| im deleting this xanga... if you really like knowing whats on my mind please subscribe to my new xanga...if you truly dont want to kno (be honest with yourself) then dont....DancingTeadybearFlower |
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| im so sic of mah page man but i dont kno what i want to put up there...
n e way...cool day went to Panangs...tried the Panang noodles good good (one of my pad see eiw noodles went up into my nose because Will and staj are tooooooooo goofy) picked up fabric OH I FOUND THE DRESS man, im runnin out of events to wear shit to but the dress is SEXY!!!!!!!!!! i want to wear it to mil ball...my date better be hot i just need to remember two things v2802-18 and the address to a taylor on 66th and morgan...yeahill show you the pic BUT *official warning* IF and girl (or boy) tries to wear my dress when im wearing MY dress i WILL rip the damn thing off of you and beat the shit out of you THINK IM PLAYIN>>>HELLS NO!!! i will be highly pissed...but if you got the cahones to do it i got a lot of agression to beat you near death and teach you a lesson...dont forget i live with my mom now and i WILL exersize some of that anger( cant do it all then im afraid id kill you) hypathetically speaking...and realising that America is fat, im going on a little diet to loose my gut...i really look pregnaunt...*sigh* well im going to go find stuf 4 mah page
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| im soo lost in jap man i want to give up....*sigh*
i feel so helpless....well im going to finish my sculpture....*sigh*...in desolate dispondancy... |
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| man i lost the fuckin power in my house yesterday.....oh well i dont care i give up on this so called fuckin hell you fuckers call "life" im feeling sick to my stomac with myself...its not cool n e more...i just dont fuckin care...and that scares me...i feel like someone could burn my house down and shoot me and i dont even think id ask to even be spared...i give up on ppl liking me. FUCK ALL OF YOU USLESS FUCKERS!!!!!! the so called friends who ignore me to the bullshit fuckers i have to deal with everyday....i hate you...i hate america...i hate the world...i dont even want to talk about it (to whom ever wants to "help" me thanks for the thought) you wont listen and i hate fuckin repeating myself. the situation im in is shit the place in life im in is shit and im not breakin my hacked ass to get out of it...nothin seems to go right n e more and i feel so fuckin stupid...i want to just give up...i do want to be here n e more...FACADES...I HATE THEM and i hate the fuckers who use them around me...man fuck it im going to go and sew somethin...i might b back...if i dont play with n e sharp objects. |
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| man ma is a BEOCHE!!! dont kno how long i have to update (margs tribute will be done laters (*sniff* sorry marg) but ill tell you the highliter Daniel you will be wearing a dress hahaha, and I LOVE THRIFTSTORES...i got a late 1900's sewing machine THAT still works and STILL had all of the origional parts....its from like 1893 or somethin and its built into a table yayaya...i started making my bellydancing costumes for this year (im going to TRY to do the senior talent show, the reg one, mill ball and aac) i started the one for mil ball...blue and black) well i got to work on the tribute to ms ma *snif* and staj (who never calls!!!)*still snif* laters...ps you have to give me the measurements and the design... |
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