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Don

On March 14, 2006 I told don that alot of my friends been telling me that they feel like i am drifting away from them. I said I have no clue what to do. The first thing he suggested is that we take a break. I had to think about it i had no clue what i should say. So i just said i guess. I starting tearing up. I was thinking to myself that why couldn't we still bf and gf but not hang out like 24/7. Then this morning i started to tear up again. Even though its just a break i feel like im going to lose him. I dont want that feeling. I cant go on without him in my life. Im like nothing without him. I want this break to be over now. I want don back. I went around school asking people what a break meant to them. 99% of them said that its the road of breaking up. But it doesnt matter what other people think. So im just going to wait and see if he comes back to me. Because if he comes back to me then that shows he really is meant for me. Don i would do anything to end this break and be with you again. Im starting to miss you alot. I guess this shows you how much i really do love you

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Today the 24th of February was a Awesome day. My dad took the day off just to spend time with me and spoil me. Hehe. I love him so much.<3. First thing we did was go to Peter's bakery to get some donuts and then went across the street to Rafiki's coffee. After that we went to the laundry place to dry our clothes. I never folded that fast in my life XP.Then we did the fun stuff. Went to Costco to buy the food for tomorrow. Then we went to Oakridge and bought me a outfit. Its so cute. Then we went to Eastridge to look for my dads jacket. Never found it =(.

The day overall was pretty fun. Spending time with my dad is the awesomenest thing. He really loves me. He is a pretty cool dad once you get to know him. Pretty funny to hang out with too. haha. Today was just a highlight of my day.

I can't wait till tomorrow though =D. My party is going to be a BLAST! Heck yeah mang i'm having a jumper there haha. I'm such a DorKo! Gonna have hecka food. My friends get to meet my crazyness family too. haha they will love them. I'm hecka excited. I want it to be Saturday already GOSH!. ahhh! well imma go now. so ill be back tomorrow to right about my party.

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Today the 21 I'm just a couch potato. I really like having a break from school. Haha so I can get away from all the drama and stuff. I really miss Don. Well at least I get to see him Thursday at Prymer. Unity day this Thursday! I'm watching Fat Albert. It's a very funny movie I think. I am actually in a good mood today. Stress free! I plan to wait for the repair man to come fix our dryer so I can wash clothes man. I ate a really late breakfast. I ate some ribs, carrot cake, and chocolate chip'n creme candy. Those are really tasty =D. I really can't wait till Saturday. My birthday Party! Haha yes sir my bday party. I'm going to have a jumping boxing ring. I really hope all my friends and family enjoy it. But i really can't wait till my real bday because I get to go out and eat.

Life is really bumpy at times. Sometimes I feel like I should give up. But I'm not that kind of girl who just gives up right then and there. It's pretty tough being the daughter that doesn't have the perfect grades or who doesn't think that she's making her parents proud. It actually kind of nice having friends that care for me. I just got to live life and do all my best to life it how I want it to be.

It's almost my BIRTHDAY.fa'show!

Oh my! My dumb computer finally let me on xanga XD. Well anyways imma talk about Sunday and today...

     Sunday was sooo much fun! Went to St.John church and met up with Priscilla and Shamaylen. We all went inside the church and was spying on Christian.LoL.kinda scarey XP. After Prymer met in the perfacus hall for the spaghetti feed out. Oh man me and priscilla volunteered to make the cotton candy.You guys think cotton candy is easy to make.Well too Bad It AINT! its so messy.But fun.We got to eat for free.After the feed out me,edriff,edgar,and his cousin walked to frosty freeze.Oh my! there hot fudge oreo is helluh good. Me and edriff made a dance. Me and him are like buddies now! he soo funny =]) After all of that we went to youth mass.Youth mass is so fun. imma go to church alot now.

     Today was like Don be tripping all day. AHAHA! man he walked me home and like slipped and fell on his butt.so funny. then he ran in the middle of the stop light just to get a fricken box.he so weird.but thats why i love him.I really hope Judy buys the stuff i told her to buy for camille. if she doesnt imma feel real bad for camille.Because im her secret santa.ill make her a card just incase.haha...i just talked to udy and she got camille stuff. so now i dont need to stress out. went to recovery today too. man im so happy i only missed 3. oh yesh im getting smarter! haha. but im still a dorko.

Oh mann! i am bloggin for thursday,friday,and today.forgot to blog on those days.

     Ok thursday was sooo much fun.went to PRYMER!go PIRATES!haha.anywayz...i brought don but he sed jenika did so her team got 5 points.soo mad.but oh well at least he's on my team.played this game which was so much fun.prymer is so much fun because it in courages me to go to church.so like tomorrow im going to the spaghetti feed out then the youth mass at 7pm.

     Friday was a fun DORKO day.i had thoughts about quiting polynesian for softball.but im not shurre yet.at lunch christian,don,raymond,and ryan were throwing trash at meeh.not cool.then that night went bowling with my step mom company party.we had to play with these other guys.it was fun playing with them but made me and my sis look bad cuz we suck at bowling.then this one guy his name is jason.he like took out his fone and thought that we didnt know what he was doing.but yeah he was taking pics of meeh.oh man stockers these days.i got like 5 strikes that night.so proud of myself.had like alot of pizza and 3 sherly temples.they are so yummy.had alot of ice cream with chocolate syrup.sooo hyper that night.dancing while ur about to bowl is fun too.XD

     Today me and sis have to put up tree but we too fricken lazy.i made pancakes this morning.i actually made them yummy for the first time.haha.had to clean the kitchen now it looks clean clean clean.now im playing the muxic and cleaning my room for my party on saturday the 17th.gotta make shurre the room is clean.just a couple of mintues ago i hit my ass on the corner of my bed.hurt like hell.gonna have steak for dinner tonight.yummy.then for the rest of the day chill and relax even though my sis not gonna be home.she going to her dads house.not cool.

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