| 126.god i hate myself. why must i always indulge in such gluttony?! now i feel gross and i'm a fuckin failure. i see food and i eat it. even when im super full. god.
gross intake today:
b: nth
l: nth
s: pork chop with noodles (400)
chocolate drink (250)
chocolates (200)
marshmallows (50)
chicken fillet (300)
rice cakes (80)
tempura (350)
TOTAL: 1650. fuck.
WILL START TMR.
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| 126.gah im suddenly eating massive amounts. near binging. its like i reli want to eat but i dont even care to stop myself. tmr is a new day. must get laxatives to clear my system tmr.
ive had over 2000kcals today. it reli was a crazy day. i think i just needed a day of letting go. im writin down my intake to remind myself how gross i am. i'll start again tmr.
b: slept thru
l: noodles (750)
d: sushi (450)
dessert (250)
chocolates (450)
biscuits (100)
chips (150)
TOTAL: 2150 kcals WTF IS WRONG WID ME?! NO MORE.
plan for tmr:
(wake up at 10)
- do aerobics + pilates (-250)
- b: special k bar (88)
- l: soup (220)
- d: nth
TOTAL: 308
grand total: 58 :D
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| 124.i have no idea how im losing weight hahah. but im still happy. yay 124. so i kinda lose 1lb every 2 days. hopefully this would keep up. still havent been doin any exercise hahaha. oh well i'm still happy. im hoping to be 123 by monday.
intake yesterday:
b: yoghurt (50)
l: rice with tomatoes n veg (400)
s: 1 small cookie (40)
d: a few pcs of pork n duck n some rice (300)
total: 790. not too bad. but could have done better.
today:
b: nth (slept thru)
l: nth
d: tba
s: tba
total:
im out on a date tonight and we're goin to the movies. i know i would get popcorn :( n a diet coke of cuz. dunno what we're havin for dinner but i'd keep it light. |
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| 125.yay cant believe i maintained 126 yesterday and lost another lb today :D i ate less yesterday and that's all hehe. i ate very little today so hopefully 124 tmr. im not doing any exercise yet but i will startin from next wednesday. yes i will. yesterday's intake:
b: 2 bites of bread (30)
l: abit of pork n 2 tbsp of rice (150)
tofu (100)
s: sausage bun. yuck. (400)
d: abit of tofu and pork (200)
TOTAL: 880kcals :D
today's intake:
b: 2 tiny slices of salmon (20)
l: 4 slices of pork and 2tbsps of rice (180)
s: nth
d: nth
TOTAL: 200. YAYYY BEST I"VE EVER DONE RECENTLY.
must keep it up tmr :D |
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| 126.yay i lost 2lbs since yesterday.altho i had unhealthy food. this shows that i can probably lose weight fast since i gained it all super quickly. yep.
yesterday's intake:
b: nth
l: nth
d: a few onion rings (150)
rice with meatballs (350)
abit of chocolate and egg salad toasts (100)
bubble milk tea (300)
s: 1 scoop icecream (100)
total: 1000. probably sounds like alot but its not bad for a binge monster like me.
today's intake:
b: nth
l: nth
s: soup (100)
special k bar (88)
d: tba
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