Some people just make me laugh.

Where in the fucking world did they get their fucking driver's license for one thing?

And there are people that I don't know that they're even my friends any more. It just seems as if they're using me. I mean, money is of no object to me, and I don't mind spending some money on them. But it's like this, every time we do go out, and go drink or whatever, and I happen to tell them that I have no money to spend like that, and there they are, ordering whatever they feel fit to their cravings or whatever.

I'd have to say during these months that I have been back in VA, I atleast have spent over $2,000 on my so called friends. And it seems as if they don't give a fuck whether I'm surviving or not. It's just whenever they feel like going out, they'd call me to come out also, and BAM!! I'm stuck with the fucking check just because they ordered much more than what they needed.

Yeah, it's one thing when I say, "I got it," with the drinks, but to go out of the way, and order whatever they want, and then leaving me penny-less and not even with a buzz? I mean, come on... I call everyone out there, and happen to buy a couple rounds of pitchers and so forth, but then they have to get theirs before anyone elses, so they start to order shit that leaves everyone else in the dust.

Man, I just don't know anymore. Even with my family, I'm having conflicts with. I even fucking broke my new laptop, just because I was so pissed off about my little fucking brother thinking he's all badass just because he went to Marine bootcamp... BIG WHOOP! I don't give a fuck if anybody is in the Marines, I mean, yeah, they're getting their lives straight, but to brag about being a Marine, Army, Navy or Air Force, and thinking they can kick anyone's ass, it's really up to them if they want to start shit with me. The thing that I'm wondering about is, are they willing to die if they do get me to the point where I just don't give a fuck about anything.

There's a possibility that I have anger or mental problems. It just seems that I don't snap until somebody hits the right buttons, and I'll become this killing machine that will not stop until blood is spilled, mine or my enemy's.

This might seem emo or suicidal of me to say, but at times, I wish I didn't even exist even if I have experienced and met so many people within my lifetime, I would give it all up, just to leave this drama-filled world.

Everybody has a limit, no matter what anybody says.

It's just how long and when their fuses will extinguish that people are unaware of.

There will be more blood spilled

No one ever learns their lessons until lives are at stake.

How Vietnam Was Created   [Top of Page]

Vietnam, a nation located along the eastern coast of mainland Southeast Asia, has had a great and turbulent history. 4000 years ago, North Vietnam was a place with mountains, forests, and rivers where other natural things grew. In that natural environment, ancient Vietnamese inhabitant were living, from North Vietnam to South Vietnam and at other places in Vietnam, too. Most ancient people were living around the Hong River and the Ma River.

Vietnam First Dynasty  [Top of Page]

(The old time story)

     The Vietnamese history has had a story about Au Co - Lac Long Quan. Au Co gave birth to one hundred sons. 50 sons followed the mother to the top of the mountains to live, whereas the other 50 followed the father to a place near the coast to live. Another meaning for this story is to show how Vietnam became one strong nation at this time. The story also tells how Au Co - Lac Long Quan had decided to leave one of their sons in the village to control the hometown. Their hometown is Van Lang. The boy's name is Hung Vuong.

(Back to the real story)

     After more than 1000 years after the ancient people (or we can call the time after the Stone Age "BC"), the inhabitant populations grew and spread to every part of Vietnam. Near the Hong River, Ca River and Ma River 15 Vietnamese tribes were living. The 15 Vietnamese tribes were the strongest tribes at this time. The tribes compass were spread from Hong River to the foot of the Ba Mountain to the foot of the Tam Bao Mountain. In the tribes there was the talented leader, he put together all the other tribes and became a great leader of the 15 tribes. He called himself "king", that leader is Hung Vuong. Hung Vuong is the first king in Vietnam in the years about 3000BC. King Hung has named his Kingdom "Van Lang," (that means Vietnam in the present), King Hung set up the capital at Bach Hac (Viet Tri, Vinh Phu).

     His sons followed the Hung Dynasty. The throne was given from father to son, generation to generations. The Hung Dynasty has stopped after 16 dynasties. A lot of great wars happened in the beginning of second dynasty: Hai Ba Trung's revolution, Trung Vuong cleaned out the Han invaders, Ly Bi's revolution in Van Xuan, Ngo Quyen won the war in Bach Dang in the year 938..... Look at the time line to get more information.

Vietnam TimeLine

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The Later Story  [Top of Page]

      After the year 257BC, in the beginning of the new dynasty the first Vietnamese war was against the Chinese. The leaders of this war were the Trung sisters. The Trung sisters won the war in the year A.D.40. That was the first Vietnamese war. The second war was also against the Chinese. The third one was against the Champ, followed with the other wars: during the period of the Twelve Warlords, the Mongols war, the Vietnamese defended their country from the invaders from the others countries. By the year 1847, a French vessel bombarded Da Nang. In the year 1858, the French seized Da Nang. About one year after the French captured Da Nang, they also captured Saigon, which was on September 1859. More than two years later, the French controlled most of the part in the South of Vietnam. The French defeated the Vietnamese army and gained control of Gia Dinh and surrounding provinces on June 5^th, 1862.

After the French took control over South Vietnam   [Top of Page]

      After the French took control of Vietnam, it became a whole new country and also with a new culture and lifestyle. At this time, French forced the people to pay taxes when they buy salt, opium, alcohol, and land was collected, and to participate in a system of forced labor known as cover. At this time, the French opened a school to teach people how to read and write in French language. Many French companies were opened in South Vietnam. By the year 1945, the French surrendered because of the communist Viet Minh came to the south. After the French left, a new war started: the war between the communist north and with Vietnamese south. This war happened after the last dynasty Bao Dai. Bao Dai was the last emperor. Following the Bao Dai Dynasty, there was the president Ngo Dinh Diem. Ngo Dinh Diem was the first president, and followed him was Phan Khat Suu, until Duong Van Minh became the fifth president. He was president for three days only, from April 28^th 1975 - April 30^th 1975. On April 30^th 1975, in the war between the communist and south Vietnam our side had lost against the communist, and from that day until now our country has been conquered by the Vietnamese communist.

Some people just don't get it.

Yeah, clubbing is really fun, but it can get really expensive. And I, for one, cannot go clubbing every weekend, or go clubbing any time soon for that matter. But no, motherfuckers keep on pressuring me to go clubbing, and to go all out. I tell them that I don't have the money for that sort of shit at the moment, but they just don't get the message through their fucking heads.

I got bills to pay, and I do not want to fuck up my credit score, in any way. And it's up to them if they want to go clubbing every weekend, or everyday, if they want to, but when it comes down to it, what the fuck do you think they'll end up with? No money... Duhhhh...

I don't give a fuck if any celebrities are going to be at the clubs, because I mean, come on, celebrities are just fucking people too, and who the fuck cares if they sing, act, or do whatever they can do. They could be sucking dick for all that I care. It's not like they even give a fuck about people anyways. They're only out there for themselves, and making tons of money, and blowing it off on shit they don't even need, or maybe snorting up millions of dollars on coke. And people wonder why there has been so many celebrities "committing suicide." Or become druggies...

I mean, I could act, if I wanted to, and what? That'll make me famous? Yeah... Ok... Big deal... People make them famous, but without people, who will the celebrities be?.... Just people themselves... HA! 

heh... FUCK THEM! If I want to drink, and mingle, I can just either stay home, and drink by myself, or go to bars, and talk and run into people I know.

Clubbing is a waste of money... I mean, entrance fee and overpriced drinks? It's only good once and AWHILE! Not every fucking night, every fucking day, or every fucking weekend. If anyone clubs that much, then shit, all the fucking clubs are the fucking same when it comes down to it... Big building, loud music, whatever drinks you want, entrance fees, females, and what else? They're basically all the same, just different names, different guests, different bouncers, different girls, just different people, but on occasion, you might run into friends... Whatever...

Besides, clubbing is filled with tons of desperate motherfuckers thinking they'll get laid that night.

As for me? I'm not like that. I want a decent girl, not a possible alcoholic, druggie or  slut that I might bring home one night, that uses me for bullshit. I've already experienced those types. I don't want any more of them bitches...

FUCK THEM! ROT IN PISS, BITCHES! KARMA WILL HAVE YOUR ASSES FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME... I AIN'T GOING TO DO ANYTHING BESIDE IGNORE YOU ALL, AND FORGET YOU ALL EVER EXISTED. KARMA IS ON MY SIDE, AND I WILL HAVE MY REVENGE ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!

AND STOP FUCKING TRYING TO GET ME TO GO CLUBBING! I'll go when I want to go. I'm sorry if you people waste your money on that bullshit, when I'm buying new cars, and actual shit that is worth something. Not wasting my money on getting through the doors, and overpriced drinks that are basically watered down by the end of the night. And then hooking up with a girl that what? Might be a psycho-path? No thanks...

If you got the money for that sort of shit, then Y-O means, go ahead... I'm not going to get in your way. I'll do what I want... Get it?

I'm done, I'm gone... Enough said for today...

Quoting, 'Thai Viet G': "My motto still is, 'FUCK A BITCH!'"