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    Don't You Fake It
    By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
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    YES

    SO tonight I discusses with a friend of mine something I haven't really told anyone.... When it was before me senior year and I was contemplating college and whatnot I was deciding that I was going to go to Bucks county community college for a year and then transfer.  I at the time was going to this because of my financial state and I wasn't just sure if I could actually afford college.  My boyfriend at the time though was trying to convince me otherwise...  He was telling me that Yes I will manage to afford college because you'll have to take out loans and also financial aid will be there to help you.  I was still skeceptical to say the least.  He then proceeded to tell me over some time that I had good enough grades and great extra curricular's and I was a hard working Individual and that I would be able to do it.  So Finally in the beginning of my senior year I put in the one and only application to the school I wanted which was Kutztown..  Of course my mom and stepdad werent really supportive of that my mom did want me to go to bucks and my stepdad just kept saying I'll never get in.  But my Boyfriend was there and supporting me 100 % through it all.   Finally in the beginning of december I had heard from Kutztown that I had gotten ACCEPTED...  In fact the envelope said CONGRATULATIONS right on...  I remember calling him at 6 am when I got the letter.. He picked up and was like "what do you want? I'm sleeping..."  I had replied with a scream that I had gotten into Kutztown.. He had perked up and told me that was the best phone call he could get from me to wake him up to...  He in that time was so supportive of me.. Its now the end of my second year of college and we have long since broken up..  But if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here and I know it because it was him who helped me through it all the entire process and he was the only person who actually supported me at the time to make the decision and tell me that I could actually do it.  It is strange to think that if not for him I would not be at kutztown right now with some very amazing people... I hadn't actually told anyone this before and Wow it just feels so strange to acknowledge that fact that if not for him this wouldn't have been possible...  just WOW... He really was a stone for me in high school..  I realize now one of the reasons I loved him was because he was so supportive of my dreams and cared enough about me to make a difference.. 

Sunday, February 04, 2007




  • These PIctures Go along with tehsong down below
  • I mean I do'nt know what to say but here is something i really like

    When I see your smile
    Tears run down my face I can't replace
    And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
    How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
    And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

    I will never let you fall
    I'll stand up with you forever
    I'll be there for you through it all
    Even if saving you sends me to heaven

    It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
    Seasons are changing
    And waves are crashing
    And stars are falling all for us
    Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
    I can show you I'll be the one

    I will never let you fall
    I'll stand up with you forever
    I'll be there for you through it all
    Even if saving you sends me to heaven

    Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
    Please don't throw that away
    Cuz I'm here for you
    Please don't walk away,
    Please tell me you'll stay, stay

    Use me as you will
    Pull my strings just for a thrill
    And I know I'll be ok
    Though my skies are turning gray

    I will never let you fall
    I'll stand up with you forever
    I'll be there for you through it all
    Even if saving you sends me to heaven


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