...I’ve thOught a lot abOut what’s been gOing on and I wish there’s sOmething I cOuLd do to make things hOw they use to be, but we aLL learn frOm our mistakes right?...Letting sOmeOne yOu LOVE go is a difficuLt thing to do, but that’s hOw yOu find out if yOu’re meant to be tOgether...it’s been a whiLe that ac and I have been on this break and to be honest it stiLL hurts untiL this day...im sorry, but I just need to be honest and open up again, I been scared and hiding aLL this time and I just wanted to prOve that I’m stiLL here with the same feeLing tOwards him, but stronger... and nOw I’m just patientLy waiting again listening to what my heart is telling me to do....I miss him so much...
Love aLways, JomiL
" if yOu love someone set them free, if they come back to yOu their yOurs and it's meant to be..."
"Faith wiLL bring us back tOgether... but just knOw that i stiLL love yOu just hOw i use to..."
So many quiet walks to take So many dreams to wake And we've so much love to make I think we're gonna need some << time >> maybe all we need is time... And it's telling me it might be you All of my life...
I've been saving love songs and lullabies And theres so much more No one's ever heard before...
Something's telling me it might be you It's telling me it migt be you... All of my life...
Maybe it's you... Ive been waiting for all of my life...
<<< :::: Somewhere Out There ::::: >>> Somewhere out there Beneath the pale moonlight Someone's thinkin' of me And loving me tonight Somewhere out there Someone's saying a prayer That we'll find one another In that big somewhere out there And even though I know how very far apart we are It helps to think we might be wishin' on the same bright star And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky Somewhere out there if love can see us through Then we'll be together Somewhere out there Out where dreams come true...
..... < 3 iN the beginning <3....
In the beginning bOy seems so sure. He promises love and devotion forever. He knows wihout a doubt his love is always. GirL starts out cautious, afraid to trust, Used to being burned, wanting to believe, yet Recalling past betrayals and broken promises. Little by little bOy convinces girL. She opens her heart and begins to trust, Relaxes a bit in the security of Believing she is safe at last from pain. This is when bOy becomes unsure. He takes away the gift she struggled so hard to accept. He removes her foundation and again she falls Into the emptiness, afraid to guess how far Before she hits bottom again. Boy wants her to understand. He didn't want to hurt her. He didn't meant to lie. He didn't even know Until she believed him, that it was a lie. Boy wants to keep his options open In case he once again changes his mind. Girl is faced with the choice of giving up Yet keeping her sense of self, or never knowing, waiting, hoping, Slowly losing her identity until it is nearly Impossible to find herself again. Boy wants patience and acceptance, no matter what he does. Girl needs security, someone to count on. Neither can have what they need from the other Without losing a part of themselves. Boy walks away, still not knowing what he did wrong, Or should have done right. He shrugs it off and Repeats the pattern with another. Girl again gives up, builds walls around her heart. Each time the walls are a little bit higher. Next time Boy wants to break through she will have to work harder still To open up and give him a chance. Yet she hopes to somehow Find the one bOy who tells no lies, breaks no promises And leaves no scars of betrayal. The one who will stay, and keep her safe forever. Girl cries within her soul and bOy plays on. But girL is stiLL counting fOr a second chance for her first romance to come back into her life again untiL this day she is stiLL truLy in love with him keeping it just inside herself this time waiting untiL the right time comes again.... P. S. ISRLAC..... no 1 knows wat that stands for...just me.....( i hope...LOL) - jomiL-
hey BUDDIES...! ummm what should i
start talking about here? AC hasn't update this page for a while ever
since THAT ( no comment) happened between him and i, but it's aLL good
now i hope... i know most of you guyz know
what really happened, but anyways the past is the past and im willing
to start all over with my new best friend AC for now,
but doesn't mean just because i said the past is past that im regreting
all that AC and I went through...WRONG!!! I'M NOT i WILL ALWAYS
treasure what WE had with each other...memories that wiLL last a LIFE
TIME...will always be in my heart....(awww)...lol
I've been through A LOT the past weekS no one has heard from me ( couple
pplz actually thought that i took my own life away...yeah yeah i tired
all those crazy things to hurt myself, but ALL that DIDN'T TAKE ME
ANYWHERE, but to a PLACE i WILL NEVER want to go BACK to and something
i WILL NEVER want to EXPERIENCE AGAIN...( 6-7 seconds my life was over,
but a miracle happened and brought me back to life...) So i guess i
been given a SECOND CHANCE to live my LIFE and this time im not going
to miss any moment of it... Thank yOu everyone....i love yOu
Love always, Jomil aka jay jay
~... A memOry that will NEVER be forgotten ...~
Hey i love the song yOu got on yOur page....
...thanx....
~>...07.29.03...<~
(how it aLL began....)
...to
my dearest jomil...i still have feelings...but the distance did effect
me...i guess im n0t that strong to overcome distance...hopefully i
can...SOON...thank y0u so much...
DEAR GOD,
I know that SHE's out there...
The one that im supposed to share my whole LIFE with...
And in TIME, y0u'll show her to me...
We'll y0u take CARE of her?...
COMFORT her?...
And PROTECT her? Until the day we meet...again...
Let her KNOW...that my HEART...is beating FOR hers...
*.......take care.......babe......im just asking for time....time on
my own to forget things...i need to have more confidence in
MYSELF...because i believe i can't go through days without y0u, where
y0u live s0o far...i missed y0u s0o much...that i can't go on...i will
wait...so we can see each other more often...but for n0w..we..part
ways..but in our hearts...knowing...that...there is ALWAYS a spot
reserved, for Jomil...Alcantara.......* Take Care...Be Careful...Good
Night...Mahal Kita...i luv y0u...143...goodbye for n0w...i HOPE we can
stay friends...for n0w...
...im sorry, but I just need to be honest and open up again, I been scared and hiding aLL this time and I just wanted to prOve that I’m stiLL here with the same feeLing tOwards him, but stronger... and nOw I’m just patientLy waiting again listening to what my heart is telling me to do
....I miss him so much... 
& dOrkette”
! ummm what should i
start talking about here? AC hasn't update this page for a while ever
since THAT ( no comment) happened between him and i, but it's aLL good
now i hope...
i know most of you guyz know
what really happened, but anyways the past is the past and im willing
to start all over with my new best friend AC for now
,
but doesn't mean just because i said the past is past that im regreting
all that AC and I went through...WRONG!!! I'M NOT i WILL ALWAYS
treasure what WE had with each other...memories that wiLL last a LIFE
TIME...will always be in my heart....(awww)
...lol
I've been through A LOT the past weekS no one has heard from me ( couple
pplz actually thought that i took my own life away...yeah yeah i tired
all those crazy things to hurt myself, but ALL that DIDN'T TAKE ME
ANYWHERE, but to a PLACE i WILL NEVER want to go BACK to and something
i WILL NEVER want to EXPERIENCE AGAIN...( 6-7 seconds my life was over,
but a miracle happened and brought me back to life...) So i guess i
been given a SECOND CHANCE to live my LIFE and this time im not going
to miss any moment of it... Thank yOu everyone
)
