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Name: Melissa (mel mel)
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Birthday: 1/31/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Bands: << MY RUIN, Cradle of Filth, Otep, Kittie >> Walls of Jericho, Auf Der Maur, Bleeding Through, Scars of Tomorrow, In Flames, Premonitions of War, Darkest Hour, Children Of Bodom, Christina Aguilera, Spice Girls, Jack off Jill, Damageplan, Burnt By the Sun, Symphony in Peril, SugarComa, Atreyu, Dimmu Borgir, Nile, Remembering Never, Lacuna Coil, Kataklysm, Ill Nino, Spineshank, Silverchair, Soul Embraced, As I lay Dying, Blood Has Been Shed, Shadows Fall, Killswitch Engage, Nothingface, Closer Than Kin, Devildriver, the Haunted, Static-X, Fear Factory.
Expertise: +I wanna live in the pretty sun+ +But daylight just makes me numb+ +So I cover up my scars+ +With velvet drapes that kill rock stars+ +Change my mood+ +Lick my wounds+ +Trust will lead us to the truth+ +Drown myself in misery+ +Sleep with my enemy+ +Destroy my destiny+ +Erase the memory...of you+ +OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU+ +I wanna die on the darkest night+ +When there's no one left to fight+ +Fill my bed with leopard fur+ +THINK OF YOU INSIDE of HER+ +Suffer for my latest sin+ +Until I'm happy in my skin+ +OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU+ +I ache for you...I ACHE FOR US+ +I pray for you...I PRAY FOR US+ +I wait for you...I WAIT+ +Deny thy lover and refuse thy name+ +First, last and always...+ +When will you tell me the truth??...+
Occupation: Artist


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Member Since: 11/27/2003

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Currently Playing
Left in Kowloon
By Premonitions of War
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Hmm. I thought I was done with this xanga but I just wanted to see if any of you guys who were subscribed to this one, remember me...heh.

<3


Thursday, September 16, 2004

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Thursday, July 01, 2004

I decided that it's time for a change so I took the liberty of making myself a new site:

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=surrenderyourlips

I will try and subscribe to all of you that I have subscribed to on this site so I don't lose any friends but it would really help if you could comment on my new site so I could just click and click again and then subscribe so yeah...enough of this...<3


Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Currently Playing
Hidden Hands of a Sadist Nation
By Darkest Hour
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WOo. I finally got Darkest Hour's "Hidden Hands of a Sadist Nation" It definitely kicks ass.

Today I woke up at 2 and to my surprise, Kira and Ashley were here swimming. So I went outside and lied down on our trampoline of course, to try and get a tan but I wasn't out there for long because we went to Best Buy to get my wonderful CD. The funniest thing happened when we were on our way to Best Buy. Kira was still wearing the top part of her bathing suit and these two old looking men were staring at her boobs so my sis goes "You like them titties don't ya?!" and the driver's like "Oh hell yeah, that's what it's all about" It was hilarious because the guy looked like he was 40 years old and the other dude's teeth were soooo messed up. Old perves.

@~}~~
<3-mel mel-


Tuesday, June 29, 2004

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Bitter Suites to Succubi
By Cradle of Filth
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Yesterday Allie came over and we watched The Wrong Turn. That is a weird ass movie. Daniel, it has Eliza Dushku in it, you should watch it! But anyway...Wes came over while we were watching the movie and we all just "chilled" haha. Then later Allie, my mother, and I went jogging in the Sugarcreek Reserve. We were all sweaty of course after and so we jumped in the cold pool and talked about girl stuff for a long time. I never knew we (well I was/am) were so perverted. Later that night we started to listen to Otep and Kittie but of course Allie wanted to listen to something softer so I put on Christina Aguilera and then The Spice Girls...we sang along so well! We had a fun time.

I got into a HUGE fight with my sister today and yeah...she called me a bitch and actually meant it. It's bad enough that I get called a bitch by people who barely even know me...but my own sister??!! That kinda hurt. She yells at me for being depressed...now I don't get that. Especially when I know that she is depressed as well.

@~}~~
<3-mel mel-



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