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Name: Briona
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Mansfield
Birthday: 6/20/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: Drop Dead Gorgeous, ICP, From First to Last, Mindless Self Indulgence, A Love Like Pi, A Heart Well Ending, Flyleaf, Audioslave, Evans Blue, Headautomatica, Atreyu, Bullet for My Valentine, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Hollywood Undead, Tech N9ne, 30 Seconds to Mars, Death Cab for Cutie, Test Icicles, Marilyn Manson, Underoath, White Stripes, The Postal Service, Femme Fatale, A Perfect Circle, Slipknot, System of a Down, Avenged Sevenfold, HIM, Nickleback, KottonMouth Kings, No Hollywood Ending, Coheed and Cambria, Korn, POD, Disturbed, Matisyahu, Metallica
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Sunday, April 30, 2006

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

hey yall wats up? nothing much here...my baby just called me!! so im happy...i got everything i needed for the military ball today...its on FRIDAY...and i cant wait...its gonna be sooo much fun...things werent doing so good for a while but im better now...im trying to be my old self...but its not working...im sooo glad i have michael though...i dont know wat i would do without him...well ya actually i do...id still be obsessing over someone who hurt me...someone i want to forget but cant...michael understand though..i think...but ya...god ive cried so much lately...i hate it...i cried infront of michael on sunday too...and i hate crying in front of people...not very many people have seen me cry...i need to get out more and hang out with people...im gonna start hanging out with amanda and her group more...and then with karina and my other friends...and of course michael...i love hanging out with him...i love kissing him...i love it when he holds me =] i hate it when people say shit about u behind ur back but dont say it to ur face...me and karina are having to deal with a bunch of bitches talking shit about us...well they didnt use to talk about me...but NOW they do...mother fuckers need to shut the fuck up...or come say it to my fucking face...i mean damn...and one of them was saying she was gonna come up and punch me in my face...BITCH i wanna see you do something...seriously...ok im good...lol...when i got home i wanted to punch soemthine...i was sooo pissed...ugh...and then it got even worse...but then it got bettter...and i felt like such a bitch...i get all mad about stupid little things...im glad i didnt do anything stupid...cause i soooo wouldve regreted it...i hate it when u do one thing wrong and then u gotta deal with peoples shit for ever...i mean damn...people are still saying shit and giving me evil looks cause of the whole jeremy thing...GET OVER IT...seriously...that was over two months ago...and again if u got something to say then SAY IT TO MY FUCKING FACE...ugh thats the one thing that pisses me off...can u tell?? haha...so ive actually written a lot today...unlike the other days...i hate having depression...it sucks...and i dont take meds for it...so i act sad all the time...even when im happy or having fun...so it sucks...i wanna go to the movies...anyone wanna go? i love my song on here...and i like the video...im sooo bored right now...im listening to fall out boy...michael doesnt like them...hmmm i like there lyrics...well i think im gonna go to sleep now...love ya bye

     

     

bye-bye i love you michael!!!


Thursday, April 20, 2006

Gauge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor, with my heart my skin my kiss, stand back drop to your knees, ill stand back as you bleed with my heart my skin my kiss. This blade it feels so cold, baby hold me while im shaking. This knife has pierced my soul, i sit alone while, I'm shaking And yes I'll laught out for you, with blind eyes, I'm shaking...Gauge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor, Sweetness loves me , tastes me, hears me. Stand back drop to your knees, ill stand back as you bleed, Sweetness loves me, tastes me, hears me...This blade it feels so cold, baby hold me while im shaking, this knife has pierced my soul, I sit alone while im shaking, And yes ill laugh out for you, with blind eyes I'm shaking...Now take me out of this place... Now take me out of this place...OUT, take me out, take me out, take me out......


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Small, simple, safe price
Rise to wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut which scabs and dries and flakes and heals
And I'm not afraid to die, I'm not afraid to bleed
And fuck, and fight, I want the pain of payment
What's left but a spill of pygmy sized cuts
Much like the slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, helpless cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife

         


Saturday, April 15, 2006

See through the wreckage
Into the fire
Inside my heart
Bullet to the head
Soon you'll be sleeping silent
Pull this trigger to your antidote
She's dressed to kill
I don't know what to wear
She's dressed to kill
She had the eyes of an angel
With a heart like a traitor
And a gun with a trigger
In her hand pointed at her
We always knew you'd go up in flames
We always you'd go out with a bang
We're going nowhere fast
Your just jealous
Yeah