Hey everyone!!!! I had a baby today. Her name is katimiekeman! lol n mike destroyed her life cuz she looks like him. Hmmm i fell up the stairs today lol !! type more later have tlo play coountry ofr kyle

Happy Valentines Day!!!!

Hmm lets see today i got a dozen roses, chocolate, more chocolate, n teddy bear. O Terrence got nicole the cutest thing ever. shes in love w/ the bulls so she got a build a bear that had the bulls on it. n a rose. so adorable!I feel special. N i found out that im probably most def goin to Florida to go stay w/ jennifer for 4 days ova spring break!! so excited never been to florida b4. today was such a fun day. Mike i loved the flower u had on ur ear. here r some pics from today...

...me n the sis

n thats it. Anthony was my valentine. he was EVERYONE's valentine.

Dear Diary,

Will i ever get a real valentine on this day!!!

Denise

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

**so bored... worked today sucked. got beat up by lil boys. i might be going to florida during spring break. to go stay w/ jennie joseph i miss her. so excited. shes taking me to a sex shop...how fun. lol. her b/f randy is kewl we all talked today. hmm im bored out of my mind. o excited for valentines day tom!...riiight!!! well ill type more later.ttyl

Dear diary,

will i ever fall in love?

Denise

me n the sister....