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][friday][ ST JOES DANCE. yea... my mom ordered pizza for dinner. i ate with the family then went to Allen's restuarant(cuz his rents on a chinese food store, COOL!!!). we chiled there for a lil. waited for Jared to pick us up. We were at school at like 7pm. Me and ian chilled lookin around for people. We saw a hella lot of headz. we chilled outside with Jay, DJ, Dave, J-fritz, Geo, Allen, Rox, Rhea, Mel and others i forgot. i also saw Justine and Bobby, who i havent seen in like forever. We saw Mike in his hooked up mx-6. Seg and Grace dropped off Kristen p.. Dj and J-fritz were sellin glow sticks and ish.
Da dance was fun... Me and Ian mostly chilled with Rox, Rhea, and Mel. Introduced Mel to my swim teamate, Billy, who was a lil drunk. We also saw Phil, Mark, Jed, Dru, Katrina, and Aaron.. We also so Ringo in the cafe cuz he had torn some ligaments in his ankle and could barely walk. da music was hella hot... they actually played Stagga Lee- Roc Ya Body Mic cheq 1,2. there was a big ass circle that da Filipinos started up. Geo, Allen, and Me were breakn' a lil. J-fritz, Ken, and Dave were raving. it was tight. Too bad Beybee wasnt there to see me breakn. i also saw Eileen and Adrian at da cafeteria. geee....... wut else, i had thanked Justine personally for being there for my family during the time of my mom surgery. left da dance around 11pm, got home at like 1130, tried callin Beybee but no luck....well that's basically it....
][saturday][ hmm.... lets see.. my mom wakes me up at like 8 and tells me the computer crashed. so at like 10. me and my mom had to go to GATEWAY to get it fixed, and right now i'm using da old computer cuz it still aint fixed. after we dropped offf da computer, i had went to swim practice, nothing special there. then at like 3pm... called Ateh Tiine and talked to her for like an hour. just talked about college and stuff.
After that... talked with Beybee for like da rest of da day, but it was like an on-and-off thing cuz she was at a family party. Me and Jona(Beybee) talked till like 11pm er something.
][sunday][ OMG....... i had werk at like 7-12 today. i werked with Ateh Micah and Jarrette. It was hella slow but thats a good thing... righ?
After werk... me and Ateh Micah chilled on da seats at DD... she was talkin to her beybee(ryan) and i was talkin to mine(jona/ micahz sis). After werk, me and Ateh Micah walked to da pizzeria. we ordered a Lasagna and split it. Well we waited, Ateh Micah was doin da HeeL-Toe and walkin like she was drunk, and like a penguin... haha! we ate da Lasagna at Dunkin Donuts, haha. After that, Ateh Micah came over. We just chilled in my room. she was just lookin at my yearbook ,swim medals, MY BABY PICTUREz and stuff. She was over for like 30min er so.
After that we dropped her home. I walked her to her door and her lil sister, Mimi opens da door, she's so kyoote and adorable. Then as i come into her house, i see Beybee walkin down da stairs. She was lookin really pretty and stuff. She gave me a kiss and a hug and Ateh Micah was like "AWW...so KYOOTE!". Then I had went in to greet her tita and tito who were stayin there for the day. As Ateh Micah said bye to my dad, Beybee wanted to say hi. she was to lazy to get shoes so she just sed hi from da doorstep cuz she didnt want to ride on my back as we went to the car.. but yea... Sed bye to Ateh Micah...... KISSED Beybee goodbye.
now i have homework to do and swim practice!!! Then talk on da fone with Beybee agian!!
<3<3<3 9.21.03 <3<3<3
HAPPY B-DAY TO MARJORIE!!(REALLY BE-LATED)
HAPPY 7 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ATEH MICAH AND RYAN!! | | |
| Hella busy weekend... here's how it went down.
[friday] Ian and me went to the Mount dance. it was aiigh. nothing that great happened. We got to see Hya there. I havent seen like all this summer. she said that she looks like a brownie cuz of tennis. But actually..... she looks cute.
Me and Ian had left da mount dance at around 10. Ian had slept over that night. We was watchin like da whole DEBUT dvd, including da deleted scenes and ish. from like 12 to like 3am, me and ian had a "guy talk". we slept around 330.
[saturday] My mom let for cali that morning. she kissed Ian goodbye and thought it was me cuz i told her that i was sleepin on da floor. But yea she kissed me AND ian goodbye. like around 10 me and ian played HORSE on my hoop. he beat me(of course) 2 out of 3. We dropped him off at around 12 then i went to swim practice.
After swim practice.... i had to get ready for kuya rommelz party. I went to Jarrettes house around 6. Jay picked us up around 7. I also wanted some other people to go... "cough-cough"... ateh micah and nah. BUT NO!!! its all good.
At da party me, Jarrette and Jay were just in Kuyaz room on da computer and doin karaoke. There was also LECHON there too.. lolz. Well i also saw iB but i didnt realize it was him until he left. haha. its all good.
Me and Jay left around 11. we was goin to stop by Nah(beybee) and Ateh Micahs house but they sed no cuz da rents was home. so i got home around 1130. Talked to Nah a little... then slept at like 12.
[sunday] Well i had werk that day. it was hella busy and me and Ateh Micah were hella stressed cuz we slept late. but it was aiight. Nah(beybee) went to dunkin donuts to pick up ateh micah. Me and Nah didnt have a lot of time to chill but its aiight. we got to give eachother a kiss and hug.. so that was enough for me! That made my day.. : )
++HYA's SWEET 16++
This party was hella tight. Hya looked soo pretty in her sweet 16 dress. everyone was like "aww". She's like one of my best friends too!!. : )
Saw hella lot of headz there. i came a lil late though. but its all good. hmm... who did i see: Mary, Gabe, Angelo, Ateh Angelica, Marielle, Ian, Nicole, Mike. we all sat at da same table. I got to see Ace and Ateh Christina(who are in college) and Best.
Me and Mary had like a lil "buddy-buddy" talk. She's always there for me. I even told her eye-to-eye how much of a good friend she is to me, she's like ma sister(i never had). I felt bad cuz i didnt help teach her the Todo x3. Sorry Mary!!....
But yea, there was a lot of line dancing, alot of breakin'. And me, Angelo, Gabe, and Ian went outside to check out IPR'z cars. not bad... lancer, jetta, and civic. The Lancer has like 3Tvs in there.
Well everyone left at like 1030. i had sed by to Hya and Christina then i left around 11. after that, called Nah(baybee) and talked till like 1am.
|9.21.03| StefaN n JonA |9.21.03|
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| ][on Da TurntabLez- Surface- Shower me with your love][
Havent updated in awhile....
][friday][ hmm.. basically all i did was one of those long ass talks that close friends have. talked to Mary for a long azz time. She's really cooL!.
][saturday][ i had swim practice. but before swim practice, da swim team had to werk out. i ran like 5 miles that day. hmm... that night i really didnt do nething. I talked with Ateh Tin for like 2 hours. then after that me and Hya talked for like another hour. she is hella busy with preparing for her sweet 16 on da 21st. i had to ask her opinion about wat to wear for her party, cuz it sed "dress to impress" on da invitation so yea...
][sunday][ i had werk with ateh Micah. While i waited for her to get picked up, i asked her ish about her sister. and ya kno!. her sis seems really nice!.
WHO GOT THE DEBUT DVD?!?
!!!!!ME!!!!!!
For all those FiLiPiNos that dont have the THE DEBUT DVD, if ya want a copy, i can burn it onto DVD cd-r!! It plays on ur DVD player, NICE QUALITY. If ya want it, hit me up on my cell! | | |
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wats up everyone... just got back from clarks just now... well heres how everything went....
Well yesterday my mom had really bad chest pains so me and my dad had to bring her to emergency. They think it was a mild heart attack. I'm scared though cuz she is in the HOSPITAL and i cant do nething about it but pray she will be ok. But yea.. enough about that subject.
++Clarks Party++
HAPPY B-DAY CLARK!!!
After i was with my mom in the hospital for 4 hours, i went home and got dressed to go to Clarks. i dont even know why i went to the party.. My mom told me not to worry and that i should go to the party. so i did, so i could get my mind off things. BUt yea.. i got there around 5:30. hella lot of people there. When i got there, Steve, Billy, Mary, Jackie, Jon Jon, Gion, Chris and Nesza were there. Gion was the DJ. Thats pretty cool how Mary is chinese but she speaks fluently in Tagalog since she was born in the Philippines. Mikee, Ian, Jan, Johan, Robbie, Randal, Ateh Gillian, Ateh Tin, Nicole, and Tiff came a lil later. Me and Ateh Gillian had a long talk in the front of Clarks house. Yea a pretty long talk. Just talked about wat was goin thru my head with my mom in the hospital and how i felt for Nicole. But yea, i ended up crying and everything.
I tried talkin to Nicole last night. But that was a bad idea cuz i just got turned down. I even asked her if i just talk and she could just listen. she said i dont know. so i just left her alone. after that i started to cry. cuz it hurt. She thinks that i'm tryin to ask for her back. Thats not the case. I just wanted to tell her and thank her for everything GOOD she did for me this summer. And i'm sorry that i couldnt make it better and more happy for her. All i want is her friendship (and i know ex-couples cant just be friends right away) but i just needed to know where me and her stand. Cuz i dont want her to be out of me life. WE STARTED OUT AS GOOD FRIENDS AND WE SHOULD END AS GOOD FRIENDS. Thats all i wanted to tell her. She just needs "her space". So i'll give it to her. But when she didnt let me talk, i blew my temper. When Ateh Gillian, Ateh Tin and Mikee tried talkin to me about it and how Nicole needed her space, i was mean to them. AND I AM TRUELY SORRY FOR BEING MEAN TO YOU GUYS. you were just tryin to help. after i talked to them, as Nicole went to them.. i yelled " U WANT UR SPACE NICOLE, THEN I WILL GIVE IT TO YOU". that was really wrong of me. its just i was so mad at her not hearin me out. Well as Nicole went to walk with the girlz and Mikee, there was a lil drama outside. i really dont know wut it was about but it was settled. But between 11-12, Ateh Tin, Ateh Gillian, Gion, Johan, Jon jon, Jan, Ian, Christian, Rob, Randel and Me were all in the kitchen just havin a "wat if scenerio" talk. it was funny but i didnt feel much like laughin. At around 12, Me and Jon Jon walked Ateh Tin, Christian, Mikee, Mike, and Ian home. after that Robbie took me, Jon Jon, and Randal to Dunkin DOnuts. after that we went home. i talked to Mary-Grace at like 1:30, but just for a lil. after that... had a lil "guy talk" then we slept around 3am.
But i realize that i do need to change myself cuz i'm not only hurting the people that i'm in relationships with but also my FRIENDs. and Ateh Tin Ateh Gillian and Mikee are my friends and i did put them down a lil. So yea.... just need a lil "ALONE TIME" by myself and with NO ONE ELSE so i can think.
So heres wat i learned last night:
1. i get the picture that Nicole is NOT my friend.
2. i have to change for the better of me and the people around me that i care about.
3. Give Nicole "space" and not to bother her.
4. My friends (ateh gil, ateh tin, mikee, ateh gel, mary-g) are here for me when the times get bad.
5. you find love in freindship and your find freindship in love...
6. if you trully love somone, you would want them to be happy even if you not with them...
But that was my yesterday. if u dont care about nething else in the blog just read this...
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY MOM CUZ SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL AND SHES NOT DOING GOOD, BUT SHE IS GETTING BETTER. .
~Stefan | | |
| Well i havent updated in a hella long time. Lately its been alot of drama cuz of me. So my first part of my blog is dedicated to that "someone". So here it goes...
Yes.. i know i messed up. I feel so down now. I know i've sed and done some things that were really wrong. But i just wish she knew how i felt about the whole thing. I know i dont deserve to talk to her to tell her how i feel. But i need to tell her. Cuz there are alot of things going thru my head and in my heart. So i wish that she could just hear me out. And thats all i want. Becuz all these feelings that are going thru my head and heart are becoming too unbareable for me to just keep ito myself. i feel that she needs to know becuz we started out as friends, really good friends, and i still want some type of relations with her(friend, best friend, etc.). i dont want her to shut me out of her life becuz of a mistake. Everyone isnt PERFECT But i want her to know that i have changed, changed for me and for the benefit of people around me.
But i dont know wut i should do.... should i tell her how i feel or should i just keep it all inside and regret it sometime in the future cuz i ddint tell her right away??? I'm lost!!
Newayz... first week of school. it went ok. We had a bomb threat at st. joes on the first day and spent most of the day outside in the rain. I felt really bad becuz when we were able to head back to class after like 2hours outside of st. joes, i saw Ian on the bleachers and he was freezing cuz we were outside. i felt so bad i couldnt do nething for him. I didnt see him all this week besides the first day. I hope he is alright. But yea.... all my classes are alright... here's my schedule...
1 Spanish III- Ms. Rocci
2 Social Justice(Religion)- Ms Delliticoma
3 Acc. English III- Mr Martin
4 Lunch
5 Computer Science JAVA- Ms Sparacio
6 Acc. Physics- Br. Paul
7 Am. History- Mr Scarano
8 Algebra II- Sr. Anne
But schedule is pretty hard considering my English teacher gave me 14 pages to read and take notes on all those pages for the 1ST DAY. Its ok
Overall my week went ok. I did alot of thinkin about "someone" and about school. it was pretty difficult to concentrate on school knowing that u hurt "the one you LOVE". Yes, i did say the werd LOVE!!!. Yes... i did alot of thinkin about it. And yes... it is LOVE that i feel for her.
But newayz... thats my update blog for you... Holla at me with some epropz with ur opinion cuz i really have to clue wut to do! Thanks
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