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Thursday, August 16, 2007

I can't sleep..obviously..I'm usually such a good little sleeper. I've been down lately and the frustrating part is..I don't know why most of the time. I mean, there are a few minor things that suck in my life right now..but those little things shouldn't make me feel like I do. It makes me sick, literally and I hate it. All I want to do is lay around and eat...and then, i get upset about that. It's dumb really. I'm hoping the fall semester will give me less free time to dwell on the negative parts of my life. It's just so difficult..in a way I feel fake because I'm always telling everyone to be positive like me..and yeah, on the outside I really am positive...but I'm tearing myself apart on the inside. boohoo to me...man up G

Monday, July 30, 2007

I'm taking a little break from studying for my midterm at 12:55 cause I'm just that confident in my knowledge of statistics. Ha! Actually, I'm just tired of reading. I feel like I know the stuff, but there's always a possibility of missing something. I always hate when I get a test and read a question that I don't know..but in my mind I know exactly where that particular question was covered in my notes. I try to see the page in my mind...but no luck. And then I'm like, crap, why didn't I pay more attention to that page when I was looking over this crap 15 minutes ago. Then when I'm done with the test, I'll pull out my notes to that certain page to check if my guessed answer was right..usually it's not and then I get all down on myself...even if I aced the rest of the test. So silly..school. I'm one of those people who ends up cramming before a test. It's like.. the pressure of time motivates me. I try to study days before the exam..but I get bored too easily and give up. I also like cramming because then it's all fresh in my mind. The only downside to it is..if I truly don't understand the subject cramming isn't gonna help. I'm one of the lucky ones...I can read over something once and remember it fairly well if I get the main points of the subject. If I have to teach myself, at the last minute, some complex problem or something that I have no understanding of..the probability of me doing well on the exam is pretttttyyyy low. But no worries on this exam. I'm good to go. But now its time for little Gina to continue her studying adventure.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Okay, so awesome, for a long time I wasn't able to post any entries but I guess computer challenged Gina figured it out. I've been living in Philly for the summer and I love it. I'm taking classes and doing very well. I got an A- in accounting 2 and I'm on my way to an A in Stat. I'm so smart, I can't get over myself.
Optimism is still the center of my life. I feel like it's so easy to let yourself slip into a dark hole of self pity...especially in college. I've had that happen once and the results weren't very wonderful. I go to the gym 4 times a week for at least an hour a day. I haven't seen a huge difference in these 3 months.. which kind of sucks.. but I do feel better about myself.. which is mas importante.
Lets see, I still work for the catering company but July is a slow so I haven't worked in about a month. Needless to say, I'm rather poor and have a lot of time on my hands. A decent amount of my friends live down here so ...I've been partying and playing guitar hero a little too much.. but whatev, it's college..and I don't have cable. My roomies and I are moving (again) this coming wednesday. I hate moving but I'm excited to get into the new place. I get to live in the finished basement. annnndd guess who's putting a game room down there...hmmm...could it be the girl that loves video gamessss??...maybeee. Do I sound excited??
I need to get to the beach. I was tan as shit 2 weeks ago..but my skin just doesn't hold it well. Sad really.. oh well, at least I didn't get sun poison.
I'm off to New Jersey tonight to chill with the Navy boys. I don't get to see them enough. It should be a grand little time.
alright, i'm doneeee
peace. G

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Shittt, I am physically..and mentally?...uncapable of expressing myself when opportunities present themselves!!
I gotta work on that

Thursday, April 12, 2007

I constantly go through phases. I get pumped up to do something..and in 2 weeks I move on to the next thing that I'm eager to do. It's been bothering me..I notice it all the time.
Setting priorities is a weakness of mine. I know what's important in my life..but sometimes (actually, most of the time) I pick the thing that's less important just because it's what I feel like doing. I have that option now, but when I graduate I won't be able to skip out on work cause I'm tired or because my friends are all going on a fun outing.. so i don't know. I need to cut these bad habits asap.
I'm extremely happy that the semester is almost over. My grades are beyond what I expected and that makes me feel good about myself. I worked really hard, it would be sad to see all that work go to waste.