go to mai new site! i was sooo bored! i will prolly still use this one tho!

www.xanga.com/banana_cream_pye_iz_yummy

becoming scars,
my cuts are deep.
bottle opened,
the pain released.
i'm unable to hide,
the rage i feel,
the pain escaping,
becoming real.
while cuts heal over,
and pain fades away,
my cuts leave scars,
and memories stay.
in my mind,
i see the pain.
make the cut,
renew the stain.
my scars seal up,
my memories.
on my body,
for all to see.

i actually wrote that poem, is it any good? if it's not i do not care. it means something to me.

mucho amor -me

My name is Misty,

I am but three.

My eyes are swollen,

I cannot see.

I must be stupid,

I must be bad.

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,

I wish I weren’t ugly…

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can’t speak at all,

I can’t do a wrong,

Or else I’m locked up

All the day long.

When I awake,

I am all alone,

The house is dark.

My folks aren’t home.

When mommy does come,

I’ll try and be nice,

So maybe I’ll get

Just one whipping tonight.

Don’t make a sound!

I just heard a car,

My daddy is back

From Charlie’s Bar.

I hear him curse,

My name he calls.

I press myself

Against the wall.

I try and hide

From his evil eyes,

I’m so afraid now

I’m starting to cry.

He finds me weeping.

He shouts ugly words.

He says it’s my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more.

I finally get free

And run for the door.

He’s already locked it,

And I start to bawl.

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

“I’m sorry!” I scream,

But it’s now much too late.

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain

Again and again.

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless,

Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Misty,

And I am but three.

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me.

How many licks does it take to get to the center of a ****?

hehe

boom boom boom, i want you in my room!

haha