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Name: Devonna
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/28/1989
Gender: Female

Interests: i like to go to the mall and hang out with my friends usually we see a movie and go to hot topic ohhhhhhh and i like to go to parties
Expertise: nothing really my parents said that im a good singer well so have alot of other people but me myself i dont think so
Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal

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Member Since: 2/9/2004

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

fallin

ok so i always seem to tell myself that im jhus havin fun and i dnt care what happens which is partly true. but the thing is i tell myself that i dnt like him but reality is that i do. i always seem to fall fer the worng guys or the taken ones lol. i think he may be havin problems with his girl but idk. the other thing is that there is this girl that is his child hood crush. i mean i guess he remembers everythin well she recently got single again and i know i shouldnt be jealous but i am. i know his gonna spitt his game now and everythin so idk. he is a talker and i know that but i just want to at least have the chance i guess. can i ever have the chance? i mean im not tryin im just myself but if ppl dnt realize that then i guess its their loss. haha i just gave myself advice and made myself feel better. neways ya so thats the situation right now. now my sayin is "2 can play this game"

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

havin fun

this feeling is weird. im not lookin fer a relationship or to be with someone. i just want to have fun but it kinda sux when the guy u want to have fun with has a girlfriend but she live in north carolina. theyve never kissed, never touched, infact never met soo can u really call that a realitonship? cuz i dnt. when i think bout it i do feel bad fer flirtin with him n stuff but he flirts back lol n when im around him i dnt think bout his girfriend. i seem to not care what happens. i guess the way im thinkin is it takes 2 to actually do somethin so its his move idk its just weird i guess. but my sayin right now is whatever happens, happens.i stopped holdin back im just havin fun. like they say "girls just want to have fun"

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

NEVER

i watched from afar

i continued to wait

you were always a hand-reach away

but i realize now, its too late

i said to myself i would move one

so i pushed myself into hanging out with friends

thinking i would forget about you next dawn

but all he has to do

is give me a smile

and then my heart stops, then gasps for air

like i just ran a mile

everyone says to forget him but

im still unsure, its all mixed up in my head

im scared of this emotion

this thing that spiraled out of control

the light at the end of the tunnel

is slowly growing dim

because i know now

i can never be with him

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

dude i hate when this happens everytime i like someone i know that they wont have ang feelings back towards me i dont know i guess it just sux right now i mean i try my best to get to know someone but it never works i guess you live and learn

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A DREAM OF YOU

i fell asleep on the beach

and in my dreams its you i see

its you i feel, its you i need

i try to see what you dont see in me

i saw a light in the sky

that shines so bright

what could it be? its thee i see next to me

in my dreams you will always be the one for me

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Saturday, November 05, 2005

hey everyone well nothin has been goin on lately just bordom. i just started my drivers ed training today and it sucked it was from 8:00-4:00 and that was the longest ive stayed in one class and it was fun but boring at the same time but i guess it helped that i had a friend with me well later

love always

devonna

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