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Name: Sara
Birthday: 12/9/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: I love hanging out with Mandy =) and I like to listen to music, and i absolutely love photography.
Expertise: I'm pretty good at Massages
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Member Since:
7/20/2006
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| Rachel's home.
Thanksgiving is tomorrow.
Virginia on Saturday.
No job yet.
Birthday in a couple of days.
Getting permit soon.
Awesome.
Bye. | | |
| The Day has ArrivedYesterday was sincearly stressful. I was a mess.
I spent the night at Mandy's, and when we woke up, we had to get dressed and ready, really quick.
On the way down to the hospital, we listened to some oldies, which made Mandy, Barbie, and Me feel a lot better,
we danced to it all. 
But then we got to the hospital...signed in, and about a half hour later, she was called back. I couldn't see her right away. I had to wait...
But then Nanny finally came out and told me to go back. I went back and Mandy was still smiling, especially since I was there. In her little hospital gown...awww...I was there when the nurse put the IV in ... not good .. I didn't know how i would react to it. I watched her put it in ... and I got lightheaded...couldn't hear...got hot...color draining from my face....I was about to pass out. I wasn't going to say anything because the nurse had to turn on the IV for Mandy...but Barbie caught it...and the nurse gave me ammonia inhalent. Yuck...Mandy laughed her ASS off at me....I dont think it was very funny...
I stayed by Mandy's side, holding her hand, until she was rolled back to the OR doors...I hugged her, and said goodbye...when I watched her roll away, I cried my eyes out. That was terrible. I couldn't have felt worse. I was worried, scared, and just...in awe...I couldn't believe i was seeing her like that. 2 hours went by. I cried. Watching the screen ... "50101: Patient has arrived in Operating-Room." That made me cry even more. My little Mandy...my baby...her life in the hands of someone else. But i guess you could say, i trusted that. As Nanny said, "there doing things that we cant..." Once the 2 hours were up...the doctor came out. It took the minimum time the surgery could last. I started to cry again, tears of joy this time. He said she was fine...everything went well. Her kidney reacted the way it was supposed to...they took out her galbladder and appendix without problems...moved around her intestines...and arteries. No hemmerging...nothing. I was soooooooooooooooooo so so so relieved! My baby was going to be ok!!!!
Her galbladder and appendix were all decayed..rotten.  but she's fine. I didn't stop crying until my parents got there...unfortunatly they weren't able to see her. They had to leave. But I was just happy to have them there. About an hour after they left...Mandy finally arrived in her room...at 8:30. Seeing her made me cry..But she was awake..she smiled at me. She has a drain coming out of her nose, going into her stomache, getting all the backed up food in her intestines. I cried...we went into the room..and i held her hand, and sat beside her. Epideral in her back. A tube coming out of her nose, IV in her hand...her left leg was paralized...the color drained from her face. Her lip swollen. She said she bit it right before she went to sleep....she wiped the tears off my face, although I couldn't hug her. She just rubbed my face and smiled at me...she said "everything is going to be ok, I love you baby" ... Oh man, my baby...I love her so incredibly much. Before I left, I kissed her forehead, and her hands...and i cried again...I didnt want to leave her there.
When i got home, I cried my eyes out to my mom. She said I had to go to school the following day. Luckily, my dad got home...and convinced my mom to let me go back to the hospital...he said to me, "see what tomorrow brings" My daddy I love him...he'd do anything...
So today, I'm going to her side once again. You have no idea how happy it makes me to be with her. I didn't either until yesterday. She is my life, and I can't deal with out her.
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| HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE RAIN!?I haven't updated in a bit.
Not a lot has happened...well yeah it has, just not anything that should be seen by...anyone that doesn't know about it.
School has been fine. Of course, we had off 4 days of the week. It was nice.
- Rachel is coming home Thursday
- Octubafest....Octoberfest...whatever...on Saturday
- Sunday is the FLAVOR OF LOVE FINALLY!!
I got my hair redyed yesterday. No body has really noticed it. Even though it was change significantly....but oh well. Better than people critisizing it.
Mandy's homeschooled for awhile
...Dunno about homecoming at the moment.
Hmm...that's...about it. | | |
| MMYeah, so I'm still workin' on this thing.
I want it to be purrrrfect.
But of course, it's not going to be, because you know...It's mine.
Anyways;
Today:
Kind of sucked at school. This morning was a miricle though. I was a hair away from getting 2 out of 3 tardies...ouchies. But I made it! Amanda Bradley and I RAN to the Middle School into Mrs. Furr's room...with all our stuff in our hands. Lol, poor Amanda with her AE bag FULLL of clothes and stuff. Haha, we had a plan though if we were late. We were going to say that Amanda's stuff all fell and I had to help her pick it up. Heh. Clever? I know.
The rest of the day sort of went slow. I don't know why. Especially Personal and Business Law...everyone is so fucking loud in that class. Which is ridiculous because it's full of seniors. Aren't they supposed to be like...what's the word...oh yeah...MATURE!!
After school I rode the bus to Mandy's house, and we hung out. It was a goooood time. We watched "Guess Who" I think it's called. It was a funny movie. Very suspencful! Woo, lol..no not really. Then we fell asleep.
Welllll I'm supposed to be doing my homework.
Shhh..don't tell Mandy
haha.
I love you Mon-DAAAAAAy.
HERE COMES THA BOOOOM! | | |
| HEY ISN'T MY LAYOUT TEH AWESOME?yeah.. it fuckin' is.
heh, there mandy. eat that. hehehehehheh.
Anywho;
These past two weeks have been exciting!! In good ways and bad...Bad being because of the shit going on with mandy, but good because of the times we've spent together! We've hardly fought, and we've just had fun. For instance, two weekends ago, we went and hung out with Mikey Mike and drove around, got Mccy D's and yelled "FUCK ME" out the window to passer buyers. And went to the car wash and got yelled at by the pizza people across the street for going to the bathroom? Hhah, cuz we were loud.
This past weekend:
Saturday
In the morning, Mandy and I were awoken by the friggin' cats because Issy had a bag over her head and was freakin' out ... she was running into things on the way to my bedroom and under my bed. Being totally freaked out, Issy wouldn't come out of under my bed for atleast 2 hours. Heh. Mandy and I went downstairs and made some hashbrowns and watched TV. We saw that HITCH was on, so we went upstairs to wake up my mom. To do so, I turned on EVERY SINGLE light in her room, tore her covers off of her, and blasted the music in my room...and we danced around and threatened to steal Pupper J. Dog (my mom and dad's stuffed puppy they got when they were on their honey-moon.) So my mom got up...
Later, Mandy's mom picked us up and took us to Old Navy and Target. After agrueing with her brother, Mandy finally shut her trap lol...and we got Burger King. We were dropped off at my house, and my mom took us out. We ended up picking up Barbie then, and went to the Consignment Shop in Holly..then to Old Navy, Target, and Walmart.... Mandy and I know how to work our mothers  Haha, we love them. Once we got home, Mandy and I went outside and started decorating the house with Halloween stuff ..purple lights, pumpkins, cobwebs...the works It was fun! Then we came inside. Mandy made dinner, and then we made cake, brownies and cookies for Sunday.
Sunday
I woke up, this time not so stardily. I went and took a shower and then Mandy and I went to her house and celebrated her Nanny and Pap's birthday! Aw it was really fun!! Mandy and I watched Beavis and Butthead...The Ninth Gate...and took a nap. Aw, I had a good time. When I came home I practiced my speech. It went pretty well.
Monday/Today
Today went well..my speech went well. After school..i took a nap and spoke on the phone with mandy  Then went to Therapy. Yaaaay...but it was my last day with Elizabeth until January. I'll miss her.
But in the mean time, I have Karen. Which is cool. (Mandy don't say ANYTHING...she's a good therapist lol...loser) Annnyways.. I gotta go so mandy wont die of old age before the end of the entry.
BYYYE LATER TURD | | |
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