HAPPY
because he broke up with her.

SAD
because he's sad.
and i dont want him to be sad.
it makes me feel guilty.

HAPPY
because the biggest dance of the year was on friday.
i looked pretty.?
i danced with friends.
i even got my bestest buddy josh to slow dance with me. (but that doesnt count)

SAD
because he didnt want to dance.
he didnt say good bye to me when he left.
i wish he would have.
that made me a little depressed.

i found this weird track of just Patrick being weird.

at one point he says, "Don't just look at her ass, eat it!"

and somewhere he's talking about making some character or something i guess and he says, "Come to think of it, I'm gonna make him bald and sweat acid. And I think I'm gonna give him weird bladder problems and romantic problems."

i guess they're warming up for a show or something because he keeps singing random lines. he starts singing Calm Before the Storm but hes like "Fuck it! Meow."

then they start making funny noises and they start laughing and andy's like, "What's so funny about it?" the seem drunk.

i didnt know Patrick swore that much.

it was awfully funny.

this thing is more like a journal for me because no one reads it.
but oh well.
i need a journalish thing anyway.
so yeah.
easter's tommorrow.
we're going to see my gramma and grampa.
i love them to death, but i dont really want to go.
i sorta wish i could just stay home for another week.
spring break was boring as hell.
my dad was being an ass and wouldnt let me go anywhere, i got sick, and it was raining like mad.
it just sucked alot.
i still need an outfit for tommorrow.
im thinking something purple to match my hair.
not like a lavender color, but a darker or brighter purple.
i dunno.
if i wear all black, ill get nasty looks from my cousins and what not.
but i cant wait to see their faces when they see my hair!
they've all always been perfect.
we've been looked down upon.
i blame my dad.....
not too much to be said about that.