[[ 1:14 PM ]] i got back from lake arrowhead yesterday.  it was my ferst retreat. i went with OCCA (Orange County Christian Assembly) nd made many new frens as well as memories.. =) ..im glad i went. well i goht there on dec. 24, 2OO3 ..my brother, mom, sharon, nd i drove up to the cabin. nd we lived with pastor chi nd his wife, michelle (kiki), and eric (her littO five year old bro.). my brother. then the nxt day [CHRiSTMAS DAY] angela nd christina (cuzins) arrived with their parents nd littO five year old carrie (angelas sister/b.k.a. erics wife x] ) ..theyre soo cute together! haha and on CHRiSTmas day we had a blackout! but the electricity came back on after awhile. also it was pouring outside. two cabins near ours goht destroyed by a flood.  it didnt even snow. we were all hoping it would.. nd the nxt day (friday) .. it did! but it was only like an inch.  we went to the lake arrowhead village nd shopped around for awhile.. nd then we fed some ducks with duck food (5O ?a bag) eric had lots of fun.. haha. nd then we moved into a much bigger cabin. 3 stories with a game room! a LOT more people came. nd there was about 4O PEOPLE living in that cabin !! sharon, michelle (kiki), michelle ha, angela, christina, nd i shared a room. christina got the top bunk, sharon nd michelle (kiki) shared the bottom bunk, nd angela got the pull out bed from under the bunk. the other michelle nd i got the floor -__- .. it was alright tho. our room was always hott! the heater was always on!! our room was the hottest in the cabin. amy, michelle ta, nd this other gerl lived in the room nxt to ours. we were on the main floor. we only had 3 bathrooms in the whole cabin!! one of the bathrooms were between amy nd michelle ta`s nd ours` room. people were always in the bathroom nd there was always a loong line of people waiting for it.. haha. welps this was our schedule: 
 TiME  |     Saturday
7:OO    |   Rise & Shine
7:3O     |   Devotion/Prayer
8:OO    |   Breakfast
9:OO    |   Worship
1O:OO |   Day Session # 1
11:3O   |   Prepare Lunch
12:OO  |   Lunch
1:OO    |   S.G. Activity
2:OO    |   Free Time
5:3O     |   Prepare Dinner
6:OO    |   Dinner
7:3O     |   Worship Night Session # 2
9:3O     |   Free Time
11:OO  |   Lights Out!
.. nd it was about the same for Sunday too. Monday was a half day nd we had to leave the cabin by 11AM cuhs other people were moving in. except not everywun slept at 11. most people slept at around 1.. they let us stay up as late as we want as long as we werent loud cuhs other people wanted to sleep. on saturday we went to this park nd had a snowball fight!! it was greatt! except my fingers were frozen. x[ ..we played around for like 3 hours.. then we all went back to the cabin. on sun, dec. 28th, angela nd christina left =/  ..nd michelle (kiki), nancy, my mom,  michelle`s mom, sharon, nd i went back to the village. so did henry, tony, amy, michelle, eric, howard, nd jacky. we went cuhs eric wanted to feed the ducks agen nd so we did.. haha. then eric went on the merry go around. nd then we just shopped around. then on monday, we just woke up, packed, nd left.. henry, my mom, sharon, nd i took michelle (kiki), nd her mom back home. we dropped them off at angelas house (in diamond bar) cuhs they left there car there.. nd eric threw up in a bag on the car ride cuhs he got car sick =X ..nd i was sitting right next to him =/ .. enyways, then we decided to go out for lunch nd we ate at the jade restraunt. then angela, michelle (kiki), sharon nd i went to the edwards cinema 8 in diamond bar cuhs we wanted to watch a movie. christina walked to the movies. then we went in nd we watched a little of  the begining of lotr 3 (return of the king) cuhs we were about 3O minutes earlie for our movie -__-  ..haha wells then the movie ended at 7. then my bro came nd picked us up. we went back to angelas house nd ate pizza, clam chowder, nd watched a little of harry potter cuhs carrie was watching it.. then we left. i goht home at around 8. it was a fantastic retreat =)

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look  its mieko xP
 
she juss goht her new webcam for christmas so shes trying it out.. nd she also got a digicam nd cell fone!! what a lucky butt
-- our littO convo. --
IP R IE S Ih U S: hahaahah
IP R IE S Ih U S: whhen i get a webcam
IP R IE S Ih U S: IMA SEND A WHOLE BUNCH LETTERS TO YOU
IP R IE S Ih U S: and we can talk taht way!
IP R IE S Ih U S: LOL
IP R IE S Ih U S: its guna take forever
KaW4ii Kok0ro: hahaha yea i kno
.. haha

IP R IE S Ih U S: yeup =D
`nd here` s a random picture of her she jhuss sent me x]
  WiNKiTY  WiNK 

[[ 5:4O PM | DEC. 19, 2OO3 ]] HAPPY 15th BiRTHDAY JEi JEi ROSY!!

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>> What is love? <<
        "Love makes normal people do and say crazy things. It turns boring people into exciting and unpredictable creatures. It can be hurtful, but also the greatest feeling you will ever have. Love is when you think about that person almost every waking moment and you want to hold him/her and just be with him/her forever. Love is when you would give up absolutly everything to have that person in your life. It's when you accept that person entirely and completely for what he/she is. Love is all about trusting your life with a person. It's a force that can be hardly explained, it can only be felt. Real love is pain."
        "Love is when you can`t imagine your life without that other person..the way you feel when you`re in their arms, like nothing could ever go wrong..the way your heart races when you see him/her or even think about that person..when you talk to him/her and there are no words to describe the way you feel for him/her..when that person appears perfect in your eyes..love is when you feel like someone could take away everything you own but as long as you have that person you still have everything you could ever dream of..and that strange connection that when that perons`s feelin` sad all of a sudden you feel sad too..it`s like you can feel all that persons emotions..it`s when you can sit next to him/her and just gaze into his/her eyes without sayin` a word and know exactly what the other is thinking..it`s how that persons` presence makes everything feel like it`s gonna be fine no matter how tough it is you know you`ll get through it as long as that perons is by your side..it`s how he/she can make you feel so much better with just his/her smile. and that reassuring feeling that as long as he/she`s by your side, you have everything.."

                                                       [[ WHAT   DUHS  LOVE  MEAN  TO  YOU ? ]]

[[ 2:OO AM | DEC. 18, 2OO3 ]] school was weird today!! ..well first i wanna give mucho thanks to emirly, patty, mieko, michelle k, gaby, kim, maggie, peo, pansy, nd wenter! enyways well.. i started out by going to fourth period (( norberg/spanish )) with johnny nd we had a little party.  we had chips, salsa, taquitos, apple juice ect. nd watched SANTA CLAUS 2. that class was an hour nd 2O some minutes long! haha yeah nd then i went to first period (( goldstein/history )) but since her dogg got sick, our class went into wilsons small class.. nd his first period class was in there tOO! =X .. nd dangg did wilson get a lotta presents! his desk was fulll of em.. crazyy O_O ..haha then i went to second (( kido/p.e. )) we met at the lunch courts.. but i didn`t really stay there. i helped pass out winter formal pictures with patty nd gaby.  i went into wilson [johnny` s second period] to give somewun there pix.. forgot who tho =/ ..nd johnny had my pictures so i got those from him.. he looks sOo cuteee in his pictures!! =D ..[[ p.s. sorry for losing your star sweetie =[ ]] yeah then i went to third period (( hartwig/math )) nd we finished watching STAND AND DELiVER ..it was alright ..then i went to fifth (( drake/english )) ..nd passed out some cookies to p`po  =P ..then went to sixth (( downey/science )) nd she just told us about what she was guna do in mexico.  then we went to lunch (( only 2O minutes long.. i just drank a nestea )) then we went to our choir assembly!! the soloists were great!! great job sally nd nancy [= ..then it was finally 12:3O nd we planned on going to disney!! .. peter was our ride so ceasar, johnny, nd i all went back to his house. nancy, josie, gaby, sharon, carl, and wenter went to eirenes cuhs she was their ride. we went to peters house right after skool.. then we watched the choir assembly thing agen cuhs peters mom taped it. nd then we went up to peters room nd played that wrestling game .. xP ..then one or two hours later .. we finally left his house.. melody came with us too. we  left  around 2? wells peters mom took us.. nd she printed out directions to disney.. but she got lost so we had to go back to peters house nd wait for a friend of peters mom to take us. wen we got there it was around 5 PM =/ .. we got dropped off at mcdonalds near disney nd ate dinner there cuhs we were frikken hungry from the 3 hour car ride. nd since it was already too late to go on eny of the rides.. we didn`t buy a ticket. [[ i`m glad too.. i saved a lotta dinero xP ]] so we just shopped around at BiG CEAS`S ..LOL .h.i.l.a.r.i.o.u.s. .. then big C , masta P , nd FLAW , nd i decided to watch a movie LORD OF THE RiNG III (the return of the king) ..frikken loonnggg movie .. 3 hours! it started at 7. peters mom hired a person to pick us up at 1O .. we were a bit late.. but i dont think she got that pistt  =P ..it was a pretty good movie ..shmeegal freaked me outt =X .. haha then after the movie we got some pretzel from wetzel pretzel .. then met up with our ride.  it was a fastt ride back .. i was like half asleep nd half awake. hahah.. yehh. we got back to peters house at around 11:3OPM ..nd then we played some more wrestling/karate thingyy on peters xbox. i beat johnny twice x] ..then my mommy picked me up at 12.. it was a pretty fun day =D ..wells i` m soo tired.. -__- ..ima go sleep now. good nights; sweet dreams nd GOD BLESS ;]

kk..yup..its the almighty flawless ;)..haha yeah..FLORAAA made me do this entry =_=..I didnt want to...too lazy now n days...but you know since im such a nice guy n stuff..and its our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!! =]] i decided to make an entry...yup... ( shes bribing me with strip teases / lap dances  ) haha im jp..wowww...todayy as pretty fun ..cept some ppl couldnt go tho =[...oh wellz..thanks to GABY tho for helpin settin up the lil celebration =P..yeah I dont really needa talk about it cuz flora already summarized it up ( read down there )...haha I FINALLY GOT FFX-2 =]]]..w00t w00t! love you hunnn!!

today was greatt!!  HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNiVERSARY SWEETiE =) ..i can`t believe we made it this far.. i`m so happy  ..welps i woke up at 1O:2O PM today.. (( johnny was so brave nd took his flu shot  today  =P)) ..i watched part of "who am i" ; "catch me if you can" ; nd "the fifth element" with my mom.  then we went out to eat at siam express for dinner around 6 ..nd then went to johnny` s house at 7:3O PM ..nd then jeff chen came nd picked us up nd took us to the movies. we waited there awhile for gaby, peter, nd his sister to come. then eric came.  we bought the ticket for honey ..it wasn`t that bad. =] ..then enzo came with peters mom to pick us up.. johnny, enzo, sharon, peter, nd i all had to squeeze in the back seat of his car. =X ..OH nd we drove thrOo the street with those tall trees with christmas lights.. that was pretty [= ..then we went to peters house.. haha ..yeah that was fun. bryan lee nd andrew came for awhile, but then they left. we hung out for awhile nd played some fighting game on peters game box.. johnny was undefeatable . then we talked for awhile.. nd then my mommy came at 11:3O. ..wow.. i still can`t believe it.. 1 whole year .. a dream come true.. wells.. GOD BLESS ; good nights nd sweet dreams!! [=