RAAAAAAAAAWRHEETEEE.

i'm getting too gay.
i don't know if there's a way back.
to oklahooo-maaah.
why am i getting so gay i don't know why.
MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I'M SLEEPING WITH A BOY!
heetee.
i got semi-laid.
man.
sorry if i commented weird on your zanguhs.
or if you go all "WTF" on my comments, or friends of mine.
lalala.

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? and why not?

15. Do you want me, and if so in what ways (friend, boyfriend, fuck buddy, fellow ninja, etc)?

16. If you had me would you ever let me go?

17. Is there a song that describes me to you, or about you and me?

18. When you know you're about to see me do you get giddy like a school girl?

19. What physically sticks out the most about me?

20. Are you going to put this on your board and see what I say about you?

Currently Playing I Brought You My Bullets You Brought Me Your Love By My Chemical Romance Vampires Will Never Hurt You see related

=( Dear everyone,

I'm SO sorry I haven't updated my xanga in aaaaaages.

but here's the story.

I got together with christian--yay.

My dad found out--no yay. we had this big fight, and he kept saying how he hated fags, and how he was so disappointed in me, and i just kept asking him to forgive me, cause i love my dad and i dont want a broken family. he didnt accept me, but he didnt kick me out. i didnt want to be home, so i packed some clothes and knocked on christians door. being home with dad scared me, i felt like a victim or i just killed someone. i hated that feeling. now THANKGOSH. christian let me in, so i'm staying with him now. gosh ilovehim. mam isn't as angry about it as dad, so she still talks to me. sometimes after school i come back to get somemore stuff she talks to me, asks me if im okay, asks me if christians a nice guy, hows school, want some food. i'm going through some rough times right now... ifeel okay liking boys....but it's so much scarier when everyone's justLOOKING at you in the way that you know they know i'm gay! christians the sweetest guy there is...but i dont wanna live with him right now, i don't feel ready for the things he's thinking of....i'm a n00b lol.

xoxo adamachuchas.
merci pour le venin

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update: WOAH!!! 160 comments guys? I wish real life was this generous. I'll be trying to comment everyone back, thanks for the sweethearts who gave me some heart-talk, y'all huns. I've got a lot of schoolwork and Christian to do, I'll have a new post in a few days. <3