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| So, it's been a while, I know. But I've been really busy, and I'm not getting any feedback...So I guess we'll try this again. Leave some comments, and I'll try to post more. After all is said and done
I still think you're amazing
I still cherish every moment
I spend with you
Every smile you've broght to my face
I'll forever be thankful
That someone like you
Was brought into my life
Even though you were taken away so soon
You were my miracle
You were the fairytale that I got to live I can't talk to you anymore
It's not that I'm mad at you
It's just that when I talk to you
I realize how much I love you
And when I realize how much I love you
I realize how much I can't have you
And that just really hurts The truth is I miss you
With all of my heart
And I can't stand the sound of your name
Because it hurts too much
The fact that I may never see you again
Makes it even worse
I was and still am
Completely and utterly in love with you
You always know how to make me smile
And not one of those fake smiles
That I always have on
But one of those that when you're around
I can never seem to get rid of
And the worse thing is
I miss you
And I'm scared to let you know about it I don't think you're leaving
I think you're running
And what I can't figure out
Is are you running
Towards something you want
Or away from something
You're afraid to want? You know how I feel
The rest is up to you. There's just something about him
That just won't let me give up. You can't be "just friends" with the guy who amke you act like a clutz in his presence;
Who causes you to stumble over your words.
You can't be "just friends" with the guy that you fell head over heels for. Maybe I'm not over him.
But maybe I don't want to be.. He'll drive you crazy.
Just because he knows he can. It's like they think that they can just flirt with any girl in a skirt
And drool over any pretty thing that walks into a room
Kiss another girl and say they're just friends
And just watch your heart break into a thousand pieces
And now say a thing about it. I'd take you back in a heartbeat
Even thoughI'll remember all the pain you caused me. Maybe they are right
Maybe I did get my hopes up too high
Maybe I was way over my head
Maybe I am the stupid one
For ever thinking that he really liked me
But maybe
I"m just tired of being alone.. If you asked me if I would do it all over again
Knowing that I would get hurt in the end
I would say yes.
Just to be close to you. When I think about you I get butterflies in my stomach
Just because I know that you love me. | | |
| NEVER let a guy know that you like him.
Because then he knows that whatever he
does; you're still going to love him.
And he is going to mess with your heart;
until it breaks in half. </3 You want know the complete and honest truth? Im not over you Wanna kno what else? I probably will never be I gave you a part of me that I can never get back </3 How can it be that two of the greatest friends in the
world can go from being each other's everything
to falling apart and becoming absolutely nothing. Its scary to know how much you mean to me And how much I would give up to never lose you again. don't call me obsessed when im
only scared of losing the best thing
thats ever happened to me ....<333 I really think theres a reason that I like him so much...like something is telling me not to let him go..everytime i follow my heart it leads me to him..i mean what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am I see him and I cant help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he broke my heart..and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me..why then did i still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much... This past year of my life has been like
This wide-awake nightmare of conflicting emotions
But no matter how bad it got one thing kept me going
Us, our bond, our connection, whatever you want to call it
It made me feel like I wasn't alone
Like I was part of something special
So I'm not whining about being friends or not being friends
It's just that for the first time in my life
I'm not feeling that connection anymore, and it scares me i'm tired of being told i'm wrong
i'm not a dumb kid. i know what i'm doing.
i'll make my own mistakes
and i'll live with my own consequences Life is all about trusting your feelings,
taking chances, losing and finding happiness,
appreciating the memories, learning from the pain,
and realizing that people always change. i can see it now. five minutes pass.
ten minutes now.. he still hasnt called. i
know it'll ruin my night. & possibly even
my tomorrow. its this vicious cycle i go
through everyday. ill stare at my phone
..just stare at it. hoping that it'll ring.
hoping that something good will happen.
but we both know im wrong. nothing good
can happen.. at least not now if you think he's the one you want,
the one you love,
and the one that can make you happy
no matter how long you've liked him
and no matter what other people say,
you should keep trying and waiting.
you just dont understand do you?
every time i talk to you it gets worse.
the little butterflies, my stomach dropping,
the spinning, the feeling like every is all right.
those never stopped. they keep coming back.
and no matter how many times i try to forget about you.
it never helps. For some reason, i just cant figure
out which one im in love with,you ..
or the memories When the one you care about the most,
could care less about you...
When the one you gave your heart to,
throws it in your face--
I'll be there.
When the one person you trust betrays you...
When your heart hurts so bad you can't even breathe,
When you just want to crawl up and die--
I'll be there.
When you start to cry, after hearing that sad song...
When the tears just won't stop falling down--
I'll be there Without him she is torn apart
& full of pain that no one can see
& at night all she can do is think of what will never be
When she finally falls asleep she dreams of him
his sexy smile and the way he makes her laugh
This is the only time she is ever truly happy
because in her dreams they`re not just friends
he loves her back
She wakes back up and knows she has to face reality
he does not love her, the dream is just a cruel joke
Played by the crushed heart he doesnt even know he broke i remember every word you said okay?
I'm not naive and I'm not that stupid.
I've been broken before. I can deal.
I'm not scared of moving on with my life.
What I'm scared of is that I'm going to realize
somewhere along the road that
you were and still are my life It's really pathetic how I keep trying to
hold on to something that's not coming back
when you cant stop smiling after you talk to him
`nd you still get butterflies in your stomach `nd
that huge smile across your face every time you
see him, that let`s you know he will always mean
x.://* something to you_____x33* people say 'why do you still love him?'
and honestly. i dont know. but
theres just something about him and
i just cant let him go you know he's something special'
when no matter what kind of mood your
in, he can always manage to make you smile . always tell someone how you feel. mean what you say & say what you mean even when its hard because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye but regrets can last a lifetime. | | |
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My pain you'll never know.
My feelings i'll never show.
The past remains nameless
& yet you think you know.
For some reason you always seem
to win my heart over anyone else..<3 dont let anyone ever promise you that they won't ever hurt you because at one time or another it will happen. the real promise is if
the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.
sometimes things have to fall apart, to make you realize just how much you need them to fall back together.
I may be confused about a lot of things but I know that the only time Im truly happy is when im thinking of you
There are moments in my life that I will always remember, not because they were important, but because you were there.
I may not be with him, but he's still my world. He's still the one thing worth holding onto. The true test of love is no matter how long you two go without talking, he will always find a way back into your heart. No matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. It's the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. It's those times when a song comes on && immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, needing him. It's the phone call you get from him at 2 in the morning. Just knowing he thinks about you, and he has never forgot the memories you two have means everything. Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe there be be another "us" give you the strength to hold on that much longer. You never realize how much you love something until you lose it, and you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back...
I've never been scared of someone before. Sometimes maybe a little intimidated, but never scared. But you, you scare me, with your beautiful eyes and your amazing smile. I'm so scared that I will want you forever.. && you won't even notice...
i swear i don`t wanna love you
but you are making it hard not to ...
I don't want to admit
it, but I really do miss you.
ohhkay so.
ive finally come to terms with the fact that im not over you.
i still have so many emotions towards you and i might never get over it.
i cant explain why i still do though.
you lied to me, you treated me like crap, and youve already replaced me.
but somehow i just cant get over you.
not right now anyways. Rory: Dean!
Dean: What?
Rory: wait!!
Dean: why?
Rory: Because i love you, you idiot!
-Gilmore Girls <3 Her: your a REALLY bad liar. did you know that?
Him: no, i lied really well. remember when we were going out and i told you i loved you
I try to talk to you, but i don't know what to say.
I'm afraid you don't want me to say anything. So i
don't. But inside of me, there are words waiting to
come out & tell you how i feel ; like how much i miss
you, & how much i love you despite my broken heart, &
how i need you in my life, & especially how much i
want you. But those words will forever stay in my
heart, locked inside. Sometimes i wonder if there
are words locked inside you too, but i'll never know..
Go ahead, go out with her,
doesn't faze me a bit.. but don't
come crawling back, complaining
when things don't go right for you..
you had your chance with me, &
I'm long over you by now <3
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| && all I need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms, look me in the eyes && tell me you won't ever give up. You && I never had it easy baby. We had to work so hard && every time it feels like we’re going to make it. That’s when it all falls apart. But baby;; I’ll take my chances with you.
i want to dive head first into your arms,
give into your good looks & charms.
sleep all day & love all night,
forgive every stupid, petty fight.
i want to do more than sit & remember,
i want to relive all the moments
that you made me shiver hold my hand.
brush the hair off my face.
whisper in my ear.
hug me when i'm cold.
offer me your jacket.
i don't care how you do it,
just show me that you care. I don`t want a lot for Christmas,
There is just one thing I need.
I don`t care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you. Inside I built a wall so high around my heart, I thought I'd never fall.
One touch, you brought it down
Bricks of my defenses scattered on the ground
And I swore to me that I wasn't going to love again
The last time was the last time I'd let someone in You will always be a part of my life
A happy memory, a good laugh, a tear or two
I won't forget you <3 Just Tell Me How YOU Feel
Cause' I Can Handle Being "Just Friends"
But I Just CANT Handle You Leading Me On.... Guys fall in love with girls they are attracted to.
Girls are attracted to guys they fall in love with. oh you didn`t crush me ..
you just completely destroyed me
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| everytime i want to give up on him
theres always something inside
telling me to just give it time i still believe you and me
will find ourselves
in love again<3 &it just breaks my heart to see wht
youve become theres no way i could ever look
into your eyes and
tell you i didnt love you Everyone says to give up on you; but they dont see you like i do; your the one who broke my heart; your the one that made me cry i still love you && i dont know why.... | | |
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