Can not believe itI can not believe it was February 1st that I last posted to Xanga. But here is what happened: I have been on a project at work that took up soooo much of my time. I worked long hours at night and on weekends. Tomorrow I finish my final report and then I am off to a new assignment. Same building, same ministry, just a different branch. I am looking forward to it, but it will be quite different. I will be analyzing public policy and legislation for the province. Sounds impressive, doesn't it? Fact is, I kinda do not yet know what I am doing. But that is Okay. I intend to learn. I also have an ulterior motif and someday I will share that, but not now. In addition, I am very tired and need a break. I need a break from the intensity of the project and living life with tremendous obstacles that I do not have the freedom of making public. Hey....other than that I am fine. But that is why I have been too busy to Xanga (kinda sounds like a dance, doesn't it). Went to church this morning and just love being able to minister to others, where I had actually nothing left to give, because I felt I was not even able to receive anything. Nothing, nadda. YET GOD HAD SOMETHING TO GIVE to someone, so He did. HOW GOOD IS THAT! Don't ever believe that just because you feel like you have nothing left to give, that God has nothing left to give. 'Cause HE DOES! All I did was be the conduit. It was awesome. I have had that experience numerous times; have you? See ya | 
Well well well, it's almost May now and your last post was in March. NOW whats your excuse. 
Mine is LIFE, it takes you by storm sometimes, and just won't leave you alone! :-p Hope your April was a good and blessed one....since it's ALMOST outta here! I'm gonna try to post a little more often, be we'll see, no tellin what life has around the corner for me ya know! 
Take care Renny and God bless!
