 Steph said yes! Yay! Hehehe.
I been feeling weird lately. Like sorta depressed. I just want to be stranded on an island with no one else but me. I don't know why. I want to meet Ann and Erin..but I'm scared to. For anyone reading-Ann and Erin-Erin Levon, not Erin Thompson lol are my half siblings I was kept from my whole life. I'm just scared they'll reject me.
I want to play this song to my ex-friend. She never understood me. Her name was Jamie P, for the record. Here's the song. Its called "Welcome to my life" by Simple Plan.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room,
with the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming,
No you don't know what it's like, when nothin feels alright,
you don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to be lost,
to be left out in the dark,
to be kicked when you're down,
to feel like you've been pushed around,
to be on the edge of breakin down with no one there to save you,
no you don't know what it's like-welcome to my life.
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feelin so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate,
are you sick of everyone around, with the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
when deep inside you're bleeding.
No you don't know what it's like, when nothin feels alright,
you don't know what it's like to be like me.
No one ever lied straight to your face,
and no one ever stabbed you in the back,
you might think I'm happy but I'm not going to be okay.
Everybody always gave you what you wanted,
you never had to work it was always there,
no you don't know what it's like, what it's like...
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