minds and Hearts.

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 04:18:18 GMT

I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH RIGHT NOW. I STILL THINK YOUR GONNA CALL AFTER WORK AND WANNA PLAY WITH US. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TO FUR ON SATURDAY, I WISH THAT HAD BEEN WHAT WE WERE DOIN FOR MY BIRTHDAY INSTEAD OF FRIDAY NIGHT. YOU DROVE SO FAR JUST TO MAKE IT TO THE PARTY, AND I WAS SO DRUNK I DONT EVEN REMEMBER YOU SHOWING UP OR SEEING YOU AT ALL.................................................I DUNNO IF I CAN HANDLE THIS.

EVERYTIME I SEE A CUTE LIL FOBBY THING, LIKE HELLO KITTY, I THINK OF YOU. I'VE BEEN LOOKIN AT PICTURES OF YOU AND US PLAYIN, ALL DAY LONG, AND IT HURTS EVERY SECOND, BUTT I JUST CANT STOP LOOKIN AT THEM.

I JUST SAW YOU FRIDAY, AND I CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR GONE. WE WILL MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU FOREVER LOUISA.

Oh Louisa, I am so out of it right now. If only I had gone to AC or Delaware like I planned, then you'd still be here. I hate myself every second of every minute. I ruined everything for you. I'm So Sorry. If I could trade places with you, I would in a heartbeat, and now I have to live with the Day of Your Passing, as the Day after my Birthday, which is far less worse than what I deserve. I would give anything to have you back in our lives Louisa. I was so Drunk at the party, I don't even remember you walking in, or talking to me, or me saying Goodbye. Someone even said I even had a drink w/ you but I don't remember and I wish I did. All I have are pics from the past, and that's all I will ever have, just pics from the past, and I will Cherish them Forever. I Miss You!!!!!

.........................................................I'm So Sorry.

Hmmmmmmm........

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 10:21:05 GMT

Somethings missing...........................