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so long slayer club

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 05:16:39 GMT

well kids it's been a good starting the slayer fan club but i think its time to hang my shirt up it's been a fun 2 years since i started it and honestly i didnt think no one would have joined unless i had you at gun point but agian it's time to move on to bigger and better things i got a home out here in chicago even though i started out in california i miss my home (san diego) always repin' 619 but i come a long way. im going to enroll in collage and become a resercher/historian and see were that takes me i came i was and conquered and well i really enjoyed everything i written i this site i could see myself in a better light thankx guys for all peace

New Pad

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 13:27:11 GMT

well the new house is great i love it and it's pretty tight been throwing mad parties and well all i can say is you will find a bottle of liquor in every room pretty tight and i also got "a bitchin' Camero" lol which is prettynice it's an 89 and by taxes i have my eye on a 80' firebird clean as hell sky blue but im going to paint it black with the firebird decal in the hood it's going to be tight life is hard still worried about getting arrested damn the system well i got to go peace

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 19:24:42 GMT

SLAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there new album kicks ass (mostly a king album) but none the less a great album and a great way to bring back Dave Lombardo SWEET ASS SWEET we won the battle to all my slayer fans dave is back and better then ever

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 18:27:29 GMT

I wonder sometimes about life and what it is. People around “so call” “friends” they are nothing but moments trapped in time. Wondering why aren’t they real. So fake that it makes you sick why don’t we feel nothing can’t tell real emotion from the fake. So time numbs us from reality making everyday feeling like the walking dead. Hoping that one day will feel free from ours so afraid to be real. But can’t stop lie to each other but worst off ourselves. What is reality but something we hide from? With our fake lifestyles the way we talk, walk but no luck that when we are together we are none. To be true to ourselves is to be alone. How so? For I walk the line from dream to reality but to you this is another fake verse from my soul. But when it comes to me you really can’t see the real that bleeds from my eyes. Why are you blind or choose not to see what’s left of me. So you turn away and hide behind what makes you lie the mask, or the smoke that covers your eyes from the truth that you deny yourself. So just wait so I can just pour out myself. So you can devour it with the lies you vomited and keep me away. So you wont have to think about the truth I spited out. The thresh hole of pain that spouses out of me. To remove yourself from the people I love. To better myself to rise above the blood I spilled to save your own the exile I’m in to call my home to being with to now on my own. So what ever you know about me sell it because you really don’t know and your going to regret it. Wishing you were by my side to save my sanity, but really that’s my reality cause people come and go the kisses the wind blows from the ocean mist. It is when you realize that you can actually feel and yet you don’t if it’s real. So tell me what you really know about me……….

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 12:23:58 GMT

so yeah it's been a while since i posted something new well the other night i got arrested again i got sent to the station so im laing in my cell thinking when i was going to get processed and so i wait and and 4 hours later i finally leave the station the cop was nice enough to call me cab so i can go home i paid 100 buck in bail so yeah the yesterday i went to the county clerks office i paid off the other fine and so now i wait so i can go to court they are going to give me a new court date so yeah. on the fourth of jjuly weekend i went to the ill' river and so i was chillen smoking and being stupid in the forest on the fourth i saw some fine works my lady friend called me (she is 47) which was interesting she said she didnt want nothing to do with me anymore but that night she wanted to get a room so the next day she came into work i saw she was walking kinda funny lol we havent talked after that sometimes i feel like such a tool but oh well i got some lol yep so hope you are all doing well peace

Monday, June 19, 2006

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 13:33:39 GMT

To everyone that was expecting me to come out in july to cali i wont court was a bitch and the judge wanted to give me jail time (because im a Beaner) that and it was my second offence so sorry to all who had some plans for me out there sorry im truely am

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Wed, 24 May 2006 17:06:27 GMT

so i been clean for a while im not relapsing so thats good but i still need to keep my head high and look forward so hard beening alone here but it's for the best adios

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 12:41:51 GMT

UMMM Cocaine is a hell of a drug no i mean seriously im fucking addictedi made a commitment im stoping and along with weed and slowly with ciggarettes FOCUS FOCUS i need to quit my vices and hopefully i my nose will stop bleeding

Friday, March 31, 2006

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 10:56:27 GMT

So yeah being arrested isnt fun at all more or less funny as hell totally wasnt expecting it well it happenes to the best of us damn thoes warrents california is looking for me lol well i just sent a letter to the judge to ask for a plea let's see how that turns out life's been confusing locking lips with a co-worker hott milf lol so yeah....went from a weed state to a cocaine state people act so different ......kinda depressing so trying to keep my head up high going to get myself an RX-7 and trick it out going to be the fastest rotory engine in town i hope your all going good drop a line i can only go online so many times with in a month just too busy to get around to it well peace !!!

OH btw i think i just passed my two year mark since i joined xanga so woopee for me lol

Dad

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 10:54:46 GMT

i just got news that my father is being transfer to mexico and well what that means is he is getting out after 14 years of not seeing nor being around him he gets out this is going to change my life