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Name: Derek
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Metro: Oshkosh
Birthday: 7/18/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: STAIND!!!, Dead Kennedys, Armor for Sleep, Taking Back Sunday, The Distillers, Still No Name, NOFX, MISFITS!!!, Wolf Pack, Motograter, Mushroomhead, OLD old old old old Slipknot, Mudvayne (old as well), As I Lay Dying, Bleeding Through, Kittie, Strata, Finch, System of a Down (sometimes), Anti-Flag, The Casualties, Black Label Society, Lamb of God, Stutterfly, Fall Out Boy, Disturbed, Less Than Jake, Reel Big Fish, Blink 182 (old), AFI, Chronic Future, Deftones, Senses Fail, Soilwork, Stone Sour, Korn (very old Korn), Lost Prophets, Flaw, Theory of a Deadman, At the Drive-In, Days Away, Blue Oyster Cult, Creedence Clearwater Revival
Expertise: Writing, guitar, drums, keyboard, drawing, making jokes, making sure women always come first
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  AbstractRomanceX
AIM: AbstractRomanceX
AIM: AbstractRomanceX
AIM: AbstractRomanceX
Member Since:
5/4/2005
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Auden and Skyler
Risking it all for Love
July 20, 2005
I cried when i saw this, i think it's beautiful
"The Truth About Heaven"
Walk past my grave in the dark tonight,
Saw the stone and the note you left for me,
to answer your question I just had to leave,
I just had to leave,
But that's not why im here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I want to find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you,
Found my way back in the dark tonight,
Couldn't wake up not right next to you,
I'd trade forever to just hear you say the sound of my name,
But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I want to find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you,
Don't believe that its better when you leave everything behind,
don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die,
don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I want to find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
Auden, along with his boyfriend Skyler, were found dead in Skyler's room this morning, the 20th of July. Amongst their bodies were painkillers, alcohol, and a 9mm.
"If me and Auden cant be here together, i dont want to be here at all. Im so stupid, how could i have let her find out about me and Auden. I cant just sit here and let him be taken away from me. Right now, im staring a bottle of oxycotton and a bottle of JD. These pain killers dont work well anymore. I want to be with Auden for ever, no matter what the sutiation is. I cant do that if his dad is taking him to London. I sould just end it now. I know doing this is going to hurt alot of people, but id rather hurt them, then live a life in pain. My parents need me too. They need to know how much ive grown up. Seventeen years is long enough. Im glad Auden is going to do this with me. We need to be together. We're ment for each other. No one will ever understand us but each other. This was ment to be. This Fate was ment to happen."
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I got a new Sn for Xanga, for all of you that care, add ALteredXRebeLlion | | |
| hey there, IM HAPPY! AND SOBER! THATS A FIRST! sorry bout that, here's some good lyrics for your enjoyment
Orgy Lyrics
Fiction (Dreams In Digital)
she's lost in coma where it's beautiful
intoxicated from the deep sleep, deep sleep
do you wonder what it's like
living in a permanent imagination?
sleeping to escape reality, but you like it like that
[Chorus:]
guilty by design
she's nothing more then fiction.
she dreams in digital,
cause it's better then nothing.
now that control is gone,
it seems unreal,
she's dreaming in digital.
she dreams in digital.
and your pixel army can't save you now
my finger's on the kill switch
i remember i used to compose your dreams
control your dreams
and don't be afraid to expose yourself
before i shut you down
you made some changes since the virus caught you sleeping
[Chorus]
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The daily bordness, and the daily "who wants to hang out"
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this song made me sad agian, i have it on my player down on the bottom if you wanna listen to it, its also like the perfect song to get high to.
It's All Good- Cold
Take another motherfucking hit of lsd
Let all the love inside the world belong to you
Well, I can’t understand just why you went away
Too young to feel the pain & bitterness of love
Well, I can never understand a motherfucking
Word you’d ever say
And all the people that you hurt
Came down on you
And I can’t understand just why you went away
I sat and waited for the day you’d come back
Home
But it was all good
Take a loaded gun and blow my fantasy away
Turn off the light and shine the spotlight
Down on you
Well, I could never understand a motherfucking
Word
You’d ever say
And all the people you hurt came down on you
Well I can’t understand just why you went away
I sat and waited for the day you came back home | | |
| Hangover.....
Call me or like let me know if perhaps you would wanna hang out | | |
| well i slept till one, which is right now. I can already see its gonna be a shitty day, i got nothing to do agian, so let me know if you like wanna hang out or something. Because im free everyday but Friday is what it looks like.
I dont know what to write about right now, so ill write later if i have anything to write about.
Out-
Derek
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How fucking cool is that, i post this at like 1, its now 9:30 and not a single comment, god you guys are so nice.
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| Well yesterday i bought some stuff with my money
i bought Day of the Dead special edition 2-disc DVD it rocks my sox like for hours
 This is the original poster when it came out in the earlish 80's
Then i also got Aqua Teen Hunger Force Vol. 3
 Thats what it looks like, it's the ultimate stoner DVD.
And i also got Misfits cd Famous Monsters
 Good Ass CD!
Well anyways, i have nothing to do today, at least i dont think, IM me or comment something if you wanna like totally hang out.
Out Fizzle
-Derek
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HELL YEAH. IT'S PENNYWISE BITCH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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