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Name: Miss Dee <3
Birthday: 6/28/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: call me a shopoholic..Kiss me in the rain..true love..that special someone..starbucks **white chocolate mocha & chanti ko** walking around aimlessly like i have nothing to do.. :D
Expertise: heh..you dont wanna know ; )
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Spofish bebe
Yahoo:  PrettieD_CanTiK
Member Since:
7/5/2004
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| i have no idea whats going on with my year but this has been one of the worst year i have experiened..first my aunt died of breat cancer in april..then i fell in love with a person who doesnt give a shit about me..then my friend max was robbed and almost died about two weeks ago..and worst of all is that my grandpa died on thursday..i wasnt prepare for all this and im supose to be the strong one..the one who doesnt cry but i cant handle it anymore..i just wanna scream and cry..but i cant i dont know why..i feel like i have to stay strong for myself and for my mother..but this is just too much for me to handle..i dont know why but i feel like im still in denial because yesterday my cousins and i went shopping or black clothes for the viewing which is tomorrow and the funeral which is monday..it was like i was about to go to another persons funeral i mean i just cant except the fact that hes gone..my two cousins feel the same way..dewi was a little too stressed she couldnt find an outfit and its usually so easy for her to find an outfit but this time it was hard..i mean its her father and she just cant handle it..anyways i would really appreciate it if i had a friend to go with me to the viewing or funeral doesnt matter..i just need a shoulder to cry on and someone there to say its gonna be alright and its okay for me to cry..
the viewing is on sunday dec 11, 2-4 pm @ francis j. funeral home, 500 university blvd west, silver sping md 20901
the funeral is on monday at 11 same place just give me a call if you would like to go thank you! | | |
| damn this week has been soooo much fun! i finally found people i can trust, have fun with, and will always have my back i realized that today when we were playing football..tackel baby! anyways yea I <3 my KDC fam they are fucking awesome man! imma miss everything especially those days we stayed after school all night long..the inside jokes haha..but its not over its just an end of a chapter..thursday, friday, saturday and today were the days of the play and it was sooo funny especially today! thursday was okay opening night everybody was nervous as hell..friday i fucking fell on stage and yea it hurts! but i sucked it up (lol julie)..saturday was another funny day sam and david both fell on stage haha but nobody laughed what bitches! went to cici's pizza after words and i got my ass whooped by romula and ryan in air hockey! ill beat you guys next time! today was oh sooo funny! it was the last day and hahah sooo funny..the green room (its a room where we..all of the techies and actors go to before the show and talk and blah blah blah) today was very special cause alot of people made speeches and it was a nice moment..last day meaning the techies are gonna make jokes on the actors haha and yea i couldnt open the fucking closet door so i missed my que..and the recorder thingy we used was all messed up..julie, mahesh, john and mike were moonin people julie was like showing her boos and shit haha go julie! and omg i saw john's ass ewwww! he had the whitest ass i have ever seen hahah..mahesh had the most hairest ass ever! david sliped and his "balls" hit the latter and it was sooo hilarious cause he couldnt breathe and he couldnt get up hahah...chip got pissed off cause well one he is always pissed and two julie and everybody put way to much dirt and water on him during this one part..so funny well we were supose to go ice skating first but we couldnt cause they didnt have an opening so we went to davids house and played football...tackel baby and everybody was kinda suprice that me, alina and julie (the short people under 5"0) were like one of the best players..julie got her arm, knee, and ankle fucking messed up no idea who did it..but yea i was blocking shlomo and he fucking pushed me into the ground and then fell on top of me..i fucking messed up my knee! it fucking hurts! but i gotta suck it up! (lol julie) but yea it was cool..ate pizza after then david's mom took most of us home..me, shlomo, julie, john, duncan, and mike were about to walk but david's mom wouldnt let us oh well next time anyways i got fucking school tomorrow homework time bitches...peace! | | |
| at this moment..most of my friends are at the homecoming dance..and yea i was supose to go but i couldnt since i had no money for a dress even if i did borrow a dress from someone i still wouldnt have enough money for the ticket..and where are my other friends you ask..well they are at chris luty's party..the one im not invited too!but yea i guess were not as good friends as i thought we were..but louie asked me to come over..so nice of him..but yea i couldnt cause i had no way of getting there..well yea thats how my day way..ill update later when it gets better..which i doubt! | | |
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drama..thats the word..lots of drama..well what can i say its fucking high school! so yea now i dont really know who i can trust and who i can not..i mean if you cant trust your friends who can you trust? yea well as you can see my life is going terribly wrong but i try to keep a smile on my face and not think about it cause i have problems bigger than the high school drama..grandpa is back in the hospital and im just so scared because i dont want everytime i spend time with him feel like my last..he taught me the meaning of life and that everybody has a purpose in life..i dont know what ill do without him! yea well thats one of the shit im going and the other are a litle personal for people to know..i was watching HUMAN TRAFFICKING monday night and last night (part one and part two) the movie was about these terrible people who kidnap children especially girls and use them as prostitutes (i think i spelled that wrong) and they sell them over and over and over to usually older men! "cocaine, drugs, and pills you can sell them only once but little girls you can sell them over and over" the guy from the movie said that..i think this is just wrong! its like admitting two crimes kidnap and rape! geez how can these men live with themselve..how can they look at the child while rapping them..have they no heart?!?! i wonder what they see when they look at themselve in the mirror..this is just terrible! i seriously believe it should be stopped and they should make some type of law for it or something..
ugh anyways well yea..what else..i havent updated this shit in such a long time i forgot what else happened lol..umm yea the play umm no idea..we have like less than a month away..well last saturday hung out with brookie, marrisa, ryan, oscar, and i think his name is genesia (sorry if i spelled it wrong!) yea well we had fun well not as much fun as i thought it would be but it was pretty fun..we were helping ryan look for an outfit for homecoming..hes bringing his friend..damn i forgot her name again! but i know that she doesnt go to our school haha..well yea he got an awesome outfit! but at first be bought his pants for like 60 bucks but me and marrisa was like doode thats to expensive! so we told him to return it and we introduced him to aeropastale! he got his pants for like 20 bucks thats soo much better! well yea that was my weekend..and today was kinda funny..today at tech john had this stapler thingy to staple the wall..i dont know lol..yea well he was like stapling things and i have no idea who he was doing it to..and when he was trying to shoot it at chip he "accidently" (i hope) shot me! it went straight to my boobs..and i had a tank top on so yea..it hurt like shit! i had like tears coming running down my cheeck..but i tried not to cry about it and laugh..but tears just came from my eyes cause shit it hurt! well yea that was kinda fun lol..not really! but yea next week is homecoming week..the schedule is : monday=costume day, tuesday=no school, wednesday=twin day, thursday=pajama day, and friday=class color day..i am soo gonna dress haha! people are gonna be soo hilarious during costume day..ryan p is gonna be dressed "ghetto", ryan k is gonna be a princess hahah..., lory is gonna be chris luty, melissa and i are gonna be cowgirls! this is gonna be so much fun...sam piazza isnt having his party during homecoming anymore i dont know why! so i guess im going to homecoming..i just need to find a dress and maybe a date..i dont know i dont think i want a date..its to much trouble..well yea i think i said enough..thats all for now! have fun, stay safe, and use protection! haha..lots of love! | | |
| the week has been uh..i dont know..it had its ups and downs..but yea i managed like always..lots of projects due this week..leaders project (worked with loan and grace) was soo funn..went to loans house on tuesday when we had no school..fun fun fun..i havent spoken to loan in such a long time and damn she changed so much! the poster board looks fuckin' awesome! second project was the children book..worked with hermela..shes kinda nice but yea it didnt turn out the way i wanted it to..next time imma just work either by myself or with ryan k..soo much better! omg..for some reason i have been falling alot lately especially after school..last week i fell while i was on stage cause ryan p (i know i have alot of ryan friends lol) kicked me..well accidently..we were doing kung fu moves during drama after school..and yea i lost my balance like always and fell..kinda fun but it really hurt! ouch..poor me! and today lol..soo funny..it was raining today..so we (ryley, evan and i) decided to play and run around in the rain..so we were kinda like square dancing even though we only have like 3 people..yea well i got tired and wet! so i went inside and when i steped into the school building..i fuckin' fell! again! and it fuckin hurt sooo bad..i couldnt sit at all cause my fuckin' ass was hurt sooo bad! lol..evan was laughing sooo hard..bastard! i <3 you evan..your my hubby!
hmmm..what else..oh yea yesterday after school..julie, mahash, chip, candace (i think thats how you spell her name) brookie, ryley, and i were having a very nice and interesting conversation about yes..sex! hahah..soo funny..we were talking about our sexual experience and shit (yes people i am a VIRGIN..and im fuckin' proud bitch!) hahah..candace thats funny! and yesterday night i also spoke to max (havent spoken to him since i told him i like him) well..we talked online for like 30 minutes or soo..had to go to sleep..well i told him since i had the courage to tell him how i felt i feel like i deserve to know how you feel about the situation..so yea that didnt turn out very well but oh what the fuck..i mean dont get me wrong i do care..its just that im not gonna stress myself out becuase of boys..i dont wanna get hurt again..so im like protecting myself...haha soo corny! anyways no plans this weekend but i bet something is gonna come up..laura or someone is prolly gonna call me tomorrow or something if not..just gonna work on my stupid report and take home quiz..well have a nice weekend..dont do drugs..and dont have sex..well unless its good sex..but yea chao for now!
<3 Dee
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ my favorite song! by 3lw and as you can see i have it for my song! Thats right (2x)
(Chorus)
Sometimes I wish we were more than just friends
I know that I'm dreaming cuz
you're crazy bout her
sometimes I wish all the time that you spend with her
was with me instead I wish we could be more than friends
It's time to let you know just how I feel about you baby
(thats right) You drive me crazy (thats right)
If she ever lets you go then you know the deal
Boy you would be mine till the end of time
(Its the same dream) over and over I can see us
walking and holding hands
(you and me) closer and closer
If everything was different you'd be my man
(Chorus)
Sometimes I wish we were more than just friends
I know that I'm dreaming cuz
you're crazy bout her
sometimes I wish all the time that you spend with her
was with me instead I wish we could be more than friends
Waking up into the morning each day I think of you and
how I wish I were that special girl in her place (that's right)
Everytime you see me with a smile on my face
I just can't help but wish for the day (Its the same dream)
over and over I can see us walking and holding hands
(you and me) closer and closer
If everything was different you'd be my man
(Chorus)
Sometimes I wish we were more than just friends
I know that I'm dreaming cuz
you're crazy bout her
sometimes I wish all the time that you spend with her
was with me instead I wish we could be more than friends
More than friends (5x)
Thats right (2x)
CHORUS OUT | | |
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