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Monday, October 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 18:02:29 GMT

it's been so long..

random thoughts...

school.. school.. and more school...

how long till i'm done? I dunno.

We all started from the same high school, area, city, etc.. and now we are all going about our own ways. Yes very sad indeed.

I'm 21 now and I feel really old, there's no more ages to look forward to!

Friday, May 26, 2006

Fri, 26 May 2006 18:11:19 GMT

Congrats to Louis on getting married!
omg................

Friday, April 28, 2006

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 23:55:50 GMT

I want a HUG now!

and a vacation would be nice =)

Edit: I am boycotted from my facebook... >.< apparently I use it too much. Rob boycotted me.

Friday, March 31, 2006

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 02:02:06 GMT

Dear Grandma,

I know that you are in a better place. I'm just sorry I wasn't able to be there to see you leave. I'm sorry that I wasn't a good grandaughter, I wish I had called you more, I wish I would have wrote you letters none stop, I wish I was able to come back to see you more often, I wish I could have brought you tea and cooked meals every day. I want to see your face so bad, I want to see your smile, I want you to hug me and squeeze me like you always do, I want you to see you in your flower printed clothes with your little grocery money bag. I close my eyes and I can see you grandma, but I what I really want is to feel you, I want to be able to touch your skin and know that you are there. Did you really have to go so soon so sudden? Grandma, I wasn't able to tell you how much I love you before you left, and now I don't have a chance. I love you grandma, I stare at the wall and all i see is you, all I see is how stupid I am. I wish I could see you one more time, but i know no matter how much I cry you will never come back. I'm still going to china this summer grandma, even though you are not there anymore, I am going, I will come to your grave and mourn, I will cry out tears until i can't cry anymore, I miss you grandma. I really really really miss you.

your grandaughter, Lisa

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 06:23:30 GMT

I feel sick and miserable. =)

alls well though

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 12:12:11 GMT

one word

"tired"

two words

"unbelievabley tired"

three words

"stomach is growling"

four words

"two more classes to go"

Five words

" I want to go home!"

Friday, February 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 02:01:12 GMT

hmm...
What should I do next?

Monday, February 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 19:47:58 GMT

My philosophy on Life:
         Life is all about choices.
         Whether right or wrong, the choice u make now will never be able reversed.
         So you should always think thoroughly before you make the next step. Along the way, you may get other people into your choices, and it may either help them or take them down. thus your decision isn't just a one way stream, it involves many other components of life.
        Sometimes choices aren't so black and white, thus you need to weigh wuts more important to you, what will be beneficial to yourself and everything around you.
        The worst case of choices you can make is the ones that other people make for you, although most people don't admit to this, but every now and then we will still catch ourselves doing things for other people's sake.
         in conclusion. think before do. and once u set ur mind on something stick to it.

matt wertz's song makes me sad...
anyways some things to be happy about.
   I put together another tedious project from the makers of SAM's. I just set up my art easel. time for me to paint don't want my hands to get all rusty. the last project i put together was mom's inversion table, it was extremely heavy. all these stuff u get home that need to be put together are such a pain!
      I'm loving life right now. time to study.

                You know. even though u dont' realize it but sometimes the best things are just around the corner you know =) u just need to pay more attention.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 23:18:17 GMT

Remember how back in the days being a nerd was so not cool!
        now it's the way to be, in fact i think Geeks are hot.
        even Screech from save by the bell seems appealing to me.

Valentines day is coming up!
flower, candy, pinkness Oh my
         my date ---> Rachness! haha i love her.


my heart to yours! time to celebrate love.

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 16:45:15 GMT

Edit: Okay Crisis resolved temporarily.

Now I'm studying in a cage at the library. Yes a CAGE! Dare yah to find me

I feel like something is missing. piece of the puzzle? Jelly on toast? I dunno.
all I know is that I need to overcome this obstacles.