[[I'm Convinced...]] The people who I would hate to hurt the most, I often end up hurting them in aspects I cant make up for it. The people who I want to hurt, just dont get hurt by me... but instead hurt me even more. No matter how many times I say sorry... My apology just cant make up for it. No matter how much space I give u... It just doesnt seem enough for u to think things thru. No matter how much tears I shed because of you.. It doesn't equal the pain that I inflict upon you. No matter how my heart hurts... It doesnt convince you enough to look back at me. I wish and I wish and I wish... Still you're not able to forgive me for all I've done.. No matter how many times I get outta my way to do things for you... It doesn't show you enough how much I really love you. No matter how hungry I am, as long as I'm not with you... The best food presented to me doesn't seem apetitizing enough. Jimmy, just to show you how crazy I am about you... and how sorri I am about what happened... I'm gonna torture myself by not eating with pleasure until you're able to completely forgive me for everythin that you're mad at me about... starting from this point on... ::throwing away my Soy Sauce Chicken leg with rice:: and let the XANGA world be my witness... if ya's are supporting me, please holler!!~ Your support is needed and appreciated... |