ever since last sat nothing has been the same. In the last week:
- I was robbed
- Started waking up an hour to hour and a half earlier, not by choice
- Stayed at work til 9:30 for the first time since april, but then left at 3 on Friday, something I've never done before
- e-mailed India several times
- Left my apt at 7:30AM since I'm now working downtown - will be there for 3.5 months
- Started standing on the subway
- ate about 6 momofuku ssam pork buns
- Thought I saw someone from gov school at babbo; I still need to check since I didn't say anything
- Stopped some random person on the street, who I thought was someone else I haven't seen in years
- Most importantly, confirmed that I will in fact take FARE on the 25th, which means I will have no life until then
Learning that my apartment that I share with my roommate got robbed really messed my holiday. Not that I was using the days off last week solely to relax, but I had big plans of studying for the dreaded FARE section of the cpa. I obviously didn't get much done and my focus went to considering moving out of queens. As of now I think I might stay after realizing how poor I'll be if I move out. I only lost a couple things, my digital camera that I never use and a pair of ray bans I was looking to replace, so I really wasn't upset about what was stolen.
The fact that I now have to take FARE on the 25th sort of sucks, but I really didn't have much of a choice. I thought about moving my date to august but at my current new job assignment downtown, August is gonna be a horrible month. I also signed up to take another part in the fall, so if I don't take FARE before the summer ends, it means I'm gonna have to take 2 parts in the fall before sometime in Nov. My vp is gonna let me take up to a week off this month, but I still am worried I might not be as ready considering my lack of motivation to study.
Overall, this week has been rough and I think I'm even more confused about what it is I'm doing. I tell myself that I'll give myself a year, but with what I've gotten myself into, I think I'm gonna need to 2 years. When am I gonna finally realize what is going on?
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