Ok, Summer is almost here people. And I have very, very bad grades. A lot of you complain about Bs, Cs,or Ds, aha. Take life and go forward yea? There are many ways, there isn't one road to success. And it seems like stuff is spreading about certain bad things I've done. Well, understand circumstances please. Hey guess what, I'm starting to realize that...I'm not too bad at drumming.

Hey, look at what I'm going to buy.

Yup, the tt200s, as much torque and power as your beloved technics, but a bit more wow and flutter. But that's perfectly fine since it's less than half the cost of technics.

This is just an average mixer, eq 3 and 2 channels. I hope to upgrade to rane...haha...that wont be anytime soon.

That's the one I really want, maybe If the dj store has low security.

Hmm...I wonder where I got the money to get that stuff?

[edit: I realize this song wont appeal to most of you. Trance is weird as it is and that song may be an aquired taste it seems. New songs to come soon, once I get my sister to help me with html. =(.   ]

For those of you who miss the old song, I'll try to get you it, just ask me for it. I decided it's time for a change, Summer is coming, we don't need serious/sad music. We need TRANCE! A lot of people think it's wierd, but I like it. I just...do things better, it speeds up everything it seems. It's good for many things as me anri and nina were talking about. It's...work music, excersise music, doing dishes music, and various other chores music, and lastly...sex music. Haha, where's that video, oh here it is.

http://www.big-boys.com/articles/speakers.html

Trance is club music, y'all know you wanna dance, right here right now. =]

People come and people go. Am I turning into more of an ass? I noticed it last year and I made it a goal to return to the some what nice guy I was at the beginning of freshman year. This whole mess is the product of my choices. I mean a lot of you had something to do with it, but ultimately the choice of direction was in my hands. Is it salvageable? Definetly. Do I want it? Not really. I really like how people think I'm wrong before I even say anything. And a lot of times when I'm right I just sit back and let it go. The only way for people to realize I'm right about something anyway is for them to do it their way and hit a brick wall. I'm definetly not saying I'm always right...but jesus christ I'm not an idiot...don't label me right away. Is it because of my grades? How many times do you think I've tried in school, hmm? It's hilarious...haha...and a lot of you are reading this thinking, wow, this guy is absolutely ridiculous. You really shouldn't do that, because I have some issues right now and I might do something crazy. Don't think I'm serious? I know I'm weak, but there are many ways which are available to me that can make me temporarily strong, if any of you know what I'm talking about. I should be more blatant from now on since people are always sitting there like..."wow, that didn't make any sense", well if you took a little time to think about what I was implying at all instead of thinking, "it's levi, it has to mean nothing" then maybe you'd understand just a little bit. All I wanted was to live life taking things as they come, shrugging off the problems and indulging in the pleasures. But huge problems developed and threw me off track. I'm going crazy, there are a few things I think could help me, but because I'm me, they will never happen. How can I fight this battle which I feel I need to fight when I can barely get myself together. I think developing a habit would help. It could either give me a reason to justify my status, or it could give me temporary release from these bonds.

Some of you are so fake.

This song made my heart drop when I heard it, so here it is, enjoy.

Here's what people thought and or pictured:

me: no comment, I'll keep my thoughts about this song to myself.

iNsaiNeLyT a L L: its wanting something, then realizing you can't have it, but still remembering what it is - even though you cant have it (amazing?)

squishjelly: this song reminded me of war
squishjelly: the pianist sitting as his piano while he plays on amongst the chaos

squishjelly: no now in my life
squishjelly: im kinda void of pain

squishjelly: but i saw myself yelling at my brothers
squishjelly: saw some fields and angels(most helpful girl i've ever talked to)

dawnory: i didnt picture nething
dawnory: but i thot bout love(gj gj)

aaarghwtf: ever seen real ballet?  then you'll know that theres deep emotion you can express lol hmmm well... its kind of a nostalgic song... or a really really bittersweet experience

ZiggyMkcooL: i lyk

rEdAmAzOn1389: well...im a hopeless romantic...so i picture two lovers together, for the last time, and this song puts into words what theyre feeling about leaving eachother
rEdAmAzOn1389: it almost makes me want to cry

Thanks to everyone that has responded, I enjoyed all your insights.

My baby, I think I might have to let her go.

"We talk online for like 2-3 hours a day, I'd say it's getting pretty serious."

"I'm getting kind of POed because she hasn't sent me a full body shot yet."

-Napoleon Dynamites brother.